russian roulette with 5 bullets, "everyone's a winner!" drawing/ painting/ tattoos, making shapes out of clouds and building imaginative things. sunsets and thunderstorms. taking walks with no point and no purpose, returning to the breath. experience and understanding, discovery and learning, this dream called life... the force, im a padowan for sure. the inter-connected juices of human being. scratching in wet cement (see-ment)... finding beauty in dissonance... and what people put on their refrigerators.
discovery of self...
guns n roses! fuckin a! refused, tool, the pixies...anything mr. charles thompson touches turns to gold, flaming lipps, mars volta, dirty three, death cab/ postal service (reminds me of sumthin i never want to forget), trail of the dead, beastie boys, dr. dre, e40, mos def, nwa ( cause they started that gangsta shit), snoop dog, suga free... the pimp, 2pac, krs-one, biggie, 50 cent (early mixtape shit... hes gettin soft), jay-z, alkaline trio, matt skiba (blame karina for that one...), led zepplin, jonny cash, the beatles, (in that order), dwarves, river boat gamblers, bottles and skulls, fugazi, minor threat, nofx, pennywise, social distortion, nirvana, mudhoney, built to spill, jawbreaker (does pop culture make me depressed, or do i depress pop culture?), hot snakes, iggy and the stooges, buzzcocks, one man army, suicidal tendencies, slayer, iron maiden, judas priest, motorhead, motley crue, metallica (before they decided to suck...), janes addiction, the jesus lizzard, melvins, supersuckers, kiss (of course.), the kills, june of 44, miles davis, john coltrane, angelo badalamenti, mogwai, paul newman, calexico, cowboy junkies, dirty three, don caballero, modest mouse, black heart procession, three mile pilot, god speed you black emperor, pinback, nick cave, neil young, moz, better yet the smiths, sonic youth, tom waits, nick cave, steve miller, and bread. to name just a few...
the part where luke has to go into the cave to face his fears. he defeats vader only to discover the face behind the mask is his own...
gross.
books are the best! i especially like the ones with pictures in them... the man who lost his head, eleven hungery cats, dr. suess, edward gorey, shel silversteen, the boy scout handbook, how to's, four agreements, the prophet, ishmael, illusions...
my grand father, anthony spolar.believers.