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Gothic Engel

Gothic Engel

About Me

I love the rain when I'm with you.' The chill to keep us close and true The something to look forward to. I love the rain as much as you.


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Free Countup Timers at WishAFriend.com ..I am engaged to Russell,and I'm not friendly to most people as a rule.We are in our second year of our relationship,and things could not be better.I am a sarcastic person,who loves to make comments that are off the wall.I am also a very dark person,due to years of torture that is well over with now,and I want to move on from the past,so don't ask me about it.I like to make my own clothing,play guitar,listen to music,watch wrestling,daydream,and I get bored and decorate the house many times within a year's time.My favorite food is Cantonese,and I like cream soda,and Dr.Pepper. If you wanna know anything else,click message and ask.


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My fish tanks.I have two. The last picture is of a tornado forming,outside of our house.



Every spring,I get bit by the gardening bug. It means a lot to me! I have added green hosta,wildflowers,coleus,celosia,climbing pinata,and vinca to the list...and we finally have the arch,we've always dreamed of ! I just now,tonight,found the elusive name for that creeping plant everywhere,near all the rock beds,in our yard.Stringy Stonecrop!Storms of passion Storms of pain It's like trivial pursuit This life's your game You spoil all the riches Never considering the fruit Not even the fruit of your loins And you have clearly ruined the dance Spirit,spirit,hear my chant I will not weep,o'er your ghost I never wanted this so much Let the spirits and demons you call Turn on you,and teach you suffering May the crows peck out your eyes before you die And remove the flesh upon your face So that scowl I grew to know Will be revealed as your inner hate All the times you thought you could hide But it wasn't for you to decide Now that all the pain's been silenced I have been taught untold passions Not only of desire ,but of drive And of life,and the power to give There is no comparison,you should know Ironically,there are no parrallels May you no longer be here to be a disgrace May all your devils you wished on me Be turned onto you,twenty fold,and decide your final fate And in this final hour of your metaphor of despair May all those you hurt,rest in final peace Let those you've destroyed,taste impartial bliss Nightmare over monster dead No more monster in our heads Release those you've hurt from open wounds Ooooh, monster,monster,we have won The battle is over ,finished ,your done
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Friends are hard to define.As long as a friend doesn't drag you into a world of drama,they can be considered true. So,in knowing this,step up my enemies.Show me you have a face!CONTROLThe wheel of fortune has spun once again Another betrayal Another seperation of sins Another misguided attempt You let the foolhardy inTomorrow is another day The body count remains the same Although, emotions run high Shock future magic lies low And what remains, darkens your doorstepDare to be different,and they crucifix your existance While you are thinking,to the tune of a different drum I followed the rules, I did the right thing While they were looking for ways to accolade you Into their controlWell, lack of commitment has slain your one chance to be happy And lack of your belief in me,has destroyed your only friendship I hope you enjoy their reassurance While their control over you takes over your soulYou have made up your mind To consort with those that kill And so I have opposed you There will be no turning back But remember this They do not have controlI hand sewed this blouse from materials purchased at JoAnn fabrics.
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THE PURITANS OF THE NORTHThe pilgrims dance around her burning body, They claim she bewitched their king, Truth be told he loved her first, Behind the queen's bloody screams
The puritans of the north, Passed judgement that she die, By the same fire that burns inside, Her emerald enblazened guise
She must be a witch they concede, The inbred town all lusted after thee, Even though she was an outsider, With royal blood of her own family tree
The puritans of the north, Pass judgement that she be cursed, Her dress is stained with blood, From the beatings that she endured
The king got what he wanted, And the queen cries softly under veil, Her sister dead,burning on the wheel, There's no more of her story to tell
Except this. The sister has been resurrected.
I'm looking forward to our new life. I love the man with me in this picture.There is no one in the world like him. I found a guitar I can fret with.I like computers,writing code for web designs.Halloween is my favorite holiday.I like sewing my own clothes,or altering them,and making my own costumes.I love my Tripp and MacWear jeans,landscaping,road trips,dinner with my family,crocheting in winter,photography,cross breeding plants,I like watching wrestling.I love rock n roll. I love literature,and poetry that touches either on insanity,or darkness,movies,Murphy's Law,studying law,cooking,my pet cat Cicero and my finch Houdini,video gaming,reading,comic books,history,research,and window shopping.
SLOW DEATH I spoke with him the other dayWe were talking about Death Phantoms in our hearts decay They serve to haunt our waking breath I saw him on the silver screen Wearing her for me again Speaking things I'd said to him in confidence But every time I reached for him I brought back a hand full of sand Then from a dark place You read me bedtime stories Put your arms around me and kissed me Even though you were cold, standing in the rain A little dream came true that dayAnd a little dream died,but not in vain So the slow ,painful,vicarious life that I had led Had faded into black night ,that overcast day,when you reached out and took my handNow we are making the standFeels like the afterlife The after effects of a slow death And though the cold winter winds Sweep across the Liverpool streets It's warm and comforting,in our darkness that we've made our own And the devils have stopped their dancing inside my head I am grateful for the life that is,and grateful for the grip of Death For nothing can be reborn,until it has faded and metamorphosised againJust like a phoenix,with you my life has once again arisenToccata and Fugue is screaming The stained glass windows are bleeding The sunlight shines in and they dive under the floor Approaching the pedestal arrives the girlShe is the leader of the sanctuary Won back her soul in Sixty Nine She had a friend but it was temporary Now their souls are entwinedWhat holds your interest my love A chalice of sugar,or a cup of absynthe wine Dance with me in the sunlight The world surely celebrates our timeTake your place beside me Drink from mystery's goblet Take your rightful place at the honoured table Where the newly chastened abide our livesBehold my love for you is true Beside ourselves is where we belong Forever and eternity,all days of time As Toccata and Fugue plays on

