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Jana

If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

About Me

..[if !IE] ..[endif] I'm down to earth, honest-sometimes brutally, very loyal, independent, caring, sarcastic, witty and sometimes yes I have been considered frigid..haha! I am a work in progress- in the process of becoming. I guess I have a battle going on inside me between being good and bad. LOL. I am a sap for any type of inspirational quote that makes me think. I enjoy people that are trying to better themselves as people and are more concerned with what they can give than what they can get. Life is a journey not a destination and mine has been a rollercoaster with ups and downs but I am grateful for any pain I have endured in life because it truly has made me a stronger person and I have learned about myself on the way. I am not someone that is happy all the time...and anyone that is usually bugs me! haha. I love to read self help books or anything to better myself and my understanding of myself and life. I also enjoy acting 12 once in while and just laughing my ass off. I LOVE MUSIC and live concerts...I have been to at least 10 concerts this year ranging from Rob Zombie to Def Lepard. I have learned that the only way to have any type of serenity in my life is to have acceptance! TO accept other people as they are and to love them as they are and not try to change them. MOst of all I have to accept myself and realize that I am never going to be perfect and love myself as I am. When I quit trying to be in control of everything life is so much easier. I am willing to go to any lengths to help a friend in need. Life is so much better when I can think of others and what I can do for them and I am not just sitting on my ass thinking about myself. I have been told by everyone I know I am an old soul~however I am not under the delusion that I have wisdom beyond my years.I really do believe I should have born about 10 years earlier.I like to always remain teachable. Get Your Own Voice Player Manage

My Interests

I DON'T KNOW...I'M BORING.....READING, WRITING, BREATHING,WALKING, TALKING, EATING, LAUGHING, LEARNING,DO- GOODING, SHOPPING, JOKING, SINGING IN CAR, MUSIC, CONCERTS, PHOTOGRAPHY,PLAYING POOL, BIIIIIIIIINGO!!, PLAYING POKER, ASTROLOGY, TEXTING QUOTES OF SONGS TO MY BFF AND GETTING HER RESPONSES, TEXTING WHILE DRIVING, TAKING ALL THE EGGS FROM THE SALAD BAR, CAKE, SUSHI, KISSING (loudly~THE RIGHT PERSON), "PUBLIC" SPEAKING, SHARING,HELPING, GIVING,DRIVING TO NOWHERE, FLIRTING, SWINGING (no freaks I mean swings), SKIPPING, WITTY BANTER, IMPROVING, MOVIES, SLEEPING, RAMBLING.....~~~~~~♥ NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF YOUR ACTIONS. WITH ONE SMALL GESTURE YOU CAN CHANGE A PERSON'S LIFE, FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE.♥~~~~~"My own philosophy is that one should share what wisdom he has, one should help others to help themselves, and one should keep going despite heavy weather for there is always a calm ahead"~~~~~ ONE OF MY BLOGS ---- Oneness~ We are one. We are connected, intertwined parts of the whole. We are not seperate from each other except in the mind, in our false understanding of reality. As we come to understand our connectedness, our need for one another to complete the whole, our fears will die. It has been said that we learn who we really are by closely observing our behavior toward the people in our lives. We meet ourselves in others.....They are our reflections....they could be parts we ourselves haven't yet learned to love. We need to trust and have faith in a higher power that is in control of all of us. We are faced with no person, no situation too big to handle. We need to remember the connections among us all. Ha! Havn't really given up on love~but Lori & I will be happy with our 40 cats if that is what our future holds.;)oh yeah and our rotten pear.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone you can relate to my page....and if you do...let me know why. If you send me just a friend request I will most likely not appove you....if so I would have a million "friends" and that's just insanity. SO SEND ME A MESSAGE AND TELL ME SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF AND WHY WE MIGHT HIT IT OFF. I JUST LIKE TO GET AN IDEA OF WHAT OR SHOULD I SAY WHO I AM DEALING WITH. I like to meet new people that make me think and are out to make this world a better place. I have wonderful friends and have met some inspiring people on here that I have become very close to, whether it be just via myspace or outside of this box. I like to surround myself with people that love to laugh,care about others before themselves,have respect and appreication for women, are out to better themselves and that I can learn from. I ALSO SUGGEST YOU NOT TELLING ME WHAT YOU WANT TO DO TO ME WITH YOUR C*CK!~~~I AM NOT INTERESTED IN SHARING NAKED PICS, HAVING THREESOMES, IMING RANDOM PEOPLE NAUGHTY MESSAGES, FINDING MR. RIGHT OR MR. WRONG! ~~~11-20-06 LAST DAY SMOKING (I THINK)...ANY TIPS TO KEEP IT GOING WOULD BE APPREICATED! :) ~~READ MY BLOGS AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK (WELL IF YOUR REALLY BORED!! ;))(I have alot and you can click on older to see them all)...i love to write and appreciate hearing other peoples intake on my outake.~~~~~~~~~~~ "But then they danced down the streets, and I shambled after as I've been doing all my life after people who interest me, because the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones that never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes 'Awww!' " ~ JACK KEROUAC~~~~~~~~

Music:

♥30 SECONDS TO MARS♥ I GOT THE MUSIC IN ME...ERIN HAMILTON...CHECK THIS WOMAN OUT SHE'S ON FIRE! The Pretenders,violent femmes, Jane's Addiction, The cure, Pantera, Depeche Mode, Slayer, Bad Company, Heart, novaspace,Eric prydzy, KT Turnstall,Def Leppard, Black Crowes, Audioslave, Foo Fighters, Guano Apes, ROB ZOMBIE, Black Sabbath,Skid Row,Dave Mathews Band, Red hot chili peppers, Foreigner, Winger, Dokken, Cinderella, Bad Religion, Courtney Love, Fleetwood Mac, Frou frou, Deftones, Madonna, Cyndi Lauper, Prince, Tesla,Motley Crue, Bon Jovi, Guns n roses, Dead Can dance, Tom Jones,Melissa Ethridge, Sheryl Crow, Remedy Jones, Lasgo, The butterfly effect, IIO,Trapt,3 days Grace, 3 doors down, Papa Roach, Seether,Alterbridge, Tom Petty, Vast and many more.......

FROU FROU lyrics

Movies:

The Great Gatsby, The Secret, What the Bleep, Paying it forward, Head in the clouds, Shall we dance, The sweetest Thing, Sweet November, Anchorman, Imagine Me & You....to name just a few. ..

Television:

OH THAT THING I DUST? HAVN'T TURNED IT ON IN MONTHS but I have been known to watch countdowns on VH1 or shows like child stars gone dope fiens!

Books:

A new design for living.Any type of self help...too many to list. Please recommend some cuz don't ya know I need help!;) Poetry and inspirational reading..anything by Blaine Lee, Og Mandino, Odgen Nash, Emerson, Melonie Beatty, Carl Sandburg, Viadmir Nabokov, Friedrich Nietzche, Jack Kerouac, Dr. Seuss etc......

Heroes:

Men and Women who show up to their life everyday, living life on lifes terms, and take the steps in their life to improve who they are as well as giving back to others around them. People who have been to hell and back.~A hero is simply someone who rises above his own human weaknesses, for an hour, a day, a year, to do something stirring.--Betty Deramus~ PEOPLE THAT FEEL IT'S IMPORTANT TO DO THEIR PART..... Save The World - One Click At A Time!

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My Blog

gentle sleep

Heavy lids flutter and close. Small sighs and murmurs. Soft skin brushes mine, As you roll onto your side. Golden hair frames an angelic face, Peaceful and content. comforting arms and beautiful hands...
Posted by Jana on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 09:34:00 PST

should I

Should I stay,Or should I go.I wish I could lead your way,the answers you expect me to know.This new road seems tiring and bumpy.all I want is for you to feel comfy.I look behind me and see a detached...
Posted by Jana on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 09:32:00 PST

Poetry

Poetry is the processof cleansing my wound,the tweezersfor removinggrains of sandimbedded in my skin Poetry is antisepticpainfully appliedbefore the wound festerssalve rubbed infear of infection.Poetr...
Posted by Jana on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 08:46:00 PST

Faded One

My thoughts are silent words Sometimes I think they are quite absurd memories come to me today there are days I beg them to stay I close my eyes and try to remember you instead my head wanders and I t...
Posted by Jana on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 03:38:00 PST

Traffic

It was all go. Mesmerizing tingles, Lingering urges. You were green New and inspiring. Every smile sweeter, Every touch more tempting. You were what I had hoped, Gentle, generous, and gifted One look ...
Posted by Jana on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 04:15:00 PST

Lost in traffic

Stuck on a crowded highwayAlone. Amongst the cars.My goals anddestinationSeem so very far.The music drowns out my thoughtsAnd distorts them in my mind.I try to recollect myself.But words are...
Posted by Jana on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 12:03:00 PST

I know

Of you I know so much, and yetNothing that I knowEncompasses just who you areOr explicates your glow.For you I would do anything,As you would do for me.Knowing this is breathing life:Intense, serene, ...
Posted by Jana on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 06:08:00 PST

quick reflections

So this year came and went grateful for the times we spent Started out on a journey I continue to keep learning When I think at the past couple years the daze I walked around in spent so many sle...
Posted by Jana on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 02:47:00 PST

Denial's death

Wearing the black stain of glaring sinHer truth spilling out from deep withinStripped of the comfort of denialWalking exposed down lifes aisleBlame falls heavily where it belongsRage starts screa...
Posted by Jana on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 12:42:00 PST

In times of

  Her  soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessnessIt searches tirelessly for meaning and truth Yet finds no directionHer heart bleeds quietly in times of lonelinessIt yearns to find warm...
Posted by Jana on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 11:37:00 PST