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~Ex nihilo~

"they never get uptight when a moth gets crushed unless a lightbulb really loved him much"

About Me


Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||||||||||| 43%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 50%
Accommodation |||||||||| 36%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||| 36%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 70%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||||||||||| 50%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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You Are An ENFJ
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You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.
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My Interests

Loving the unlovable, kickin' it wif my crew, shakin it up, throwin a brick through the "other" guy's windshield. Milkshakes at Arnolds. Boozin for good reason, durp...... Trying not to care too much while holding on to my sanity. Slow cars, pensive women. Spending money. Concerts. Pointing out what i think is obvious but realizing i fabricate what i want to belive. I want to get some of my art up here but it's taking awhile. Nerd crap. Okay! i gotta add more at the request that i don't delve into what nerd crap is.......... D&D, Warhammer, i paint, i draw, i ink, and dress up in medieval clothing, there, i said it are you happy Chris? Music is my life, couldn't get through the day without something playing ( i will be deaf before i'm 35),

I'd like to meet:

Everyone that has a good story. Man is here to weave one long tale, add to it. Nick Drake so i could ask him, Why? Devin and gang, just for a nod. Waters and Gilmour. The cast of Mr.Show. Pete Steele. Elliot Smith. Really anyone that shares a love of music and semi-intelligent debate. **Update**~Lately i have been trying to attract positive people, people who say they want to meet the strange, the opinionated, the creative. But i have found that those that advertise such paramaters are indeed the following, close minded, dull, and bit more judgemental than i can stand. So in my quest for fire i won't give up, and i know there are those out there that will break the mold. So if we all try a little harder...............(damn i lay the guilt on thick don't i)... people who want to change for the better, so they can teach me a thing or two...

Music:

Anything touched by Devin Townsend, Strapping Young Lad, Amorphis, Katatonia, Elliot Smith(i'm a n00b), Opeth, Death(chuckRIP), FlamingLips, Radiohead, Type O, 3, Maiden, Absu, Moonspell, Cradle of Filth, In the Woods, Rapture, the Cure, Iced Earth,Cake, George Harrison, Yes, Samael, FearFactory(15 years!), BalSagoth, Gloomy Grim, Satyricon, Jethro Tull, My Dying Bride, Tiamat, SteelyDan, Therion, Hypocrisy, Inflames, Diabolical Masquerade, Into Eternity, Anathema, the Talking Heads, Coheed and Cambria, Sabbath, Nick Drake,Dark Tranquillity, Ulver, Diecide, KingDiamond, CCR, Journey, Prong, David Grey, Zeppelin, the Who, the Gathering, Lacuna Coil, Liz Phair, DEPECH MODE, Dark Funeral, Emperor, Enslaved, Abigor, Summoning,Meshuggah,Peter Gabriel,Megadeth,the mighty and shortlived Cynic, DinosaurJr., Rammstein, HarMar, NewOrder, OLD, PinkFloyd, Soilwork, Bowie, MyMorningJacket, Oxiplegatz, Moody Blues, Rob Zombie, Genesis, the Who, Statovarius, EYEHATEGOD, Gorgoroth, Fight, Kyuss, Down, Sepultura, NIN, Dio,Bruce Dickenson, the Bravery, Dream Theatre, DFA1979, Agalloch, Ayreon, Equomanthorn, Mortiis, Ataraxia, Lycia, Alice in Chains, Cream, Delerium, velvet underground, Dis Irae, Eisheilig, Empyrium, Carcass, Seu Jorge, Devo, Aesma Daeva, Beach Boys, Dire Straits, The Band, Billy Joel, Weezer, CheapTrick, Joy Division, Setherial, Troll, Erasure, Vond, Sigh, Skepticism, Clutch, Dissection, Burzum, Enthral, Dawn, Fleshcrawl, the Haunted, Opthalamia, Abruptum, Nazxul, Theater of Tragedy, Pain, Nile, Solefald, the Cars, Sacrementum, Nile, Parliment, Motorhead, Merciful Fate, Night Conquers Day, Winds, Within Y, SuperTramp, Today is the Day, Mastodon, Primus, Sausage, Therapy?, Primordial, Bathory, Frontlineassembly, Celestial Seasons, WEEN, and anything strange in Metal, Pop, or Classic Rock, too many to name, those that know me know the drill, i own to many CD's i listen to 4-5 a day, rotation is all over the place......

