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LJ

Love doesn't last forever

About Me

I can’t help it . . . I am a romantic. It is an inevitable part of my nature. A longing for something that will never come to pass. An unattainable lie. I am probably to be classified as a cynic to. Even in my limited experience here I have realized as Sally Owens says in Practical Magic: Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing . . . I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know. Maybe I had my happiness. I don't want to believe it but, there is no man, Gilly. Only that moon. That is sadly exactly how I feel, though unlike Sally, my love will never be.i never thought that life would so cruel, i never thought that i would have to live with out you, but now your gone buried deep with in my heart. our to soles are locked together never to part. and your not here to share it all you had to go with out someone knowing where you are. i will always be searching, always be right here. but one day i know i will wake up never to fear, cause i’ll have you all to myself. we will be in the sky, never to die again. so now your gone but i’ll be there in no time at all, you wont have to wait long now.
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My Interests

COFFEE! The San Jose Sharks, the color blue, wolves, Sawyer, blue sapphires, anything the has to do with vampires, traveling, ice cream, The Office and Michael's quirky lines, dance parties, guys who make good coffee, reading, anything by Evanescence, surreal pictures, Greek mythology, antiques, black nail polish, Dark-Hunters, European history, Blue roses!

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I'd like to meet:

The one that completes me.

Music:

I like all kinds of music though my favorite band is Evanescence. (I LOVE her dress!)

Movies:

300!!!Empire Records!Practical Magic, The Mummy, Casanova, Pride and Prejudice,The Breakfast Club, Sleepy Hallow,Pirates of the Caribbean, Phantom of the Opera, Moulin Rouge, Romeo and Juliet, Monty Python and the Holy Grail,Underworld Evolution,

,Sleeping Beauty, Whose your Disney hero?
Your hero is Prince Phillip! You want the fairy tale romance with your true love dashing in to rescue you. You've dreamt of love your entire life. You're looking for the one love you're meant to be with!
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Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab CodeAnastasia , Newsies, V for Vendetta, The Princess and the Goblins, Star Wars Episode 3: Revenge of the Sith , Lord of the Rings (all of them!!!) , Troy, Serenity

Television:

LOST!!! Friends, Family Guy, The Simpsons

Books:

Books from various authors mainly Dorothy Daniels, Victoria Holt, Vickie Britton, Shannon Drake, Phyllis A. Whitney, and Julia Quinn. Dante's Inferno, Pride and Prejudice, Gone with the Wind, Scarlett, Angels and Demons, The DaVinci Code, Romeo and Juliet, A Midsummer Night's Dream, Sea Jade, Thunder Heights, Nightfall, Seven Saphires of Mardi Gras. And of course my favorite families: the Malory's, Effington's, and Bridgerton's. All of Shannon Drake's vampire series!There are actually to many to name but this will give you an idea!

Heroes:

Audrey Hepburn and all of the cast from LOST!!!!!

My Blog

Spiderman 3 (Spoilers)

We were really excited about seeing Spiderman 3 so we arrived at the theater for the 12:02 premiere at 7:30. We thought that there was going to be a line but when we got there there were only about t...
Posted by LJ on Sat, 05 May 2007 09:27:00 PST

300 (Spoliers)

The historical accuracy in the actual movie astounded me. Now I am a history major and I was amazed how much they actually followed accounts of what really happened. Of course, they were embellished...
Posted by LJ on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 04:11:00 PST

LOST Oct. 4 (spoilers)

Overall, I thought it was an excellent episode! The first five minutes promised to be absolutely amazing and they were! ..The Others.. having such an advanced community right in the middle of the is...
Posted by LJ on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 03:24:00 PST

As Darkness Comes

as darkness comesi lie awakesleep deserts me stilland i lie and think of youwill sleep ever come?i want to sleepsleep and dreamof youas darkness comesmy sole is freefrom the darkness inside of mewill ...
Posted by LJ on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 05:48:00 PST

Simply Living? (Ha!)

Why can there never be anything simple where life is concerned? Subsequently with the unfortunate imagination that has befallen me I have come to realize fantasy is seemingly an easy escape from the l...
Posted by LJ on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 09:53:00 PST

Life Long Dream (or Obsession!)

So I was watching Beauty and the Beast today and I saw the most awsomest thing!  I want the library!  I think that is the best library in the world and I would love to own something like tha...
Posted by LJ on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 05:15:00 PST

Seriously Bored!

I am unbelievably bored at work so I decided to write a blog, which I havent done forever!  Every time I go to start a new one something happens and the computer crashes or something.  Just ...
Posted by LJ on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 01:12:00 PST

Are you there?

Being somewhere is not always actually being there. You can be invisible; sometimes it is even better if you are. You do not have to deal with the problems of being "seen" you can just sit back in t...
Posted by LJ on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 12:58:00 PST

Never Mind

The simplicity with which I choose to conduct my life is in fact not all that simplistic at all. My life is in fact a chaotic mess in the little span of my time here on earth, which is really nothing...
Posted by LJ on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 12:57:00 PST

Sex and the City

I have been watching a lot of sex in the city lately. There was just an episode where Miranda was talking to all the other girls, saying that they are career oriented, intelligent women, and here all...
Posted by LJ on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 12:56:00 PST