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Rock My Dot.

life is too short for grumpy faces...

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man o man there are days that i can be the epitome of lazy.
i really think it's because there can be times that
i'm missing "interesting challenge" in my life.
a bit of intellectual perplexity if you will.
my brain misses the drunken psyche diagnosis chats with everyone at our random drink ups at my house or the torrevilla's house or wherever...
most of the time it was in Eastside creating what I call "Eastside Enlightenment"
let me explain...drinking in front of the garage, common in eastside,
can cause people to ponder the oddest things, the drunker you get,
the clearer things become. end of the night you are "enlightened" as to the solution or meaning of whatever nonsense you brought up in the first place.

i believe the people you come across in life really do make you the person you are today.

with that in mind, i owe everything i am to the people i've met and have had the privilege to call my
friend, sister, brother, pinsan, lover, soul mate, partner in crime, teacher...the list goes on.
sadly as we age...well, for some of us, that is...
it's harder to keep appointments that used to be a part of daily routine.
the odd thing is it's not necessarily lack of TIME but maybe lack of energy?
unlike before when I had the energy...it's just harder to hold on to the dozens of strings
that once tied your relationships together ... like balloons... it can get very windy, even stormy...
makes the strings quite slippery.
i'll tell you one thing though... life has finally cut me some slack.
i've met the one person that perfectly compliments me.
"love is incompleteness in absence."
can you believe 3 years is creeping up on us?? and yet i am still very much in love like a silly little schoolgirl...
being with him makes me appreciate all prior relationships. bad and good times.
"If the burden seems too much to bear, Remember... the end will justify the pain it took to get us there" (RelientK)
now chris gets to see his doodles in motion! check out his new work :) BUCK of course you can always see his original stuff on [ thebeastisback.com ]

My Interests

happykins:

building things
treasure hunts at thrift stores, swap meet, my garage
songs that make me dance while I drive
driving Tony the Tacoma, exploring new territory to either chart or pillage new land
playing with Homarella aka Homie the grouchy bunny
free stuff on Craig list worth picking up
talking bout ps2 games with Joce haha
grumpykins:
HEARTACHES :(
inconsiderate people
drive thru ppl that forget the condiments or napkins
shady co-workers
horrible drivers
people who don't listen
ignoramus'
missed chances
buying something and beating myself up for doing it later.
dead cell phone battery when you need it most.
the saying "it's not you, it's me".

I'd like to meet:


new people are always fun. but lately i've been feeling like i need to
"re-meet" the people i've known for years .

i think everyone should try this every so many years. you might find that someone you've known forever is a complete stranger. or perhaps you've grown into someone that they no longer know.

just like phone books ,
relationships need to be updated every now and then.

Music:

what's in the ipod... Taking Back Sunday. BrandNew. bright eyes. we the kings. saosin secondhand serenade. senses fail. finch. american ave. cursor [rip]. dead poetics. my american heart (fka nowayout). national product. 30sectomars. invertigo. tori cobras. best days behind. Don't Die Cindy. mazzy star. the early november. smoking popes. the jealous sound. Bayside. the killers. the faint. HEAD Automatica. Handsome Boy Modeling School Mozzy. Jawbreaker. nofx. the streets vroom. schwayze. bic runga eek a mouse. savage. rickyross. ps i love you soundtrack. copeland desparecidos. aesop rock enon. fischerspooner. jan kaczmarek's works jason mraz. julie doiron camera obscura postal service. DIESELBOY. mc messinian. goldie. matisyahu. amfm alexander. ladytron. miss kitten. BIS. freezepop n.e.r.d. TI. biggy smalls. tupac. mos def. talib kwali. ll cool j. sharpshooterz dancehall cd.

