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Benedicta Mae

Keep your fingers crossed about my job interview! I want this job!!!!!!!!

About Me

Layout Provided By CodeMyLayout.com - Myspace Layouts Ok, umm i dunno where to start. I always get so stuck when people ask me about myself... I am creative, driven... but prone to postponement and easily distracted!!! Complicated, sometimes insecure, vulnerable but strong and passionate to the core. My music drives me, but I get overwhelmed by beautiful landscape ... Constantly seeking peace, inner and outer. Deeply compassionate, I care hugely about people's wellbeing, and I think I am very empathetic. I have a lot of love to give, but I can be volatile. I am tactile but feisty. I dont let anyone walk over me... I care about more than what simply affects me.I need people in my life who share my morals and ethics. Tolerance is vital. OH HUMOUR!!! I am funny...and observant, as are my friends... I value that hugely, I love people who notice the subleties of life... I am wild, but a good sensible girl at heart.Am very very loyal. I don't bitch... I can be argumentative...I love being intellectualy challenged.My friends and family are so important to me...I am very determined, dont like being dictated to. . I am kind...( I hope...I try to be at all times!!!) My passions... Music, Seeing and Learning as much as I can, Sex!! Hugs...they are great! Also check this blog out- its ace unsupportedopinions.blogspot.com/
Myspace Countdown Clocks at WishAFriend.com

My Interests

Like I said... Music, Seeing and learning new things, just chilling and chatting to people I really click with, physical affection ( sexual and not!!!) My family. Trying to do what I can to keep this world a place that I want to live in..doing as much as I can!! I am a singer...and am attempting to teach myself guitar ( a long slow process and my fingers hurt!!!) Just spending sundays doing nothing. The sun coming through the curtains in the morning ( i sound like a pretentious twat). The importance of compassion, awareness and empathy. EDDIE IZzArd "I am covered in beeeeeees". I love the way he sees the world. Talking rubbish with my friends..about weasels and shaving squirrels.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who shares my passions and values!!! AND PLEASE....no guys just using myspace as a way to get laid... I WILL NOT ACCEPT ADD WITHOUT A MESSAGE FIRST! NO RANDOM BAND ADDS!!!!!!!!NO RANDOM BAND ADDS!!!!!!!NO RANDOM BAND ADDS!!!!!!!NO RANDOM BAND ADDS!!!!!!!NO RANDOM BAND ADDS!!!!!!!NO RANDOM BAND ADDS!!!!!!!! Zack de la Rocha...is a fucking star!! and although he's dead i'd eat my own nose to meet Woody GuthrieAnd Aria Giovanni..possibly the sexiest woman alive

Music:

Tracy Chapman, Jeff Buckley, Drum n Bass and JUngle...Hype, Mampi Swift, J Majik etc. Hip Hop..British and US. The Roots, Talib Kweli, Eminem, Snoop Dogg, Mos Def, Saian Supa Cru, Roots Manuva, Taskforce,Jehst, Dj Format, Abdominal, Rah Digga, Krs One, Public Enemy, Guns n Roses, Red Hot Chilli Peppers! AMy Winehouse, Joss Stone, Mahalia Jackson, Aretha Franklin, Al Green, Otis Redding, Christina Aguilera, James Brown, Stevie WOnder, Pucho and The LAtin SOul Brothers, Robert Randolph and the Family BAnd, Eric Clapton, Louis Prima,steve Vai, Alanis Morisette, Sarah Vaughan, Billie Holiday, Elephant Man, Shabba Ranks,2Pac, A Tribe Called Quest, Aerosmith, Run Dmc, Some OPERA!!! Old jazz... Ray Charles, John Lee Hooker, Lightnin Hopkins,Beastie Boys, Beenie man ( dodgy homophobia stuff tho) Ben.E.King, Blind Boys Of Alabama,Billie Jo spears, Old Black Eyed PEas, I love a bit of cheesy pop sometimes but sssh...Britney, Justin Timberlake, Destiny's Child,Bob DYlan for his lyrics,Boyz 2 Men for their harmonies, BUddy Holly, Buena Vista Social Club, COunting Crows,Curtis mayfield, Cypress HIll, D'Angelo, Dead Prez, Old country..Hank Williams, Dolly Parton, Willie Nelson, Loretta Lynn, ELVIS, Eliades Ochoa, Emmylou HArris, Jill Scott, Libertines, Kasabian,Placebo,Rage Against the Machine,,Common, Joan Baez,57th Dynasty,Foreign Beggars,Johnny Cash,Andre Crouch,Kirk Franklin....and other gospel..Louis Armstrong BB King, Randy Newman, Ry Cooder,Ben Harper, Jason MRAZ!! Jackson 5,Toots and the Maytals, Tom Waits,Tina Turner haha,Thelonious Monk,Tammy Wynette,Stevie Ray Vaughan,Old Skool Jungle...early 90's...fuck yeh, Smokey Robinson,Skunk Anansie,... KD lang....SO MUCH MORE

My Blog

A questionnaire. I filled it in. Life is a cunt today.

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?chicken pox--on my eyebrow 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? marilyn monroe posters and photographs two of my paintings and some photos 3. WHAT DOES...
Posted by Benedicta Mae on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 08:41:00 PST

A MONTH!

its a miracle....ive been in a functional relationship with someone i actually really like for a month....Now that may not seem long to you all but it fucking is for me...i get bored fast... or someth...
Posted by Benedicta Mae on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 05:50:00 PST

yes i know this is a bit silly....but im bored.

some stuff. fill it in if you feel so inclined.but i expect noone will. i prob wouldn't would you? [ ] Kiss me [ ] Hug me [ ] Lick me [ ] Kill me [ ] Love me [ ] Hate me [ ] ...
Posted by Benedicta Mae on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Amazing

I am in the best mood today...i still feel strange and muddled and the main thing that bugs me is still thoroughly there...but wow...i feel so much happier. I think this may be partly due to my fuckin...
Posted by Benedicta Mae on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My brain is exhausting

Its funny...when i start relaxing into my life suddenly it leaps up and changes. fucking hell. I am gonna have to write about a million lists in order to sort my head out. Everything feels messy and a...
Posted by Benedicta Mae on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

in a muddle

my head is all messy....i am tired of it feeling like this.....far too mich thinking for my own mental health!!! i want to take out the contents of my head...tidy them up...throw out the rubbish....fi...
Posted by Benedicta Mae on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

douglas adams

I was just thinking about a close family friend called Douglas Adams...he wrote Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy. I just wanted to say how much I miss him, it has taken me so long to really register th...
Posted by Benedicta Mae on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

absolutely fucked....

college all day on friday, then a truly drunken and rowdy night...almost certainly got myself into some kind of regrettable situation. Never mind eh. Didnt sleep a wink then been in the studio all day...
Posted by Benedicta Mae on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

nothing really...

i have now been in bed for 4 hours and nothing....sleep is evading me. I feel so physically exhausted but my mind is totally awake.I want to get one of those bursts of late night inspiration and write...
Posted by Benedicta Mae on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST