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Fractured~Sanity

I have all the answers ~ it's the questions I don't understand

About Me

I know (better then anyone) that i don't have good writing skills, but i keep doing it cause it's what keeps me going ~ writing, reading and music are big parts of my life. This is me. I'm bipolar and moody as all hell. I feel better after i write something sad. I'm not a happy person. I hate fakes, liars and homophobes. I love dark colors, fog, when it rains and autumn. I'm just random, i know.Let's see ... I hate self-pity , fake happiness and shallow people . If you fake what you feel you're not you anymore ..... that is if you know yourself as it is . I don't really care about many things anymore .... that's how fucked up i am Grrr!!Oh damn i'm off now

My Interests

Music , reading , writing , watching anime , tatoos

I'd like to meet:

My fallen angel
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Kate
Birthday: 18.07
Birthplace: Living room
Current Location: Inner Hell
Eye Color: Light brown
Hair Color: Undefined
Height: 6.1
Right Handed or Left Handed: Depends on what i'm doing , right for writting
Your Heritage: Lets skip this part
The Shoes You Wore Today: None
Your Weakness: Beautiful eyes and music
Your Fears: Not being loved
Your Perfect Pizza: Lots of cheese , crispy and withaut mushrooms
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Be alive by the end of it
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: None lately
Thoughts First Waking Up: Why??
Your Best Physical Feature: I have no ideea
Your Bedtime: Sometime between 4 am and 4 pm
Your Most Missed Memory: being happy
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: None
Single or Group Dates: Single
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both
Cappuccino or Coffee: Black cofee
Do you Smoke: Yeah
Do you Swear: All the time
Do you Sing: Sometimes
Do you Shower Daily: Depends
Have you Been in Love: Yeah
Do you want to go to College: I Guess
Do you want to get Married: Not realy
Do you belive in yourself: No , but i'm working on it
Do you get Motion Sickness: If it smells like gas in the car then yes
Do you think you are Attractive: No
Are you a Health Freak: No , i'm just a freak
Do you get along with your Parents: No
Do you like Thunderstorms: I love them
Do you play an Instrument: No
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: Can't live without it
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: I don't date
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: Yes
Ever been Beaten up: I've been hit but beaten no
Ever Shoplifted: Yes
How do you want to Die: Happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I am all grown up
What country would you most like to Visit: Finland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Brown , blue , hazel
Favourite Hair Color: Red , Black&blonde , bright brown
Short or Long Hair: Assimetric and messy
Height: 6 , 6.1
Weight: Skinny
Best Clothing Style: Dark
Number of Drugs I have taken: A few
Number of CDs I own: Dunno
Number of Piercings: 4
Number of Tattoos: None Yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Too many - sadly the past may change me but i can't change the past

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Music:

Him , the 69 eyes , The Rasmus , Black Sabbath , Turbonegro , Hanoi Rocks, Cradle of Filth- i love Nymphetamine , Apocalyptica , Iggy Pop , Afi , Anthony and the Johnsons , Atreyu , Kiss , Morrisey , Marcyful Fate , Negative , Neil Young , Lacrimosa , Nightwish , Tipe 0 Negative , Faith No More , Def Leppard , Alice Cooper , Led Zeppelin , Velvet Revolver , Deep Purple , Van Halen , Sex Pistols , AC/DC , the Doors , Marilyn Manson , Poison , Ramones ,Montley Crue , Skidrow , Megadeth , Iron Maiden , Alice in Chains , The Cult , The Cure , Aerosmith , Apoptygma Berzerk , Rolling Stones , The Pannic Chanell , Nirvana , RHCP , Slipknot , Bloodhound Gang , Cold , Stained , Lacuna Coil , Travis , Guano Apes , Misfits , Immortal ,A Perfect Circle , Bathory , Anathema , Incubus , Judas Priest , Sistem Of A Down , Agents of Oblivion , My Dying Bride , Nightwish , As I Lay Dying , Sonata Arctica , Kasabian , Mudvayne , Rob Zombie , Acid Bath , Burzum , Diary of Dreams , Kamelot , Theatres des Vampires , Lake of Tears ,StoneSour , From First To Last , The Used ,Avenged Sevenfold , Good Charlotte , Smile Empty Soul , Lost Prophets , Fall Out Boy , My Chemical Romance , Breaking Benjamin , 30 Seconds To Mars , Hurt , Kill Hannah , Velvetcut Vespertine , Carmen Gray , and we could go on and on......

Movies:

Horror and vampire bloody stuff .... it helps me sleep cause i really can't sleep at night...

Television:

I don't watch it that much anymore

Books:

Anything by Edgar Allan Poe and HP Lovecraft , Anne Rice , and other good horror writings , dark poetry

Heroes:

I look up to a few people but i don't really think of them as heroes

My Blog

its my birthday!!!

today is my birthday! i am 21 now!I am more happy then i have been in a long time and not just because of my birthday the main cause is that i feel realy free and able to do enything i want ...
Posted by Dark Realm on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 06:42:00 PST