Nikki

I am originally from Caldwell, Idaho and have lived in the area for most of my life. I have my 2 kids and am always there for them, and no matter what anyone says I am a damn good mom. I was a touring professional entertainer for about 6 or 7 years and have been almost everywhere in the country at one point in time or another. True, I do have the ability to be a little bit of an evil bitch when I want to be, but recently have lost the desire to do harm to people no matter how much they have wronged me. I honestly believe that being cool to people instead of spending all of my time wishing the jerks of the world harm will make me a better person, and in the long run will gain me a greater reward later on. Besides, by being nice to someone who is wasting their energy trying to piss me off, it ends up bringing me more joy because I know how much more pissed my kindness is making them (ha, ha,ha). I do have people who I care for so much that I would do anything for them. All I ask is to be given that same respect. I am a pretty honest and caring person. I will always help my friends out when and where I can, but I'm not big on second chances. I will give myself to the point of breaking, but if I can't get the same in return, why bother? I despise people who use other people for ANY reson. I give people the benifit of the doubt and don't pass judgement based on looks or background. I will tell you to your face if I enjoy your company or not and would like to be given the same respect. I truely belive that everyone has their scars, but also know that if you let your past run your life, in the end you will be left without that which you seek. Life is scary and it does suck people. GET OVER IT! Why be afraid of finding the pot of gold because you fell off of the rainbow once or twice? I am still looking for my pot, but one day it will show itself. And it will be shining brighter than anything I have ever seen. I do have every reson in the world to hate everyone. I have had some pretty screwed up things happen to me. I am divorced 3 times, have the kids from someone who I know will never pay child support, have been abused in every way you can imagine and have watched those close to me die violently. I could let all of that effect me in the worst ways. But I somehow have forgiven the ones that hurt me and moved on toward something better. Although not really big on a lot of causes, I do have some things that are very near and dear to me that I believe in wholeheartedly. I am strongly against drinking and driving because I know first hand what can happen. I also am for harsher punishments for domestic violence offenders. Personally I would like to see everyone who is convicted of drunk driving charged with attempted murder and would like to see first time domestic violence offenders charged with felonies instead of simple misdemenors. I am so happy that I am finally in a good, healthy relationship with a good man who treats me with all the respect I deserve. Chris is my angel, my rock and the man I love with all my heart. We are going to be getting married a second time on June 23 of 2007. This will be a somewhat formal event, but since I have delegated the task of finding a location for a reception to him, I'm not sure where that will happen. But I'm really happy that we will finaly be doing it. I would like almost everyone that I know to be there, with a few exceptions. Some negative people have tried to manipulate me so that they can take advantage of the situation. I guess that those people are happy in their misery. I don't hate them, in fact I wish them well, because we will all recieve our punishment and rewards at the end. It's really not my place to judge others, and my reward will be really cool because I have spent a lot of time learning to forgive and not hate anyone for anything. I don't love everyone, but on the same hand, I don't hate anyone either.

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