Artist; magician; philosopher; elitist; misanthrope; cultural terrorist.
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I am a born (XIX Anno Satanas) and avowed Satanist (if you are unfamiliar with the doctrine, do not ask me about it; do your research), a scholar and practitioner of the Black Arts. My ancestry is primarily of direct Dutch and German blood; my father's family moved to the United States from the Netherlands when he was 8 years of age, and my mother's family was from Germany. I am a natural-born skeptic and philosopher who learned the art of persistent questioning early on. "Know thyself" is an aphorism I take very seriously and live by as a paramount virtue, for to understand oneself is to understand others. My general outlook and approach to life formed of growing up in an atheistic intellectual family, but otherwise among a majority of unsophisticated and usually irresponsible morons, which has given me a general contempt for society and harsh views on many social issues. By all means I am indeed a polemicist and radical in my thinking, and the resentment fostered in others by my opinions is typically of little or no concern to me. As a highly private, insular and fiercely individualistic personality, I am generally disinterested in if not disgusted by mainstream media culture and essentially fed up with politics and the utter fiasco of American "democracy."
I decry socialism in its pure form and outright reject egalitarianism, which I regard as a mass delusion and practical fallacy that stifles providence. I have little patience or sympathy for those who do not exalt a rational mind, exercise good judgment and exhibit strength of character in effort to take responsibility for their own actions and lives. Do not be mistaken; I have a very positive outlook on life, but a grim outlook on society and the complacent masses. I am extremely cynical, self-centered and thus very selective with whom I regularly associate. There are plenty of sheep out there, oblivious and content to be programmed into leading dull, insignificant lives with whom I will not waste my time.
My interests are broad, though dark art, music, black magic, the occult and esoteric form the cornerstones of my pursuits. I am very reclusive, anti-social and extremely goal-oriented; bars, clubs and other places of social gathering and activity I typically avoid. I shun most aspects of popular culture with its degradative effects on the zeitgeist of the modern world, embrace the darker side of life and work aggressively in my own subjective universe to stick out from the herd and rise above the masses through my superior faculties of intellect and creativity. My down time is spent reading and fulfilling my creative visions in various forms, among other solitary endeavors. I am emphatically NOT here for casual chat, small talk or anything amounting to the sloppy rhetoric of colloquial conversation, therefore I respond to messages and comments quite sparingly; most human interaction I prefer as eloquent, meaningful discourse, serious association or purposeful collaboration.
My unique, eccentric personality and dry, goofy, over-the-top sense of humor does not reflect my appearance and as I've found, has attracted a rather odd and unlikely variety of people over time, which has been unsettling at some times and flattering at others. Whilst some feel they can predict my choices and directions, those closest to me know that I have equally unpredictable contradictions and surprises.
I am currently in the process of preparing dark ritualistic industrial ambient sound and noise projects, and working on or planning various drawings for my future online art gallery. Subscribe to my blog and check back soon for updates.
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