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BIO: Bazhe is a writer, poet, and artist. He is the author of Damages (creative nonfiction)—winner in the Writers Digest Awards — and Identities (poetry book). He has published in Serbia, Bosnia, Macedonia, and Bulgaria. In America, his poems have appeared in: Poetic Voices Magazine, Winter's Gems Anthology, Bay Windows, Opus Literary Review, River Run, and Reader. His art has been exhibited in New York City, Europe, NJ, and OH. He lives between NY, NJ, and MA.
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DAMAGES is a WINNER —in the WRITERS DIGEST AWARDS
Bazhe explores the full spectrum of his emotions. A revelatory, pained, unyielding ride. Hold on tight. —KIRKUS, NYC
Bazhe is a skilled narrator, and Damages never dips into being a dull read.—INSTICT MAGAZINE, CA
Damages is Bazhe’s memorial to the woman who raised him and loved him and who, in spite of it all, will always remain his one true mother. Though the author’s stop-and-go use of flashbacks slows down the narrative somewhat, he never loses his focus, or the reader’s interest. Bazhé’s life story is uniquely his own, but at the same time it is a story that we can all relate to. That alone makes "Damages" a good book worth reading. —THE WEEKLY NEWS, FL
Such multifaceted talent ought to be applauded.—LAMBDA,WDC
Bazhe knew a world that turned to violent ethnic strife after years of civil unrest, echoed by his own inner turmoil. Damages is the story of his inner and outer wars.—RECORDER NEWSPAPERS, NJ
Bazhe has a vivid talent for powerhouse storytelling and Damages is a remarkable, compelling read. —WHITE CRANE JOURNAL, NYC
Very well written, fast-paced, occasionally shocking...Damages is one of the worthier novels I've read recently.—THE STAR DEMOCRAT, MD
I enjoyed this story. The pain and longing of belonging, the joys and triumphs of love, the strength of family bonds, the agony of loss, the force of political events, and the power of letting go are woven together in this story that left me with a sense that something profound had been accomplished.—THE FAMILY JOURNAL, IL
Bazhe has led what Leo Tolstoy or George Eliot might have called an epic life.—LAVENDER MAGAZINE, MN
The story is told skilfully via a number of flashbacks, which constitute a retelling of his life story to his birth mother, once he successfully tracks her down with the aid his former betrayer who is now a high ranking police officer himself. His story covers his early youth, life in police college, his travels in Turkey where a wealthy playboy puts him in touch with his feminine side, and his successful emigration in the United States, culminating in his return to his homeland to nurse his ailing adoptive mother. An enlightening read. —RAINBOW NETWORK, UNITED KINGDOM********************* BAZHE.com Presents Damages by Bazhe, author & artist

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It’s a story you won’t want to miss. With emeralds and lavish nightclubs to showcase his new persona, he finds some happiness and acceptance, and enjoys the theatrics of this life and the resulting love. But then, he is asked something unthinkable by his partner, and while he thinks about this unthinkable request, he finds out more. This is when he runs away, realizing that every happiness is a mirage. We can mirror traces of our life in Bazhe’s search for meaning, and be supported by his strength and creativity, which get him through these incidents and a multitude more that you won’t believe could happen to one person.—IDEA MUSEUM, CANADA
Bazhe reveals horribly realistic experiences that had to be lived. No one could’ve made this up. A remarkable read.—RADICAL FAERIE DIGEST, TN
The author of Damages is an interesting writer. It held my interest until the last quarter. Bazhe is obviously very talented. Damages is enlightening as a history of the troubled Balkans & the dismemberment of Yugoslavia. It is an interesting book written by a bright young author with a gift for story telling.—REBECCA'S READS, FL
Damages is much more than a mere memoir. In it’s portrayal of one man’s experiences with all it’s complexities, Damages becomes much more than just that. It is contrast in all it’s forms, it is a portrait with many perspectives, it is art, in a way, and it is life.—OUT IN AMERICA, OH
Reminds me of Michael Ondaatje’s The English Patient—love and history and tragedy that became a powerful Miramax film.—HPPUB BOOK REVIEW, MN
Powerful read and certainly not one that one will forget in a hurry.—THE INDEPENDENT, FL
Damages was a very difficult book...I have to challenge my denials and truths as accurately as possible. —NOTES FROM HOLLYWOOD, CA
If you're ready for a real-life story of a very difficult time in world history, as well as looking into some very happy and very sad windows into a rebel's life, by all means, this is an excellent book for you. You'll find it a tremendous surprise-A tremendously good surprise.—RLD BOOKS, NM
