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God's Broken Plaything

About Me

I'm a geek, a recluse, and "goth-but-not".
I take myself very seriously. Oh, wait... no I don't. I'm a cliche of myself.
P.S. Check out my craptacular temporary webpage here: Alzasha's Web .
ALONE
*Edgar Allan Poe*
From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were -- I have not seen
As others saw -- I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I lov'd, I loved alone.
Then -- in my childhood -- in the dawn
Of a most stormy life -- was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In its autumn tint of gold --
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass'd me flying by --
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.
The Birthday Massacre - Looking Glass

My Interests

all things Halloween, being arts & craft-y, sewing, fashion design, costuming, gothic fashion, evocative dark imagery, dark music (goth, metal, etc), art history, Religious artwork, Victoriana, the Pre-Raphaelites (especially Dante Gabriel Rossetti and Edward Burne-Jones), Classical Mythology, Egyptology, classical culture, European History, traveling to new places, hopeless romanticism, writing, reading, introspection, waterfalls, puppets, marionettes, harlequins, dolls, carnivals, the circus, graveyards, churches, etc... Oh, and being a cartoon.

I'd like to meet:

A bunch of dead artists... and some live ones too.
For the record, I only really add people who I know in real life, or artists/musicians who inspire me. I wouldn't have time to keep up with people otherwise, and I don't see the point in adding people here unless I do.

Music:

My favorite music makes me feel something that nothing else can imitate. It is sacred.
Some of my favorite artists: (MANY are missing)

Genres: Goth, goth metal, dark/apocalyptic folk, darkwave, old-school goth rock, deathrock, black metal, dark electronic and spooky carnivalesque music.
I get lost in the sounds of cellos, violins, and exotic oriental instruments.

Movies:

The Nightmare Before Christmas, Bram Stoker's Dracula (i.e. the Francis Ford Coppola version), The Dark Crystal, Legend, Tim Burton, Corpse Bride, Edward Scissorhands, Beetlejuice, Sleepy Hollow, Interview with the Vampire, Fearless Vampire Killers, Nosferatu (both versions - for different reasons!), Shadow of the Vampire, La Cité des Enfants Perdus (The City of Lost Children), The Ninth Gate, Willow, The Princess Bride, House of a Thousand Corpses, Shaun of the Dead, The Crow, Dark City, Fritz Lang's Metropolis, Thesis, Being John Malkovich... I'll come back to this later.

Television:

Heroes.

Books:

My favorite authors and works include: Milton's Paradise Lost, William Blake, Dante's Inferno, Edgar Allan Poe, Goethe's Faust, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Mary Shelley's Frankenstein, gothic tales, historical fiction, books that deal with religious (and anti-religious) themes, Arturo Perez-Reverte, Umberto Eco, Isabel Allende, dark fantasy. Older Anne Rice books (especially the first 3 Vampire Chronicles, Memnoch the Devil, and Cry to Heaven), Ray Bradbury (especially Something Wicked This Way Comes), Lewis Carroll - Alice in Wonderland & Through the Looking Glass, Michael Ende's The Neverending Story, Harry Potter, Philip Pullman's His Dark Materials trilogy, twisted fairy tales, Halloween picture books, Roman Dirge, Lenore, Gloom Cookie, Nick Cave - And the Ass Saw the Angel, Oscar Wilde - The Picture of Dorian Gray, Patrick Suskind - Perfume, Milan Kundera, Genesis and the Book of Revelations (yes, as in the Bible).

Heroes:

My father.

My Blog

*sigh*

Anyone want to stuff me into their suitcases for WGT?  I don't take up THAT much room, and if I don't eat from now 'til then I might meet the weight requirements for a suitcase.  I wanna see...
Posted by S on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 11:52:00 PST

The Birthday Massacre - Looking Glass Music Video! (Im No. 6)

The video for The Birthday Massacre "Looking Glass" premiered last night at 9pm on YouTube and MySpace...I have to say it was the most amazing experience I’ve ever been a part of. The band was a...
Posted by S on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 08:16:00 PST

On home life events.

I find it really interesting how everything in life is a matter of perspective.  To speak to people who know ME, I was completely in the right for being upset about a certain matter that went on ...
Posted by S on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 12:36:00 PST

Friendship is...

Friendship is understanding.  It is not making assumptions based on unconfirmed facts, it is not biased by prejudice or foreign opinion.  It is not unconditional - nothing is.  It is ab...
Posted by S on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 07:26:00 PST

Ugh.

Ugh... just ugh.
Posted by S on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 10:58:00 PST

King Diamond -- The Family Ghost (video)

MTVMusic VideosMTV ShowsEntertainment News...
Posted by S on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 09:34:00 PST

At the VMAs...

My first "celebrity" sighting is .... dum dum dum.  Chris Brown.  A hip-hop artist who I ONLY know thanks to working at MTV.  He was wearing his trademark red hat and red backpack. ...
Posted by S on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 05:20:00 PST

Next time you fall -- just remember, it is God pushing you down!

yanked this from Sandra X's bulletin... holy cow, are people really this crazy?!Evangelical Scientists Refute Gravity With New 'Intelligent Falling' TheoryAugust 17, 2005 KANSAS CITY, KSAs the debate...
Posted by S on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 11:04:00 PST

peektures!

Check out my Flickr account for club pics from the past couple of weeks... :) http://www.flickr.com/photos/16545108@N00/ Fun times.  :)...
Posted by S on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 11:02:00 PST

Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds - Henry Lee

Get down, get down, little Henry LeeAnd stay all night with meYou won't find a girl in this damn worldThat will compare with meAnd the wind did howl and the wind did blowLa la la la laLa la la la leeA...
Posted by S on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 08:50:00 PST