ritual sex with dead babies…also, i sit on slsk in my apt. all day, maybe a new gig will come my way…a.k.a.: i dj (who doesn't?), and am currently on the prowl in new york city for a club night…have one??? want to start one??? i like p-noise…still want to start one??? well, message away, fucker!!! 10q…
i seek inspiration, companions with whom to do evil, promote the suffering of the masses, despise the mediocrity of life otherwise…you: feel there’s little hope in anything, save raw experience, & the few individuals worth their skin…enjoy cerebral pursuits, but feel that literature’s mostly dead, technology a morass, but endless pontification the radiance upon which life subsists…hate children, god, most religion, gov't, work ethics, & popular fashion & music…the true ideal, herein, would be to center myself in an unshakable group of incredibly beautiful, dark, maladjusted people who love unending torrents of die form & skinny puppy, & wear an excess of black eyeliner… we'd all revel in rampant acts of communal deviance & hedonism, but would also be connected to one another with such intensity as to never truly be apart…of course, that's just the fuckin' ideal…
die form, helium vola, neikka rpm, android lust, pzychobitch, qntal, this morn' omina, p.a.l., asche, converter, manufactura, siechtum, kate mosh, morgenstern, xotox, noisex, dulce liquido, tumor, iszoloscope, negative format, solitary experiments, pierrepoint, terrorfakt, synapscape, vnv nation, covenant, seabound, apoptygma berzerk, mind.in.a.box, in strict confidence, [:sitd:], assemblage 23, funker vogt, aslan faction, h.i.v.+, pulse legion, flesh field, god module, andraculoid, paracont, wolfsheim, front line assembly, haujobb, ayria, project pitchfork, velvet acid christ, hocico, combichrist, icon of coil, pow[d]er pussy, suicide commando, kiew, pride and fall, decoded feedback, massiv in mensch, e-craft, aiboforcen, collide, kevorkian death cycle, mlada fronta, davantage, and one, winterkälte, antigen shift, iris, colony 5, melotron, syrian, de/vision, mesh, namnambulu, velvet acid christ, das ich, yelworc, wumpscut, x marks the pedwalk, skinny puppy, switchblade symphony, thrill kill kult, siouxsie, kmfdm, lords of acid, sisters of mercy, front 242, nick cave, nitzer ebb, etc., etc., ad infinitum...oh fuck, stop me before i list again, goddamn it!!!
brazil, blade runner, fight club, se7en, dead ringers, naked lunch (come to think of it, just about anything cronenberg), barton fink, the thing (carpenter), jacob's ladder, dead alive, preaching to the perverted, and let's add sin city to the list now...also, italian horror, also zombies, also fucking also, so take that...snap!!!
twin peaks, max headroom, northern exposure, family guy, aeon flux, the maxx, south park, the daily show, the colbert report, penn & teller's bullshit, some adult swim shite but not all, the x-files (pre-mulder exeunt), lost, also lost…did i mention lost??? heroes heroes HEROES!!! i'm also a recovering reality show addict, and even made it to the finals for for one such show way back in the spring of 2005…ah, salad days…in fact, i just made it to the finals for another show, as well…i tell ya, these little rejections are trying my patience…all i want is my fair chance to win a million dollars on national television…don't i deserve that???
p.s. what the fuck happened to battlebots??? stupid bastards took my fighting robots…dumb stupid…
anthem, the fountainhead, the story of the eye, fear and loathing in las vegas, the magic mountain, the trial, suzuki beane, random poetic scrawl (e.g. kenneth fearing, allen ginsberg, e. e. cummings)
why, christ, our lord and savior, of course!!! actually, that fucker owes me money…
i killed jack horkheimer…killed him with the power of my mind!!!
um, real estate agents??? landlords??? politicians??? bankers??? that small festering stain of slime mold beneath my sink??????? all the pretty people of the world, really…
gangrene, perhaps…
how about total impunity in my actions and decisions + a rocket launcher??? my heroes can TOO be abstract concepts and high powered explosives, and screw you for suggesting otherwise!!!