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About Me

i live in fargo.
I sing for the best fucking band on the planet
Necktie Suicide
a friend,
a mentor to some,
an uncle,
a boyfriend,
a talented musician,
and overall a helluva nice guy.
i also have an evil streak the size of texas, so please dont cross me, piss me off or,
do anything to disrupt my happiness.
you have been warned.
I quit drinking almost 7 years ago. i was a real asshole when i was drunk. not to say that im not an asshole now, cuz hey lets face it we are all human. we all have the capability to be an asshole.
im pretty laid back and easy goin.
I just recently turned 30...man is that weird or what? me almost "middle aged"...anything after 27 is a bonus round, so i thank god every morning that i have the chance to wake up, look at my beautiful girlfriend and face the day.
Be thankful for what you have, and the people that surround you,because everyday could be your last one on earth.

My Interests

music
boxing
snowboarding.
sleeping.
eating.
breathing.
hockey.
bowling.
freestyle bmxing.
rollerblading.
chess.
learning foriegn langueges.
blackjack.
reading.
bummin around
watching movies
hanging out in trees
laying in the grass on a sunny day feeling the sun on my face
looking at stars, while trying to figure out all of the constalations
sitting on the beach and watching the sun come up while everyone is still sleeping
watching dolphins jump out of the ocean
making music with my friends
making people think im dumb
herbal remidies
spending time with great people
the feeling of the open highway
falling stars
the way the northern lights look in the winter time
people watching
religions
opening peoples minds
animals
bears, siberian tigers, and big cats to be exact
god this is fucking lame.

I'd like to meet:

Jesus
Henry Rollins
Peter Gabriel
Max Cavellera
Freddie Mercury
Bjork
James Hetfield
John Bush
Joey Belladonna,
Scott Ian,
Ozzy
Mike Muir
and you of course!

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Music:

This is what i listen to, if you dont like it tough shit, i just happen to like all forms of music, if you dont, then i feel sorry for you, here is what i dig on:

Life Of Agony,
The Rollins Band,
Black Flag,
old skool Metallica,
Anthrax,
Suicidal Tendancies,
Infectious Grooves,
Ctrl-D,
Clutch,
Down,
White Zombie,
Machine Head,
Slayer,
Hatebreed,
Jimmy Eat World,
Kansas,
U2,
Goo Goo Dolls,
Soulfly,
Sepultura,
the Gorilla Biscuts,
Egypt,
CIV,
Avail,
Rocket From the Crypt,
Dead Kennedy's,
Faith No More,
June Panic,
36 crazyfists,
Pantera,
Atmosphere,
Black Sabbath,
Duke Ellington,
John Coltrain,
Dizzy Gillipse,
Sonny Rollins,
Thelonus Monk,
Herbie Hancock,
Billie Holiday,
Ella Fitzgereld,
Louis Armstrong,
Robert Johnson,
BB King,
Muddy Waters,
Stevie Ray Vaughn,
Allman Brothers,
Slipknot,
Mudvayne,
Killswitch Engage,
the Doobie Brothers,
Bob Marley,
Bob Dylan,
Merle Haggard,
Waylon Jennings,
Orange 17,
Hammerhead,
Godheadsilo,
Pathos,
Nickleback,
Genisis,
Queen,
Social Distortion,
Skid Row,
Poison,
Bon Jovi,
Journey,
Madball,
Agnostic Front,
Big and Rich,
Travis Tritt,
Stone Sour,
Sworn Enemy,
Eric Clapton,
Machine Head,
Metal Church,
Pantera,
Grindthieves(artbreaker and the boys),
The Kids of Widney High,
Kiss,
Green Fog Vigilante,
Fitz Of Depression,
Everytime I Die,
Sons of Poseidon,
Kid Rock,
Bob Seager,
Sick Of It All,
Biohazard,
The Me and You Crew,
The Rat Pack,
Johnny Cash,
Ratt,
Cheap Trick,
Molly Hatchet,
Iron Butterfly,
The Brian Setzer Orchestra,
The Stray Cats,
Del the Funkyhomosapien,
Danzig,
Ben Harper,
Mad at Gravity,
N.W.A,
Dr. Dre,
Ice Cube,
Eazy E,
MC Ren,
Too $hort,
The Lynch Mob,
Ghetto Boyz,
Dog Fashion Disco,
The Roots,
There will be more added when i get around to it.

