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About Me

Hey just updating this... and deleting my background accidentally....So yeah hi, my modelling name is Porsche Alexis, I also work at the Spearmint Rhino on Tottenham Court road london.I love music, dancing, partying, walking, caring, giving, well right now i love everything, every day i wake up I am grateful just to be alive and have a chance to do something with my day and indeed my life.I am currently single, but happy.... sometimes you have to be alone to learn about yourself. And learning I am.... i never knew i was so complex... a mass of feelings and logic, that most of the time don't seem to get on very well together.It's not to say im not looking for love, I very much am, I just think that once i love myself, other people won't be able to resist loving me hahah (big headed i know but possibly true) or more that you cant expect someone to love you if you loath yourself.Ben is stoaty mc STOAT by the way. Kneel infron of his glory (haha ben is my lil big bro)So yeah Im in london, the only city ive ever really know what lonliness is, its full of people, that doesnt save you if your feeling lonely. Lonely but not alone.I cant understand how so many people can live side by side with so little communication. It makes me sad.So thats all i can be fucked to write right now. do excuse my language. hahabye x

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A long awaited update...

Hello friends, its been a while I agree, so here you go some mindless ranting just for you to let you know wat the hell i have been doing. Well work firstly, I've been in pretty much 6 days a week eve...
Posted by NUMB on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 06:53:00 PST

great lyrics....

You'll Think Of Me Lyrics (Keith Urban) Keith Urban - You'll Think Of Me Lyrics I woke up early this morning around 4amWith the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstateI pulled the covers o...
Posted by NUMB on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 06:04:00 PST

Oi Oi

So its not all bad, i kinda blame fairy tales... man meets woman sweeps her off her feet happily ever after blah blah blah..... eugh it makes me sick, the shit we teach our children... its a pain you ...
Posted by NUMB on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 01:24:00 PST

Where I have been...... lol ;-) §

This year I have made the biggest mistake of my life so far.... I fell in love with a man who has no desire or will to love me back, I am so sick of behaving like a spoilt pretentious bitch, yes I may...
Posted by NUMB on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 05:38:00 PST

MY ASS HURTS!!!!!!

Someomne kissed it with a needle and ink... pictures ti be uploaded... this one rocks x
Posted by NUMB on Wed, 09 May 2007 08:10:00 PST

Miami - My Log!!!

Tuesday 1st May 2007: My flight is at like erm.... 1.40 pm so I got up about 10 am and got myself to the airport nice and early, upon arriving (I Lost my bank card two days earlier) I was told that I ...
Posted by NUMB on Thu, 03 May 2007 03:55:00 PST

Fuck fuck fuck this is it!!! Im off ski

I think I am having a heart attack, I am flying to miami tommorrow !!! Shit, i hate planes they are so boring.. Michael i miss you!!! Please come see me when i get back!!! Max i miss you too, a...
Posted by NUMB on Tue, 01 May 2007 04:08:00 PST

Fuck fuck fuck this is it!!! Im off ski

THANK YOU X yep my 21st ... get in

Hey boys and girls, Its my birthday on Monday WHOOO HOOOO thanks for all the comments guys x your all so great. I am getting a wisdom tooth through especially for the ocassion (OWWWWWWW... wha...
Posted by NUMB on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 08:59:00 PST

Sooooo..... more blurb.....

I started to figure i winge too much so here a happy blog by me.... haha yeah right....!!!! No I'm pretty happy, I am currently on the GNER express from Darlington to London Kings cross, Wooo hooooooo...
Posted by NUMB on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 10:20:00 PST