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dominique

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About Me

Dominique, who draws from Persephone, wears her emotional wounds on her sleeve, but remains idealistic. She is looking at the effects of not being a whole person. She is trying to figure out what she believes in and she is dealing with having been disappointed in her life.
i am a lonely photographer... i live in a box of negatives..."If two people love each other there can be no happy end to it" Ernest Hemingway
"meet me within your own self"
"when i'm gone i'll be for you just another memory descending upon you uninvited, stirring up your thoughts, confusing your feelings. and then you'll recognize yourself in this woman."
"all we could do was exist for each other soley as a reminder of the self."
"you don't want me to love you; all that you want is for me to abandon myself to the dreams and fantasies which you inspire in me. all you want is to prolong this impulse, this moment." jerzy kosinski (all 4)
a sensation which had long been familiar to me was this, that i was slowly decomposing while i yet lived."
"the walls of my room must have contained some virus that poisoned all my thoughts."
"my reflection had become stronger than my real self and i had become like an image in a mirror." - sadegh hedayat
"hey; it's all okay knowing that 'you'... don't count or amount to anything is freedom" - miss mary
i can be found in the strangest of places...

My Interests

photography, music, life sometimes (aka never), wine

I'd like to meet:

someone i could drink a case of and still be on my feet... someone whose love could touch my soul and not kill it... someone who could contain my happiness without shattering it...

Music:

tori amos, cat stevens, remy zero, dashboard confessional, radiohead, the postal service, ani difranco, kidney thieves, human waste project, sublime, ludacris, babes in toyland, cat power, ruby, cocteau twins, bare wire, patsy cline, sleater kinney, pink martini, red hot chilli peppers, missy elliott, pet, alicia keys, veruca salt, the velvet underground, atmosphere, shutter to think, the arcade fire, the shout out louds, bloc party, heather nova, antony and the johnsons, mazzy star, ursula the matador, jack johnson, damien rice, le tigre, miles davis, billie holiday, klaus nomi, mirah, the doves, the album leaf, gary jules, devics, white town, tegan and sara, william fitzsimmons, juvenile, lil wayne, dj khaled, young jeezy, ludacris, regina spektor, the shins, sia, otis redding, sam cooke, the pixies, the valentinos

Movies:

fall, donnie darko, crazy/beautiful, the watcher in the woods, ghost story, welcome to the dollhouse, gia, high art, napoleon dynamite, fight club, interview with the vampire, happy together, all over me, fallen angels, amelie, the royal tenenbaums, lost in translation, dracula, when night is falling, the invisible circus, interview with the vampire, falling like this, henry and june, closer, garden state, me you and everyone we know, match point, virgin, a bronx tale, harold and maude, dirty dancing

Television:

six feet under, alias, carnivale, the l word, law and order, twin peaks!, greys anatomy, wonderfalls, heroes

Books:

authors: ayn rand, anne rice, jerzy kosinski, kurt vonnegut, joyce carol oates, anais nin, gabriel garcia marquez, evelyn waugh, jonathan letham, augusten burroughs, sylvia plath, radclyffe hall, natsuo kirino, tom robbins, virginia woolf, brent easton ellis, sadegh hedayat

Heroes:

francesca woodman, nan goldin, my mom, tori amos, lee friedlander, the version of me i wish to be

My Blog

just in case

ive started thinking about documenting my days away maybe in photos though the idea came from the hatch marks that landed on my wrist im thinking that they will grow deeper and indeliably mark the tim...
Posted by dominique on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 01:39:00 PST

wrap me up in a butterfly net...

a strange set of days always it seems. talked to jessica last week, she was planning on flying out here in july. talked to her mom a few days later, she died in a car accident. i wrote about dying in ...
Posted by dominique on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 08:55:00 PST

uncohesive i'm sure

i'm living my life on a hiatusevery moment feels like the one beforeand i wonder what stage i'm onthat i cant understand the reasonsmy phone rings each nightbut never when i need it towhy i watch movi...
Posted by dominique on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 09:44:00 PST

the sia song

just listen.. it is me...
Posted by dominique on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 04:48:00 PST

as i despair

so maybe someone should listen to my wordsmy songs that i post in the eventthat you might care and listeni have been lost in a world of my own makingeach day i dig a deeper trenchtrying to reach that ...
Posted by dominique on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 12:03:00 PST

10 things

In response to kaycee's tag...Ten Things Most Folks Don't Know About Me:10. I speak spanish sometimes. 9. I am addictive in many ways.8. I read every night.  7. I am quite irresponsible. 6. ...
Posted by dominique on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 04:34:00 PST

these lines

i'm lost inside of a day that never endsand i am the cause of it's continuencebut for some reasonyou calland i wish you were always hereeven if you'd disapproveso i lose myselfwash myselfcondemn mysel...
Posted by dominique on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 08:32:00 PST

and i wonder

is it possiblethat one day can make a differencethat we can possibly save each others soulsi wish that we couldand that somehow we didbut i know that i will keep missing youand perhaps you will want m...
Posted by dominique on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 01:53:00 PST

bright eyes

the lyrics to my new song... so fitting for me... "Lover I Don't Have To Love" I picked you out  Of a crowd and talked to you Said I liked your shoesYou said thanks can I follow you? So it's up t...
Posted by dominique on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 09:07:00 PST

yeah

im trying to come back to lifei keep forgetting how it feels to not have this pain in my chestthe only moments i feel strong enough to surviveare those left empty with numbing agentsim filled with ind...
Posted by dominique on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 11:42:00 PST