Bazhe has a way of communicating with the reader, that makes you feel like you are there talking face to face with him. It's a compelling read, and would make an excellent movie.—NZ WRITERS, NEW ZEALAND
Damages is an important book...My hope is that it can work a similar magic on you.—CHICAGO PRIDE, IL
A book of amazing depth, emotion, and discovery. Damages is compelling, well written, and a book with which many will be able to relate.—STONE WALL SOCIETY, FL
This autobiography covers quite a bit of Balkans history. “Damages” gives an excellent look into the horrific world of the Balkans, and at the end readers are more than happy to escape with Bazhe to America. —THE RAW STORY, GA
The values of this book are many. His memoir is not an easy read, but it is worthwhile and should be recommended for many who will identify with parts of his experience while varying with other parts. —PRAIRIE FLAME, IL
Bazhe has led fascinating life. The disintegration of Yugoslavia, with the rise of racial and religious strife, creates a fascinating backdrop for Bazhes's chronicle.—QUATREFOLIO LIBRARY, MN
Yugoslavia's disintegration creates a fascinating backdrop for Bazhes's narrative.The years of civil unrest, reverberates his own inner turmoil. The story is both erotic and historical, underlining love and tragedy in a young man's life.—ART CIRCLE - OUT IN COLOMBUS, OH
The concept is delivered clearly and effectively. Damages is a personal exploration through life’s trials and eventual tribulation—our soul purpose for survival. From an abusive upbringing, separation from his biological mother and death, the author struggles for identity and purpose to find the true meaning for carrying on. The author’s tone and writing style is clear and direct. The author offers us an uncensored look into his personal life without holding anything back. I applaud the author for writing about things so close to heart. Most often these can be the hardest things to put down on paper.—EDITORIAL REVIEW, NE
The poetry of “Identities” precisely captures Bazhe’s particular viewpoints.Bazhe’s work may, for the most part, lack iambic pentameter. That expected rhythm is found only rarely in this collection, as with “Where is Freedom, Dove?” which reads like the lyric for a 60s pop song. However, this prose poetry and the philosophical observations they impart aren’t lacking in metaphors and imagery. He divides his work into eight sections. In Part I, “Whispering in Front of the Cosmic Altar,” he aquaints readers who haven’t read “Damages” with the views of the world he’s encountered during his early years. In “My Life is My Damn Question,” for example, his anger overflows, but he blames the quill of his pen. Bazhe often sees the world from the eyes of a poem’s principal character, be it Vampire, Cat, Secret Lover or energy itself. “Identities” is a crowning achievement from the writer whose “Damages” has impacted so many of us.—WHITE CRANE JOURNAL, NYC
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"A PERSON who CREATES carries a conflict and pain. TO OVERCOME that conflict and pain, a person creates. Creating is a great way to challenge the denials and the truths in yourself and others around you." Bazhe. (from Damages by Bazhe) All Rights Reserved. Copyright by Bazhe
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"Bazhe explores the full spectrum of his emotions. A revelatory, pained, unyielding ride. Hold on tight." —KIRKUS, NYC
"Bazhe is a skilled narrator, and Damages never dips into being a dull read." —INSTICT MAGAZINE, CA
"Such multifaceted talent ought to be applauded." —LAMBDA, WDC

DAMAGES is a memoir about one man’s fight to overcome the psychological wounds created by his peculiar upbringing as he struggled to find his true identity and freedom. The story begins with the death of his abusive father, a Communist official. His mother is diagnosed with cancer, and he immediately returns to Macedonia to take care of her. Meanwhile, his more than thirty-year search for his biological mother ends, and he tells her his life story, starting with his lonely childhood and adolescence. After finding his “new mother” to be very understanding, he reveals his first gay experience in the army, his desire for self-realization that caused scandals in the College of National Security, his escape to Turkey where he transformed into a stunning transvestite after meeting a handsome wealthy man, and his return to Yugoslavia where he wandered in the underground world of a country that was falling apart. As Christian nationalism and Islamic fundamentalism rose, he experienced them directly, almost losing his life, but he eventually succeeded in immigrating to America. Although he finds his biological mother, he ultimately discovers that it is his adoptive mother’s devotion that is irreplaceable.