Music:

I hate rap..but I like Xzibit,and I like Pimp My Ride!
I despise most country,but I can tolerate it when I have no choice.I prefer rock,industrial,metal,grunge,and gothic experimental the most. I write lyrics,so I am very choosy to the words that go to any song.AC/DC , Alanis Morisette,Alice in Chains, Anthrax,Avril Lavigne,Battleaxe,Crossfade,The Cure,The Cult,Danzig , Disturbed,Dokken,The Doors,Eagle Eye Cherry,Evanescence,Fear Factory,Foghat , Fuel,The Goo Goo Dolls,Godsmack,Green Day,Green Jelly/Jello,GWAR,Sammy Hagar,Hallowmas,HIM,Hoobastank,Incubus,Jackyl,Judas Priest,The Killers,King Diamond,Lacuna Coil,Linkin Park, Limp Bizkit,Marilyn Manson,MEGADETH,Misfits,Mudvayne,My Chemical Romance,Nickelback,Nine Inch Nails, Offspring , Opeth,Otep,Pantera,Papa Roach,Poison,The Proclaimers, Prodigy,Queen,Queensryche,Rammstein,The Scorpions, Seether,Sevendust,Slayer,Smashmouth,Static X,Steel Dragon, Testament,Three Doors Down,The Verve Pipe,Type O-Negative,Ugly Kid Joe,and Yngwie Malmsteen,just to name a few.

Movies:

Constantine , The Crow , and Crow Wicked Prayer , Rockstar , Elektra , Batman Forever , Batman Begins , Full Metal Jacket , Punisher , Bourne Identity and Supremacy , Rocky Horror Picture Show , Cruel Intentions , White Chicks , Freeway II , Starved , Saw , Born Free , Highlander ( all dimensions ) , Speed , Matrix , Black Cadillac , Cinderella Man , A Beautiful Mind , Master and Commander ,Gladiator , Flowers for Algernon , Godzilla , Rosemary's Baby , the original Amityville Horror , Thirteen Ghosts ( both old and new ) , Full Metal Jacket , Born on the Forth of July , Hannibal , Silence of the Lambs , The Power of One , Jeepers Creepers , In Dreams , Face Off , Raising Arizona , Paycheck , Pearl Harbour , Haggard , Road Trip , Without A Paddle , Scream , Rundown , Requiem For A Dream , American History X , 8 MM , Interview With a Vampire, Broken Arrow , Fifth Element , Alien vs Predator , Anger Management ...

Television:

Anything on Demand. Angel,CSI,all three of them,Wrestling(all three of them),and DIY shows.Inuyasha,Family Guy,Futurama,Without A Trace,and 24.

Books:

Stephen King,Bram Stoker,M.P. Sheil,DeAnne Hilton,Neil Gaiman,and Ruth Nichols. I prefer to write my own material,and let others do the reading.

Heroes:

These guys

My Blog

Fear And Dread

I made a casket out of bonesSo I could hide my weary bodyI shaved the lid down,until it was finally honedWith my combat knife,with blade of stone I made a casket out of woodA double wide with velvet s...
Posted by Gothic Engel on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 05:32:00 PST

My Celebrity Look-alikes

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Posted by Gothic Engel on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 08:53:00 PST

My Celebrity Look-alikes

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Posted by Gothic Engel on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 08:42:00 PST

WPW Wrestling

Apparently, WORLD PRO WRESTLING has made a commitment to East Liverpool Field House productions.Dammit guys,I told you to advertise and have this thing at the Harv,but right here in Hellpool is nice,c...
Posted by Gothic Engel on Sun, 13 May 2007 09:52:00 PST

Loyalty

I am thirty seven years old.Considerably old enough to say I have more experience at knowing when to draw the line.Old enough to know when something looked like a living horse,when in fact it was a de...
Posted by Gothic Engel on Tue, 01 May 2007 04:53:00 PST

Bigamist's Bargain Chip.

Right now,there is a raving lunatic at my door,literally.It's Nicole again. My cousin's wife,that he hasn't been with for ten years,but they haven't gotten a divorce either,is knocking at the door.She...
Posted by Gothic Engel on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 03:24:00 PST

I apologise for my lack of candor lately.

It is frustrating when you know you have someone by the balls,and the other party/parties won't cooperate to make a little justice come to the light,out of this dank,dark,depressing world we all share...
Posted by Gothic Engel on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 10:10:00 PST

Yesterday Was a Very Bad Day!

Yesterday,after Russell had went to work,and Lisa had visited me,and had just left,I decided to go see the neighbor.I no sooner got out in the street,when cop cars from everywhere flew in every dire...
Posted by Gothic Engel on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 12:52:00 PST

Easy Writer,story about an unprotected guilty party.

  If it isn't bad enough the grief that people go through,during seperation anxiety,there's always something else to keep the world revolving around mundane and redundant hoopla.   Recently,...
Posted by Gothic Engel on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 12:38:00 PST

To Tide You Over...

That magical mace that strikes with loveIt hits you,and fits you, like a gloveThe thrumming inside your heartThat beats whe we are so far apart The paranormal inadequacy I sometimes feelRhymes in my h...
Posted by Gothic Engel on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 02:23:00 PST