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X a curse for this town X

.......YOU ARE MY FIRST, MY LAST, MY EVERYTHING....WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING

About Me

do you recall the drift noise? and the bottles of notes? notes to long forgotten recievers? the way the wind blanketed all sound those nights when you wanted the world shut out? can you remember when the perfect morning sun cut across the blinds waking you with gentle rays of razor sharp light? and the way your emptiness felt so heavy? and the pain set in upon realization she was never coming back and you only wished the pain was strong enough to kill you. you felt the bullet hole you felt the heart removed but nothing was really bleeding nothing was really gone. do you recall the drift noise and the bottles of notes? the cramping of the tired earth beneath you as it fractured, imploded, and fell away? and when the cold sunk in drowning today away, why did the emptiness feel so heavy? you wished you could be the fire for her. her candle burning at both ends. so you could light her way and she would crush you to her chest making you one. but now youre just a lonely bottle drifting listlessly at sea. empty besides your heart inside, and a pocket of air to keep you afloat... http://tn3-1.deviantart.com/fs22/300W/i/2008/020/7/0/Imagina tion_by_SzDan.jpg

My Interests

yellow style cake with chocolate frosting, roy rodgers drinks (coke and grenadine) straightedge, keeping warm, prose, baths, bass violin, bass guitar, piano, wanting what i can't have but what is rightfully mine... backrubs for you.

I'd like to meet:

nodes.antonio, and shawn mosh's crotch potato.

Music:

radiohead, get up kids, copeland, saves the day, the used, alison krauss, the cure, morrissey smith, coheed and cambria, sigur ros, mars volta, van morrisson, vivaldi, david r. gillingham, anticon, portishead, nodes of ranvier, death cab for cutie, the jealous sound, emery, nickel creek, the bled, pinback, j5, ben folds, the long winters, time to fly, sunny day, circa survive, noise ratchet, fsf, sage francis, joni mitchell, tori kant spell, tears for fears, the fucking champs, elliot, hot water music, the shins, bjork, stars, immi, acceptance, he is legend, parkway drive, between the buried and me, old crow medicine show, feist, brand new (new), city and colour, eisley, p.o.s., milk for the morning cake? i could go on forever

Movies:

GARDEN STATE, punch drunk love, rear window, leon (the professional), donnie darko, boondock saints, true romance, trainspotting, angus, but i'm a cheerleader, erik the viking, high fidelity, 28 days later, lost in translation (scarlet can you hear me?) magnolia, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, the secretary, baz lurhman films, big fish, battle royal, the thin red line, run lola run, ghost in the shell, the princess and the warrior, amelie, moonlinght mile, the tragedy of glady, and other movies that will cause you to believe that i am dark, mysterious, and introspective.

Television:

The fucking west wing, ed, once and again, my so called life, home edish (i like girls i promise). dexter, weeds, the office, pete and pete, salute your shorts,

Books:

The Da Vinci code will set you free. a prayer for owen meany, a heartbreaking work of staggerring genius, the poisonwood bible, catcher in the rye, 2 year autopsy. every harry potter (no bullshit)

Heroes:

jared cameron mort, pierre marche, claudio sanchez, david eggers, thomas pontificus andrew yorke esquire. travis james stewart, kristopher vallines, brian boydstun and timothy mansfield, maynard james keenan, marci whipple.

My Blog

FUCK YOU

fuck you for hating you for being you. fuck embarrassed visits to hot topics and fuck the silent judgement from across the counter from behind the smirks to you while hating you. from them while hatin...
Posted by X a curse for this town X on Thu, 25 May 2006 10:26:00 PST