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Ruth

I saw Gabriel, like a maiden, or like the moon amongst the stars. His hair was like a woman's, falli

About Me


Which Tarot Card Are You?
You are the Fool card. The Fool fearlessly begins the journey into the unknown. To do this, he does not regard the world he knows as firm and fixed. He has a seemingly reckless disregard for obstacles. In the Rider-Waite deck, he is seen stepping off a cliff with his gaze on the sky, and a rainbow is there to catch him. In order to explore and expand, one must disregard convention and conformity. Those in the throes of convention look at the unconventional, non-conformist personality and think What a fool. They lack the point of view to understand The Fool's actions. But The Fool has roots in tradition as one who is closest to the spirit world. In many tribal cultures, those born with strange and unusual character traits were held in awe. Shamans were people who could see visions and go on journeys that we now label hallucinations and schizophrenia. Those with physical differences had experience and knowledge that the average person could not understand. The Fool is God. The number of the card is zero, which when drawn is a perfect circle. This circle represents both emptiness and infinity. The Fool is not shackled by mountains and valleys or by his physical body. He does not accept the appearance of cliff and air as being distinct or real. Image from: Mary DeLave http://www.marydelave.com/
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"How shall we tell an angel from another guest?
How, from the common worldly herd, One of the blest?
Hint of suppressed halo, rustle of hidden wings, wafture of heavenly frankincense,-
Which is these things? The old Sphinx smile so subtly: 'I give no golden rule,
Yet I would warn thee, World: Treat well whom thou call'st fool'..."
Lily, from The Red Shoes by Kate Bush

My Interests


CURRENT MOON moon info Since MySpace doesn't allow for full freedom of expression for religion or spirituality and makes people like me "Other", I'm a Pagan, a witch and a psychic for lack of a better term. I'm an Incarnated Angel/Angelic/Celestial,(whatever you want to call it, I prefer the Angelic labels since I'm a fantastic messenger and it suits me well in my function), and a Wise One/witch type soul, so I'm Otherkin, and to me that means I'm a non-human soul in a human incarnation, (one of many lifetimes).

All these things also help me in my role as a Lightworker. Being a Lightworker is both a calling and a conscious choice. But I feel myself getting stronger in my chosen role every day.

I feel that I am being led into spirit releasement work and all that surrounds that work by Gabriel and Michael. And, well, it seems to be going pretty well so far... just reading some books and practicing on friend's houses...haven't tried it out on any people yet, although I practiced shamanistic soul retrieval techniques years ago and there's some similarities in the process behind it.

Divination, such as tarot, scrying, numerology. I read the tarot and am quite serious about it.

The Assistance Association for Political Prisoners

I currently do tarot readings and spells on my other MySpace site here:

Animals, I wanted to be a zookeeper when I was young and worked in a pet store and at the zoo for awhile. There isn't much I don't know about most animal species. I was in charge of the care of the exotics when I worked at the pet store and had alot of tarantulas at one time...hence my pet here, Arachne...

adopt your own virtual pet!

I love to sing and had vocal training. I was lead soprano in a church in my late teens and early 20's. I just love music and singing.

And I live here most days-my very own Gerry board:...ah, home sweet home.

I'd like to meet:

I've already met Conan O'Brien and Gerry Butler.

I've moved to Las Vegas to be with my Carl! I am very much in love with Carl, and this means I do not want to meet anyone else for a romantic relationship. If you would like to be my friend, that's wonderful, but I'm NOT dating anyone BUT Carl now. Thank you!
P.S. And for those who think that messaging me and asking me to participate in a threesome doesn't apply to the above statement that I'm not dating anyone BUT my boyfriend Carl now, let me disabuse you of that notion...when I say I'm not dating anyone but Carl that also means I'm not having sex with anyone BUT him as well.
There I spelled it out. lol.

I would love to meet my online friends and will soon have a chance to meet some more of them!
I'm planning on meeting my long time friend and message board Co-Admin, Carla, who has been like a mother to me and taken care of me in my times of desperate need... somewhere, someday.

And then Carl and I are going to Italy (some day) to meet alot of my newest friends, of whom Simone,(Rorschach), Manuela, her best friend, Lidia (Amidala), and my Ana (Superchouette), are the most dear to me.
I have already met James (Wishgrave), and his wife, Jerry (Lynvamp) and they are the most fabulous couple I have met in a very long time. I've also met and love Chris (Riley) and we have done a couple of Gerry premieres together and will probably do more some day...or not, but I'm sure that won't stop us from getting together again. :-)
My friends are my family.

I'd also love to meet Andrew Tiernan one day, because he's a wonderful actor and a wonderful person as well. He's also a red head, haha... 'nuff said there. ;-)

I would have loved to have met Carl Jung. Guess that will have to wait a bit, unless he comes to visit my dreams.

Of course, I'm always happy to meet any Otherkin and/or Angelkin that would like to talk or share experiences or just be friends. And I don't mean the RPG'ers, lol!