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"The world from the eyes of a poem’s principal character, be it Vampire, Cat, Secret Lover or energy itself. Identities is a crowning achievement from the writer whose Damages has impacted so many of us." — WHITE CRANE JOURNAL, NYC
"Doors still remain open to those who dream." —POETIC VOICES MAGAZINE, AL
"Pure spirit—a beacon of Light, Wisdom, Hope, and Peace for all." —AMAZON.COM
"Bazhe's poetry is innovative writing, a provocative read." —BARNES AND NOBLE
IDENTITIES is about analyzing human manipulations through poetry. The poems deal with greed and ignorance, destruction and war, politics and phoniness, love and hatred, sex and ecstasy, loneliness and loss, and visionary musings of hope.
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Damages by Bazhe, (ISBN: 0-595-29714-5 / Pages: 324) To ORDER, Call: 1-877-823-9235
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Identities by Bazhe, (ISBN: 0-595-32083-X / Pages: 134) To ORDER, Call: 1-877-823-9235
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America by Bazhe, oil on canvas, mix media. (ASIN: B000FHSF50 / Poster Size: 10 x 8 inches)
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Damages by Bazhe, (ISBN: 0-595-29714-5 / Pages: 324) To ORDER, Call: 1-877-823-9235
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Identities by Bazhe, (ISBN: 0-595-32083-X / Pages: 134) To ORDER, Call: 1-877-823-9235
Identities by Bazhe on Amazon.com
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America by Bazhe, oil on canvas, mix media. (ASIN: B000FHSF50 / Poster Size: 10 x 8 inches)
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Mostly I love the classic writers. I love Faulkner, Capote, Márquez, Nabokov, Bukowski, Pasolini, Balzac, Salinger, Baldwin, Williams, Conrad, Selby, and Vidal, because of their exquisite style of writing. Their writings are real art. From the poets I adore the love poetry of Rimbaud and Plath, and the bold poetry of Neruda and Lorca. I consider Kushner, Waller, and Ondaatje en exceptional modern writers. I found them fresh and innovative.
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BAZHE ® - INTEREVIEWS
(From: NOTES FROM HOLLYWOOD - SPECIAL GUEST STARS)
Q: Where did you grow up? Was reading and writing a part of your life and why?
My earliest influences were Hesse and Selimovic. I enjoyed their philosophical writings. Then I began to read Dostoyevsky. His search of the truth fascinated me. Next was Proust with his psychological analysis that made me more observant.
Q: Why do you write?
I think a person who writes carries conflict and pain. To overcome that conflict and pain, a person writes. Writing is a great way to challenge the denials and the truths in yourself and others around you.
Q: Damages is a very dynamic and unusual memoir of a young man. You write about your young adult life that seems like fiction. Tell us more about it?
I never know just how I will write. I simply let the words flow. Damages is a book where "the truth is stranger than fiction," as the old saying goes. It is based entirely on real events. Of course, to protect the privacy of the participants, many of the names of the characters and specific details about certain events have been changed.
Damages is a personal history replete with betrayal from family, friends, relatives, government officials, informants, army recruits, teenage ruffians, hired help, transvestites, nationalists, and Christian and Muslim fundamentalists. It is a story about my unconditional love towards my adoptive mother who suffers from cancer and my search for the biological one that I never knew. It is a tale of my inner and outer wars and the journey of selfdiscovery.
Q: You write about the psychological wounds of your childhood,how you worked to overcome them?