Movies:

Wes Anderson flicks (Royal Tenebaums, Life Aquatic), Akira Kurosawa (7 Samurai, Yojimbo, Ran, Sanjuro, Red Beard, Kagemusha, Hidden Fortress), Terry Gilliam (TimeBandits, 12 Monkeys, Fear and Loathing, Brazil), older anime, Donnie Darko, Lost in Translation, Amelie, Eternal Sunshine, Little Fish, Muppet Movie (saddest movie ever ask me why), Memento, DarkCrystal, Loss of Sexual Innocence, Ronin, the Heist, the Cell, any Kubrick, Lost in La Mancha...., Pink Flamingos, any movie with Divine in it, Ed Wood.......

Television:

Home Movies (does anyone watch this show? coach is the best), Futurama, Simpsons, Curb, Arrested Development, SeaLab, FamilyGuy, Scrubs, ATHF, MR.SHOW!!!!, the Office U.K., besides that i don't watch TV much.....

Books:

I don't have the attention span to finish anything so i skip through alot to get to the good shnit. History, warfare, religion, i like anything that will show common ties to all different ages and societies. Really boring stuff to most, i'm not saying i'm smart but i will act like i am....... im trying to read Saint Genet when i have the time....

Heroes:

Elliot Smith, my Parents, anyone willing to put up with me....

My Blog

Oedipus.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bErBZ5XexV8 ...
Posted by ~Ex nihilo~ on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 11:17:00 PST

..... win the prize....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZSMCNLpgZ5o .... cant deny the Har.......
Posted by ~Ex nihilo~ on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 02:20:00 PST

RM - You Don't Know Me......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGgWbfLYE_w ... shit like this bothers me to no end.... dead.. what a life... and im just starting to appreciate this guy.... RIP Richard Manuel........
Posted by ~Ex nihilo~ on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 03:45:00 PST

Burned..........

everyone lies. u. me. chuck norris even. but why lie to the point you cant escape? and the only way you break friendships is to lie and wrap it around more lies? you burned alot of people. youve dragg...
Posted by ~Ex nihilo~ on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 12:57:00 PST

_________<3_________

.....all the mistakes you make..... all the shadows you chase..... dreams die and find place..... your head is swelled with every moment gained and lost..... nothing is more sacred now than sleep.....
Posted by ~Ex nihilo~ on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 02:23:00 PST

....SVD.......

 "That's the welcome I desire! I hope our friendship ripens well: I come, your megrims to dispel, In likeness of a noble squire, My coat embroidered, gold on red, My cloak of heavy silk brocade, ...
Posted by ~Ex nihilo~ on Wed, 02 May 2007 10:09:00 PST

.....SP.......

Why do i bother? I Guess i hoped that we'd get along in someway that 'both' of us could benefit. I've tried very hard to be your friend. I've supported you. I want you to get healthier so you'll be al...
Posted by ~Ex nihilo~ on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 09:01:00 PST

?

.... i control an ackward soul and my lines are already drawn..... .... i control an ackward soul and im automatically gone.....   ~april 1st 2007
Posted by ~Ex nihilo~ on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 01:45:00 PST

+++++Y+++++

...so..... im working alot now.... feeling better as far as being more active.... i have alot of projects im working on..... meeting new people....  ... ..... . . ..... wow this is hard..... i ca...
Posted by ~Ex nihilo~ on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 06:16:00 PST

............Y............

...one day darkness showed up at my door ate the light, closed my world told me that the demons were here and that i was wrong all along all along   everything washes away fear and despair never ...
Posted by ~Ex nihilo~ on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 01:11:00 PST