smarts & confidence. ambition & truth. perversion & appropriateness.
the sun, the sand and the ocean. peace within. health & sanity.
revisiting insanity and the chaos within.
because it hurts
because i love the pain
because it deviates the pain
because of the endorphins
because it makes me feel invincible
because of "O"
because i like the attention
because a stage is my altar
because of the church
because of all the nuns
because of dirty pedophilic members of the clergy
because of doctors and nurses
because there is so much sickness
because i was born into a world of suffering
because of my parents
because my mom caused me to seek pleasure and security within
because i was alone a lot
because i had time to think
because i felt like i was going to die
because i am in control of my destiny
because of my lucid dreams
because of my astral voyages
because i've got an active imagination
because hardware stores make me wet
because of the cross
because of the rack
because of cages and hoods and tight restraints
because i love ball gags
because it's in my nature
because it's against nature
because it's nasty
because it's fun
because it flies in the face of all that's normal (whatever that is)
because i can
because people told me i couldn't
because i can take it like a man
because i am a woman taking it like a man
because i'm proud of it
because you always hurt the ones you love
THRILLSEEKERS. laughaholics, workaholics, honest hearts, vivacious minds, young and wise souls, people who inspire, people who live thru art, people who ARE art, people who aren't afraid of the dark, dark people who people are afraid of, people with their own soundtrack to life.
Professional & amateur masochistics/sadists, exhibitionists, isolationalists, sideshow freaks, performers, pyros, (extreme) modification artists/victims.
UNWANTED: Obscene & inappropriate creeps. You NEEDN'T make contact & waste my time...unless we are already acquainted or I've extended the invitation.
WANTED: Internet slave.
I need a web designer! Do this for Me, and I'll MAKE THIS or DO THAT to you. Don't you want to know...
DIDN'T THINK I'D HAVE TO MENTION THIS.. BUT! I am tired of requests from bands. Please stop. Unless you are strictly in the genre of what I listen to. That isn't going to stop you, is it?
MOST NOIZE OUT OF A MACHINE OR FROM AN ORCHESTRA.
I WATCH ALMOST ANYTHING BECAUSE I DIDN'T FOR MANY YEARS. AND THEY ARE BEST SEEN IN OUR HOME THEATER.
WHAT THE MEDIA HAS TO OFFER SERVES LITTLE PURPOSE THESE DAYS.
JUST ABOUT ANYTHING NON-FICTION. COOKBOOKS.
A FEW IN TX, ONE IN CA, ONE 6 FT UNDER. AND MAYBE A COUPLE MORE HERE AND THERE...