My fight to overcome the psychological wounds created by my peculiar upbringing began, when for the first time, I realized that I was manipulated by the adult world. I was very little then. I faced the conflicts boldly and I began to analyze myself and the people around me in order to find my true identity and freedom. It was tough. It was a struggle. But I survived.
Q: Was Damages a difficult or easy book to write? Please explain.
Damages was a very difficult book to write since once more I have to challenge my denials and truths as accurately as possible.
Q: Did the finding of your biological mother help you appreciate your adoptive mother more?
Absolutely. I can't help thinking of Mother, her permission for me to reunite with the biological one, her compromise with her rival, and all for my sake. Mother would have been devastated if she had heard the biological mother's last conversation with me. People are absolutely correct when they say you have only one Mother—not the one who bore you, but the one who raised you. I ultimately discovered that it is my adoptive mother's devotion that is irreplaceable.
Q: What has been your feedback from readers?
Excellent. So far I have not received negative feedback, and the readers are demographically very diverse. I am very happy about it.
Q: Who are your favorite writers and why?
Mostly I love the classic writers. I love Faulkner, Capote, Márquez,Nabokov, Bukowski, Pasolini, Balzac, Salinger, Baldwin, Williams,Conrad, Selby, and Vidal, because of their exquisite style of writing. Their writings are real art. From the poets I adore the love poetry of Rimbaud and Plath, and the bold poetry of Neruda and Lorca. I consider Kushner, Waller, and Ondaatje en exceptional modern writers. I found them fresh and innovative.
Q: What's next?
I will write a purely American book since I am an American now.
I also published my poetry book called Identities.
Identities is about analyzing human manipulations through poetry. The poems deal with greed and ignorance, destruction and war, politics and phoniness, love and hatred, sex and ecstasy, loneliness and loss, and visionary musings of hope.
Next, I am preparing an art book that will include my 50 paintings and philosophical phrases.
Then I will have another art show.
Q: What was the last book you read?
"Candid" by Voltaire. I reread it for fourth time. He is one of the greatest thinkers of Europe.
Q: Tell us about your artwork.
In general human manipulations are the subjects portrayed in my art work. Artists I love: Hieronymus Bosch, Vincent Van Gogh, Frida Kahlo, Salvador Dali, and many others.
Q: Do you have any hobbies? How do they enhance your writing and art?
My cat, art, poetry, and garden are my therapies. They purify my body and mind and at the same time recharge them with fresh energy for writing.
The Nature fighting against our ignorance and distructive selfish ways. My message has been always simple: "Aiming for Peace and Love."
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ORDERING INFO:
Damages by Bazhe, (ISBN: 0-595-29714-5 / Pages: 324) To ORDER, Call: 1-877-823-9235
Damages by Bazhe on Amazon.com
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Identities by Bazhe, (ISBN: 0-595-32083-X / Pages: 134) To ORDER, Call: 1-877-823-9235
Identities by Bazhe on Amazon.com
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America by Bazhe, oil on canvas, mix media. (ASIN: B000FHSF50 / Poster Size: 10 x 8 inches)
America by Bazhe on Amazon.com
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BAZHE ® - INTEREVIEWS - Q & A (From: NOTES FROM HOLLYWOOD - SPECIAL GUEST STARS) Where did you grow up? Was reading and writing a part of your life and why? My earliest influences were Hesse an...
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BAZHE ® - EXCERPTS - CHAPTERS from Damages by Bazhe Damages by Bazhe - Contents 1. Father  2. Mother  3. Mourning  4. Biopsy  5. Diagnosis 6. Connection  7. Operation&n...
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POETRY - POEMS from Identities by Bazhe Identities (poetry) by Bazhe - Contents Part 1: Whispering in Front of the Cosmic AltarPart 2: In the Tent of My Arcadian Lover, a TearPart 3: Expiration Day f...
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ART - PAINTINGS by Bazhe (selected work)    AMERICA, OIL-MIX, 30 x 40    MOTHERS, OIL-MIX, 30 x 40    AMERICAN FLOWER, OIL, 48 x 36    BALKAN STEPS, OIL, 3...
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