Movies:

  • all time favorite: moulin rouge.
  • 80s faves: goonies. 16 candles. ferris bueller's day off. say anything. breakfast club
  • childhood favorites: princess bride. neverending story. robin hood "oohdelally!"
  • history of the world part 1 by mel brooks. the life of brian. meaning of life. search for the holy grail. monty python movies are the shiet.
  • GREENSTREET HOOLIGANS. fight club. casino. goodfellas. DEUCES WILD. godfather trilogy and of course, my man tony mantano in scarface!!
  • requiem for a dream. just depressing. chasing amy. ps i love you. high fidelity.
  • UNITED STATES OF LELAND. party monster (any movie with seth green actually). spun. thirteen. all the mel brooks movies. and wes anderson movies. finding neverland
  • zoolander!! lol. the austin powers movies. oldschool.
  • Television:

    -Nip/Tuck. CSI. Criminal Minds. NCIS. 24. House
    -Adult Swim cartoons [Harvey Birdman. ATHF. Frisky Dingo. Venture Brothers! Metalocalypse].
    -NATgeo specials. dirty jobs on the Discovery Channel. TRUtv.
    -Conan O'Brien!! c'mon ride the conan wave.
    -Reno 911. standup comics on comedy central. the daily show.
    -music videos on Fuse.
    -the early morning block of old episodes from Angel, Charmed, and ER

    Books:

    currently reading: The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen
    random favorites: clubland [frank owen]
    catcher in the rye. [all time fave]
    dealing with people you can't stand.
    party monster. [james st. james]
    the outsiders.
    the secret garden. Runny Babbit.
    The Black Cauldron Books. [Lloyd Alexander]
    Punk: The Definitive Record of a Revolution. rotten[john lydon aka johnny rotten]
    odd thomas & forever odd [dean kootz]
    other stuff i read randomly:
    Psychology Today. Vibe Vixen. music mags/music reviews (AP, Spin, etc.),
    Maxim, CityBeat/Valley Beat when I'm there,
    and the Reader (those alone make for some seriously black fingers at the coffee shop. haha)
    your xanga entries. fortune cookies. random signs (out loud)

    Heroes:

  • my senior yr autobiography teacher mr engfelt.
  • wonder woman.
  • jack bauer.
  • my curious george monkey.
  • holden caulfield.
  • my very talented wonderful love of my life... because he never fails to see the brighter side of me.
  • my parents.
    'courage is not the lack of fear. it's acting in spite of it.'
  • My Blog

    my tony's got an owie.

    summummab*tch. yeah, i got into an accident *AGAIN* last saturday. other than the fancy BIG ass bruise on my shoulder, the slight black eye i had for 3 days, the busted lip, various bumps and bruises ...
    Posted by Rock My Dot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    when the going gets tough

    the tough goes thrift shopping. hahaha.... and what did i acquire? let's see.... a monsters, inc. tully costume!!! i also found a copy of 'the more than complete hitchhikers guide' THE com...
    Posted by Rock My Dot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    nothing harder.

    i suppose march is going to be my least favorite month for some time to come. i had to give up something without giving it a chance. i was left alone by someone i thought would be around for y...
    Posted by Rock My Dot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    neverending cycle.

    can't believe how detached i've been from the world. didn't notice HOW detached i've been and how i've led myself to believe i did it for particular reasons. now i'm starting to see that perhaps a cou...
    Posted by Rock My Dot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    *sigh*

    i feel so disconnected from the world.
    Posted by Rock My Dot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    why MUST we drink beer and stare at boobies??

    got this from one of my fellow xangans.... why must we drink beer and stare at boobies? (a verboodlo-philosophical discourse) Plato: For the greater good. Karl Marx: It is a historical inevita...
    Posted by Rock My Dot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    ache of the heart.

        my girlfriend jocelyn and i have not been able to have our funday mondays for awhile now... not like our first fundays. so we've missed each other so! when i had the chance t...
    Posted by Rock My Dot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    well lookie here

    for the inquiring minds.... cindy got a job. a good one at that. of course there's a probationary period of 6 weeks due to internal candidates... but i'll be revamping the system to m...
    Posted by Rock My Dot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    record store shopping can be dangerous. haha.

    so i get my horror-scopes e-mailed to me everyday...they are pretty interesting most of the time. Here is your horoscopefor Friday, July 30: Someone with the style, confidence and experience you've ...
    Posted by Rock My Dot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    out and about wednesday night

    so out an about on a wednesday night... damnit and drunk again. lol... but damn it was fun. went to red c lounge but not a lot of ppl there.. strolled past martini ranch, eh. so we ended up at bar dyn...
    Posted by Rock My Dot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST