I'm me, sometimes I'm happy and bouncy and silly and other times I am melancholy and other times I'm brilliant, and more often I am a dumbass.
I own a small clothing and embroidery company. I make many "One of" and custom pieces as well as embroidered and decoupe staples like t-shirts, bags and pants. I like helping people turn their fantasy clothing pieces into reality. I specialize in the "fucked up", fresh from the grave and other gothy looks.
I love cooking. I cook all the time with organic and whole foods. I find it very rewarding to take whole plain ingredients and turn them into something fabulous. Bread baking has become one of my new favorite hobbies.
I started making mead a couple of years ago after learning about it from a friend of mine who has been doing it for 15 years. I enjoy my mead, though oddly mead making has given me a great new appreciation for wines.
I love gothic music and the gothic subculture. There is tons of silly drama, but for the most part I love the people and many of the attitudes and ideas people I meet have. Finding other people like myself so many years ago was like finding a new piece of myself. I feel sad sometimes when I see how many really great people "out grow" the scene. I understand why but it makes me sad.
Due to some fucktards who have friended me and then think they own me, or have some special privelage to get closer to me than they have the right to, as well as the overwhelming quantity of "come have sex with me and my girlfriend" requests I recieve:
I DON'T WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU. I DON'T WANT TO MEET YOU FOR A 3 WAY, 2 WAY 5 WAY OR ANY FUCKING WAY. I AM HAPPY EXACTLY AS MY LIFE IS WITHOUT HAVING SEX WITH YOU. IF YOU WANT ANYTHING MORE THAN MY FRIENDSHIP AND COMPANY THEN PLEASE FUCK RIGHT THE HELL OFF. JUST BECAUSE I AM PRETTY OR GOTH OR OTHERWISE UNIQUE LOOKING DOES NOT MEAN I AM A SLUT. I ONLY HAVE SEXUAL RELATIONS WITH PEOPLE I AM VERY CLOSE WITH AND HAVE A DEEP CONNECTION WITH IN REAL LIFE. IF THIS IN ANY WAY BOTHERS YOU I DON'T FUCKING CARE, DO NOT TOUCH ME, FONDLE ME, GROPE ME OR OTHERWISE TOUCH ME IF YOU SEE ME IN PUBLIC. I AM NOT TOUCHABLE, FEELABLE OR FUCKABLE. I DO NOT ENJOY YOUR TOUCHING GROPING FEELING OR FUCKING ME.
SERIOUSLY, IF YOU SEE ME AND WANT TO TALK ABOUT ANY OF A MILLION SUBJECTS I AM WELL READ ON, I AM TOTALLY HAPPY WITH THAT. BUT DO NOT FUCKING TOUCH ME.
DO NOT ASSUME I AM INTO YOUR KINKY SHIT, I AM NOT!!!
And as for the insulting requests for joining you and your girlfriend. WHAT THE FUCK? Am I supposed to just fall all over myself with joy that you would consider using me to fulfil your fantasy? What exactly am I supposed to be getting out of this situation? You are not even trying to talk to me, know me or find out who I am or if we like each other. DO you really think I have a hard time getting laid when I want to? And why would you think when I am getting laid I wouldn't want to have a few dates, some good times and hopefully a meaningful relationship out of it too? Call me old fashioned but I think I'm worth more than to be on call for you. It seems to me that for the kind of thing you are looking for you would be best off to go hire someone.I am in no way judging others, I have my kinks and whatnot, but this is not the place to advertise or solicit for such things. It is not why I have a myspace and not what I am interested in being here for.
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And... If it wasn't obvious anyway, lol......
.. You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.
Satanism
96%
atheism
75%
agnosticism
71%
Paganism
58%
Buddhism
46%
Judaism
38%
Hinduism
17%
Christianity
13%
Islam
13%
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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If you send me a message which is insulting to yourself and/or me, don't expect a response. And by insulting I mean stuff like "You probably won't talk to me", if you say that chances are NO, I will not talk to you because saying that is lame and stupid. If you don't even see enough reason in yourself for me to talk to you then why should I? And if you get shitty or demanding with me then I really will not answer you. If you are going to be derogatory towards me before we even meet then I have 0 interest in ever meeting/talking/messaging you, I don't owe you a response, I don't owe you anything.
If you didn't say something insulting and I don't reply it is probably because I am busy. I do read and appreciate every message I get even if I didn't have the time to respond, or as happens more often, started a response and then got distracted by something else and end up never getting back to it before my computer has some issue and needs a reboot or there is a thunderstorm and I unplug it.