I am a girl with many imperfections...I can be rather insecure at times and I am rarely punctual. Certain people love me despite these imperfections while there are still others who will always use them against me.
Despite my imperfections, I'm probably one of the nicest and most down to earth people you will ever meet. Usually, I conceal my true self from most people yet I would hope that no one considers me to be "fake". I'm a scorpio...through and through. It is in my nature to be rather mysterious. I seem simple to those that don't know me well but for my closest friends, I allow them to see all my inner complexities that help to explain why I am the person I have grown up to be.
I like warm sunny days, flowers, cookouts, sweet tea, an occassional cold beer, cute things, silly random conversations, and concerts. I also like cold days, scarves, trench coats, hot chocolate, coffee, fires, wine, serious discussions about current events , exchanging opinions on religion, psychology, politics, racial relations, and the paranormal. Thrift stores and yard sales on Saturday mornings are very exciting for me because I like being surprised by what I discover. I like sitting in the dark while using an ouija board with 2 or 3 friends, not because I am taking it seriously but because of my curiousity and...it is entertaining. I like to scare myself by watching scary movies before I fall asleep as long as I have someone waiting for me in bed. I love sweet kisses and hugging people because I think that we all need more affection in our lives.
I like very many things...but most of all, I really like music...a lot. I love it actually. I love playing piano and whatever wind instruments I may have taken an interest in for the moment. Learning how to play different instruments is my hobby.
I want a combo organ...and a mechanical bull...and...a twister game (really). I want to find love that is innocent and pure yet also filled with passion. It is one of the beautiful parts of life. Life in itself is beautiful. I think it is our society that is fucked up and ruining our chances of fully enjoying all that life really could be. I wonder about the purpose of all of this: me, you, the world, galaxy.... What if there was a purpose but it vanished because it has been lost in the "hustle and bustle" of our fast paced world today? I don't expect an answer to that question right now...you see, I wonder about many things that I know will not be able to find answers to...but it doesn't stop me from wondering...maybe one day...
So much for being mysterious.
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