Movies:

Starwars,
Indiana Jones,
Rocky,
Howard the Duck,
Kung Fu movies kick ass,
old westerns are the bombdiggity yo,
Adam Sandler Movies
Dune
Stargate
Raging Bull
Goodfellas
the Godfather trilogy
taxi driver
hell anything with Pacino Deniro Pesci
the jerk
the man with one red shoe
i should just put too many to list.

Television:

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Books:

anything from 2.13.61 publications,
anything that is going to help me live better
anything that is a total mind fuck to read
anything that makes me go hmmmm
i read multiple books at once

Heroes:

Andrew Hansen
For being the coolest kid I have ever known
Steven Smedshammer
for your kind soul that you need to let out more
Jessica Walsh
you are the light that is leading me,
you are the keeper of my heart
Dad
For Teaching Me to Follow my Dreams,
and showing me that its possible
to attain it with hardwork
Jeff Withers
For making my musical tastes broader
Jim Knudson
For Injecting my soul with the gift of music
Kenny Montgomery
For Never Turning Your Back on me
when all the others did
Ro Kohli
For always being enthusiastic about any music
Ryan Tucker
For being You.
McFly
For becoming a true brother of mine
Nathan Pheler
For making me smile when I feel like shit
Dwight
For making me believe
that Im Worth all the good things
that come my way
My Mom
For Never Giving Up
The Boys in Strong Like Bear:
Cofer bear
For the warmness in your smile, it gives me hope
Dj bear
For showing me that its okay not to be serious all the time
Chuckie bear
For being the kindest individual i have ever known
The Boys in Descry:
Wazzie
For treating me with the utmost respect
Papa Lando
For being a friend to me.
Tyler
For just being one of the coolest Mo'Fo's on the planet
Dustin
For the smile you give off when you play
Tom
For being so pretty
Jacob Johnson
For always giving me a place to stay when im in the cities. you have no idea how much i appreciate that, one day the kindness you have displayed towards me, will be paid back in full.
Squiffy
For cheering me up when all i want to do is dig a hole and die.
and
Crystal Nicklay
For all you did for me...it was more than you know.
I respect each and everyone of you, for the Richness you bring to my life, For the lessons that you all teach me, For all of the Patience you.
I love each and everyone of you and would do anything in the world to help you.

My Blog

this is what happens.......

when you wake up in the morning and you cant stand up straight, something is wrong. the pain wont let you go, forever in its control. you tell yourself i will be alright. i swear to god it will be alr...
Posted by a. on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 02:01:00 PST

The Reason I Wake Up in the Morning

Drawing people to her like a moth drawn to a flickering flame. There isn't anything that she can't do. She came into my world, and broke down all barriers. Soft, sweet, and caring, she holds me in her...
Posted by a. on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 07:52:00 PST

Under the Blade

so here i go again. i get to get cut open again tommorow. whoopie. they have to realign the lead that sends the current through my legs to stop the pain from the sciatic nerve that shoots through my...
Posted by a. on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 10:09:00 PST

He's more machine than man now

yesterday i had to get whats called a spinal cord stimulator implanted into my back. for right now its just a trial one, which means i have a tail at the moment. this thing is kinda neat. its like im ...
Posted by a. on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 06:47:00 PST

shit is really the new fuck

alright im getting sick and tired of this shit. 60 is the new 45....im sorry, but if you are 60, you are 60, you arent 45. Big is the new small....no its not, Big is Big and small is smallGay is the n...
Posted by a. on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 09:51:00 PST

one night in the gutter

Distorted rythms eluding the aira tin can rattle snake compression, throttle and huminside the land of the chosen oneson the last mission down to the gutter,slipping faster than the others spiralspira...
Posted by a. on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 02:48:00 PST

brad pitt named one of the 15 people who make america great

seriously do they really think that this one dude helps make amerika great? yes, he did kick major ass in Fight Club, 12 monkeys and some other flicks, but come on you have got to be fucking kidding m...
Posted by a. on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 07:40:00 PST

St. Anthony

"St. Anthony was born into a wealthy family. When his parents died, he and his sister shared their wealth. Since his sister was a minor, he made sure she was cared for and then gave away all his porti...
Posted by a. on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 09:39:00 PST

The 8th step towards freedom

there are somethings in life i will always hold precious to me. so many times ive had were wonderful. the memories will last me a lifetime. its funny how things work out.. right now, i didnt think&nbs...
Posted by a. on Thu, 25 May 2006 09:23:00 PST

its official

well i dont have to have surgery again. i have to have epidural injections into my lower spine. whoopie. but hell its better than 12 weeks of laying around after a fusion surgery. they say the fusion ...
Posted by a. on Tue, 23 May 2006 11:25:00 PST