People who aren't so blind to think that the outside is all there is and understand what that really means.

And last, but certainly not least, the man of my dreams, Ven. Where the hell are you? Please come back, it sucks here without you. :-)
And if it turns out that I'm actually him then, "How am I doing?, it's very nice to meet me. Where in the heck have I been all my life??? LOL!
ETA: Well, it's said, "Ask and you shall receive." And so I have found my love and my Twin Soul, Carl. And as for me being him, well, as Ganesha told me recently, "Tattvamasi."

Gabriel by Lamb. This will go nowhere as long as it stays up.
I love my angel Gabriel and meet Him all the time but I still love to see Him anytime, anywhere.

Music:

Anything that has Conan in it...see White Stripes video >And I actually like the White Stripes.

Everything but most Country usually. Love Kate Bush, "Hounds of Love" is an all-time favorite that will never get old. "Aerial" is a beautiful work, it came out on my birthday 2005...what a great birthday present, new Kate! Imogen Heap, Frou Frou, The Innocence Mission, The Cranberries, Tori Amos,Fiona Apple,Joan Osborne,
Queens of the Stone Age, hell yeah, I love Josh Homme!
Poe, Jewel, Paula Frazer, Amy Lee and Evanescence, The Psychedelic Furs, New Order, Talk Talk, A-ha, Depeche Mode,their new stuff, too, and lots of 80's stuff...I'm a child of the 80's, that's my excuse... Pete Yorn, Linkin Park, Travis, Bach (is my favorite), Saint-Saens, Satie, Holst, Tchaikovsky, Vivaldi, Boccherini, Telemann, Mozart and piles of classical music. Radiohead. Coldplay. Death Cab For Cutie. Lamb. Nelly Furtado. Cowboy Junkies. Skye Edwards. The Killers. Panic! at the Disco, Jimmy Eat World, The Ramones. Lacuna Coil. Fila Brazillia. The Cure. Esthero. American Analog Set, Boards of Canada.
Trance, house, dance, ambient, just look at my friend's list... Roxy Music, Enigma, Curve, Hooverphonic, Halou, Groove Armada, Amber, Mynt, Utada, DJ Tiesto. BT. Bel Canto. Belly. Cocteau Twins and Elizabeth Fraser.

Kosheen, Guilty

David Bowie and "Blue Jean"....this was one of my favorites!!!..I looked for awhile to find it. He's totally mesmerizing in this...he looks fantastic.

Movies:


Bloodline
Gabriel
Angel-A.
I've always really admired and enjoyed Luc Besson's work, but this one really hit home for me. What a wonderful script and a fantastic piece of film-making, (and casting), it is.
The Nines:
Anything with Bruce Campbell in it.
Horror movies of all kinds, especially Hammer horror and the classics.
Anything with Gerry Butler in it....mostly he dies and they're atrociously bad...doesn't scare me, though. ETA:( I wrote this over three years ago, maybe atrociously bad was a tad harsh, lol. Gerry's movies seem to be getting better and better. He's still dies alot in them, though, but a Gerry Butler fan is a diehard tried and true fan for life no matter how many times he dies in his movies!)
Old movies...lots of silents....Harold Lloyd,
Buster Keaton and Sybil Seely in "One Week", which is my favorite of his although that's still a hard choice...
I love Clara Bow...she hated her voice, but I love it. This is from "True to the Navy"...
Douglas Fairbanks, Lon Chaney...geniuses, all of them. "A Room With A View" ...love it and Julian Sands. "A Christmas Story"...I can watch it for 24 hours, whaddya know! I'm sure I'll add more as I think of them.
Oh yeah, I've watched everything with Rutger Hauer in it...god, I love him.

Television:

Late Night With Conan O'Brien, of course.I <3 CONAN!

My newest favorite is "True Blood".
I love My Name Is Earl!

I also really adore David Tennant and his Doctor Who. I'm going to see Torchwood soon, but it sounds right up my alley.
However, these days I don't watch actual TV anymore. I watch shows online.These are some old favorites...
Turner Classic Movies. Anything about archaeology,animals, or anthropology. Loved the X-Files. South Park. Carnivale on HBO. Alot of my other favorites are gone now. I love the Dark Shadows series and have watched it through more than once. I started with the new version back in the early 90's, because Ben Cross was a great Barnabas Collins, then discovered the original series on cable before they pulled it from Sci-Fi channel for good.
The Invisible Man and Vincent Ventresca. I loved that show!..
MST3K was one of my favorite shows... And this is my favorite MST3K episode EVER, "Final Sacrifice"....the reason? two words, Zap Rausdauer. Haha!
But most television here in the States is controlled by people that would like to do your thinking for you and keep people as "blissfully" ignorant as possible. And so much of the programming is now scripted "reality" garbage that going out, reading a book, or any number of things, including sleeping, are a better use of my time.

Books:


I almost never read fiction anymore lately...only my favorites and those that are different and outstanding (see list below), but lately very infrequently. I might again one day, but my focus is mostly non-fiction now, and mostly occult, metaphysical, philosophy, religion, etc.
H.P. Lovecraft, Poe, Agatha Christie, (especially Poirot and Mr. Quin), Daphne Du Maurier, Anne Rice, (especially The Mummy and the Mayfair Chronicles novels), Barbara Michaels/Elizabeth Peters, (love the Amelia Peabody series), Lincoln Child and Douglas Preston, (especially the Relic series and Agent Pendergast), Anne McCaffrey and her Dragons of Pern series. Thorne Smith, I love Night Life of the Gods. Various non-fiction works on tarot and divination, philosophy, esoteric and the occult. All metaphysical subjects. Mr. Carl Jung.
Tom Robbins, "Jitterbug Perfume".
Anything and everything by Doreen Virtue.
Jane Roberts/the Seth books.
Graham Hancock is one of my favorite authors, he doesn't just see it, he gets into the experience of what he writes about. I'm reading his new book, "Supernatural: Meetings with the Ancient Teachers of Mankind" as well as "Underworld: The Mysterious Origins of Civilization" currently. Got started re-reading, "Holy Blood, Holy Grail" which synchronistically also led me to reading "Oracles of the Dead" by Robert Temple.The Oracle of the Dead at Baia is fascinating and I have always been interested in the Sibyls. Here's why you read books...pictures!, lol...j/k, these are really cool... robert-temple.comI guess you could say I have no lack of reading materials lately. I read from a very young age and it's one of my favorite things to do....I read the dictionary if I have nothing else laying around. I actually like reading the dictionary.

Heroes:

Conan O'Briens hair..... j/k.....or am I? Anyone who tries to live their dreams and those who show compassion to others. People who think for themselves and aren't afraid to express themselves.

Gabriel...yeah, the Archangel. He's my heart. But sometimes He's a pain in my ass! Love you, Gabe! I hope to work with You all through this lifetime.

Myself. I've done pretty good when I've had it very hard.

Sylvia Likens...a strong and very loving soul. She advocates for those in this world and on the other side who cannot advocate for themselves.

Eileen Garrett, the medium.

And my love Carl, for caring about me more than himself in this lifetime and lifetimes past even though sometimes he paid the ultimate price for that.
He's always been my first hero and always will be.

“Each man is a hero and an oracle to somebody.”~Ralph Waldo Emerson

My Blog

Blessed Michaelmas ~ The Feast of Saints Michael, Gabriel and Raphael and All Angels

Note: the first part of this blog is from last year and I had been and still am exploring the dragon/serpent/Angelic connection. I have a lengthy blog from last year about that very subject.  "An...
Posted by Ruth on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 01:25:00 PST

Bright As Yellow

Carl's signature color is yellow. And you live your life with your arms stretched out. Eye to eye when speaking. Enter rooms with great joy shouts, happy to be meeting. And bright, bright, ...
Posted by Ruth on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 05:55:00 PST

~ Blessed Mabon ~

Mabon/Autumn Equinox(around September 22nd)also known as: Alban Elfed, Winter FindingAUTUMN EQUINOX/MABON: (on or about September 21) The Second or Continuing Harvest. Now, as at Ostara, the days and ...
Posted by Ruth on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 01:21:00 PST

Building A Mystery (for Carl)

You come out at nightthat's when the energy comesand the dark side's lightand the vampires roamyou strut your rasta wearand your suicide poemand a cross from a faiththat died before Jesus ca...
Posted by Ruth on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 03:43:00 PST

Profile song

She's got her head in the cloudsShe's got the stars in her eyesShe's dancing with a dream in her heartShe's got the wind in her hairMoonchild shining brightAnd she's dancing, with a dream in her heart...
Posted by Ruth on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 01:26:00 PST

For my friend Jason...the TUT for the day

Jason, this made me lol after your question for me today.... Ruth... you're not using all of your angels. What's up with that? U...
Posted by Ruth on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 01:23:00 PST

A Sorta Fairytale (for Carl)

"[Scarlet's] in love at that point," she explained, "and [the couple is] taking that classic trip up [Highway] 101 and [Highway] 1 on their way to San Francisco, and they cut off because they are havi...
Posted by Ruth on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 12:58:00 PST

Happiness

 The only person you really have to make happy, Ruth, is you. Good thing you're so cool -     The UniverseThoughts become things... choose the good ones! ® © www.tut.com ® The...
Posted by Ruth on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 01:34:00 PST

This month for me

This couldn't have been more absolutely true and I knew it was coming and winced. It's almost over. Yay! My numerology really hits the mark almost all the time even when nothing else do...
Posted by Ruth on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 02:04:00 PST

The Wishing Well and Knowing Your Hearts Desire

(This came out of a bulletin one of my friends posted and my story is a perfect example of it.)I once wished in a wishing well in a mall for something...it was not a "bad" wish at all, BUT it was not ...
Posted by Ruth on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 11:07:00 PST