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R.I.P. Michael Turner
. .it would seem as though life passes us by one electromagnetic pulse at a time. we think we have control but we all are just trying not to fall off. i laugh because im not hypnotized by all the neon bullshit. "yes, its bright and shiney. i understand that." but its not real. its just an ideal of a fictional lifestyle. we as americans strive endlessly to become the characters we follow on television. ignorantly chasing "ideas" of happiness, but never actually finding what makes us a living body, mind, and spirit. the peace of true resolution. i am the jest of sarcasm. i am fortune's fool. a joker of chance. a riddle in a box, wrapped in paper with a little bow on top, set ablaze in the cold, dead night. a single burning ember emitting heat to the fortunate few. i'm an aries and the fire is coming. im just smoking right now, comtemplating my combustion. you know what i mean? if you don't im sorry. actually im not. i've never met an Aries i didn't get along with. when fire joins with other fire, the fire just gets bigger and brighter. anyway, i love anything tribal. i thrive on the concept of simplicity and instinct. break things down into its simplistic forms. we live life far more complicated than it needs to be. stop. relax. meditate. feel the blood pulse through your vains. don't just listen to music. feel it. don't just watch a movie. live it. im tired of bullshit people. which unfortunately is a very large majority of us. "don't these talking monkeys know that Eden has enough to go around?" i don't care if you don't like me, i never asked you to in the first place. i just ask that you recognize the truth. if you have to ask what that is. don't. the world is big. don't be so simple minded. all i do is think, write, and most importantly draw. i once had a girlfreind tell me i was crazy because i said that i think too much. now that just makes absolutely no sense whatsoever. i admit sometimes i do think to much, but i say shes too simple minded to see the world around her. im not going to say anything else about that because i'll always love and respect her and wish her the best with her...husband (hes a coward). i work at my own pace and i get drilled constantly about where i'm going. im comfortable. sort of. lonely sometimes. but content. never unhappy. ive met very few girls that don't play games. and i'm not saying that guys aren't petty either. basically i'm saying everybody just tries endlessly to put a mind fuck over on other people so's that they can feel in control. Everyone wants to be the alpha. I wanna be the omega. because its fucking old. i wanna fuck everything up and make you all realize that it doesnt fucking matter...at all. i'm real. All i do is joke but i know when i need to be serious. i know my limits and no one can fuck with me. i have a passion for the female body. i don't mean that in a lustful way like, ooh i have a penis, lemme jerk off. i mean i am a guy but i'm not a pervert. i believe the female body is purely angelic. it is THE womb. it is the light of reproduction. soft. aggressive. passive. strong. powerful. tender. simply, purely, Angelic. if you truley know what that means. outside of overused and falsified christianity. basically what i'm saying is i highly respect us humans for what we have. it saddens me to see people cheapen themselves so easily. nudity can be shown beautifully. it is beautiful. after all that IS how we were meant to co exist. Clothes are a creation of human kind. According to the bible, adam and eve wore fig leaves because they were ashamed of being naked. Well im not. So does that make me better than Adam..... i love fine art/fashion photography. i do little photography but i dont call myself a photographer. but i draw and i do make videos that journey across the same direction. i'm always looking for models. but its hard to find people that trust. my art has to speak for itself. most people don't understand the concept of trust. i can honestly say that i do. no no no no. I mean seriously, do you truley understand what fucking trust is. i know. i can see the big picture, which most people in today's pill popping, aderol, anti-depressant, bullshit, 30 second commericial society lie to themselves and use excusses as to why they are stupid or slow or fat or skinny. i have an idea. try trying. no one said it would be fucking easy to change anything. i've been through more than anyone talking to me would ever believe. i don't ask for sympathy and i don't ask for a pill of an excuse to get out of my own head. i dealt with my demons by myself and on my own. i'm independent. i'm an Aries. fire. i don't ask anything of anyone. and for that, i am emotionally indestructable. but i'm not an ass hole, i can be if i choose, but i'm not. i'm complicated yet i'm one of the, if not the most, genuine, kind, humble, carring, truthful, repectful and honestly REAL people you will ever meet in your life. i promise you that. and i dont care if you believe me or not. I idolize Edmond Dantes....if you know who that is. But i guess i am crazy because thats only an idea right? wrong? ideas are anonymous. ideas are immortal. like Edmond Dantes. If you haven't read the book the count of monte cristo and have only seen the movie(s), go suck a fuck and do youself a favor and read the book. there is nothing about the movies that are remotely accurate to the book. if you have a problem fuck off, or i dont know...solve it...or cry cry cry and never learn that we all dont fucking matter when the absolute truths come raining down. We are SO divided. we will die. all of us. i just want to sit up high and watch because most dont get it. we can make it so fucking far. but we wont because you hate him and he hates her and he hates me and she loves him but he's fucking you and you love her and he wants me and three on the side lust with envy, so they join him in fucking you and now they're strong but really....they're weak and fragile. but now the sides are uneven. and the with their numbers they can rape at will simply...because...they can. forcing the others to form alliance even though they really just want to fuck eachother as well as them. i love you. i welcome change with open arms and i ask you this simply. can you live without envy, jealousy, pride, and power? can you truley live without desiring ANYTHING. glad that you exist at all. but willingly trade all that, to spare the life of the person next to you. OR,....does everything you own...own you.................... "now here's tom with the weather...."