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When will you accept yourself? For heavens' sake?

About Me

Every day you must say So, how do I feel about my life ? Anything is hard to find When you will not open your eyes When will you accept yourself ? I am sick and I am dull And I am plain How dearly I'd love to get carried away Oh, but dreams have a knack of just not coming true And time is against me now...oh Oh, who and what to blame ? Oh, anything is hard to find When you will not open your eyes When will you accept yourself, for heaven's sake ? Anything is hard to find When you will not open your eyes Every day you must say Oh, how do I feel about the past ? Others conquered love - but I ran I sat in my room and I drew up a plan Oh, but plans can fall through (as so often they do) And time is against me now...And there's no-one left to blame Oh, tell me when will you ... When will you accept your life ? (The one that you hate) For anything is hard to find When you will not open your eyes Every day you must say Oh, how do I feel about my shoes ? They make me awkward and plain How dearly I would love to kick with the fray ... But I once had a dream (and it never came true) And time is against me now... Time is against me now... And there's no one but yourself to blame Oh, anything is hard to find When you will not open your eyes Anything is hard to find; for heaven's sake ! Anything is hard to find When you will not open your eyes When will you accept yourself ? When ? When ? When ? When ?AND...BEFORE YOU EAT ANOTHER BURGER, WATCH THIS!:

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My Interests

SURVIVAL, SINGING BADLY TO KARAOKE, DANCING, MAKING KRAFTS, PIZZA, CYCLING,BEING MYSELF, NOT A PREFAB...

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I'd like to meet:

Individuals with mindfulness, individuals with a sense of self not influenced by material goods or outside sources, individuals in touch with their souls and beings and not detached from them.Clarence:

Music:

From sweet exuberance to empty despair...

Movies:

I like them. I have some. I keep them in the entertainment cabinet. I want to add more to the cabinet. That's where you come in.

Television:

The Night Gallery...

Books:

"The Art of Happiness"

Heroes:

People who stand up for what they believe and try , if even in little ways to make a positive change. There is power in numbers!!

My Blog

Vee stylee blog

1. started new job 2. tired 3.pigged out yesterday-feel gross. 4. working out today 5. Dropped some of my accounts on the PT job to get some time to take care of myself. 6. Gonna drink alot of water t...
Posted by LADY *J* on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 08:11:00 PST

My space, I don't heart you!

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII HHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEE YYYYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by LADY *J* on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 01:12:00 PST

NOT A GOOD FIT

Apparently, I was "NOT A GOOD FIT" for my job- and I got fired yesterday. What the FUCK is that supposed to mean? Seriously, I am not sure what I did wrong. I feel like there must be something that I ...
Posted by LADY *J* on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 07:06:00 PST

burning questions

Well- not that the title really relates to the blog, but... I am just so upset and sad cause my beloved kitty is really sick and her fate will be determined tomorrow. I know tht if she is suffering an...
Posted by LADY *J* on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 09:27:00 PST

Later Days...

Ok, here's the rub...moving blows. I am sitting here avoiding throwing away the garbage ( one plus is that I won't have to drag it or myself down the 3 flights of stairs anymore :) and cleaning which ...
Posted by LADY *J* on Wed, 28 Sep 2005 08:45:00 PST

Pretty Vacant....

These lyrics perfectly describe my view on life right now.. Fed Up with Corporate America..."Common People"She came from Greece she had a thirst for knowledgeShe studied sculpture at Saint Martin's Co...
Posted by LADY *J* on Wed, 21 Sep 2005 07:32:00 PST

SURVEY WITHDRAWAL!!

Damn it, the bulletin is down, so I am writing a blog. Today has been pretty good, didn't do too much work, ate Jolly Ranchers, soon I get to go home after entering the orders that I didn't do all day...
Posted by LADY *J* on Wed, 31 Aug 2005 02:27:00 PST

insanity

insanity: n  to repeat the same action or behaviour expecting a different result.   Well, today I will stop and reflect on a few things I am thankful for. I am thankful that I have people to...
Posted by LADY *J* on Wed, 24 Aug 2005 12:55:00 PST

myspace v reality

Just wondering why some people just omit big chunks of their lives for their myspace? I guess that is why I find it so appealing-everyone seems cool and proper and all that shit...maybe if I post old ...
Posted by LADY *J* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I feel like Neil...

I think that I resemble him lately...dishelved-I have went from a girl who would not leave the house until her hair was perfect to a girl who can barely muster up enough strength the get out of b...
Posted by LADY *J* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST