SuzinBean - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I'm grateful.*****I have a pug and a safe car. I live a little on the edge and usually discover that I'm just too sensitive for much of what goes on there.*****I survived a pretty knarley car wreck that's taken (and is taking) quite some time to recover from. And, yes, a circumstance like this HAS changed me. I am kinder and more fearless now. I am not afraid to lose people if they need to go. I'm not so mad at them for leaving anymore. There are far more who have stayed. ***** I feel ten years older- emotionally, and almost 5 years younger in my body. I'm learning to like her.... my body. My lifelong hate for her is why I wrecked (ultimately). I owe her and the creator (be it universe, monkeys, or god!!) better treatment.****I love for real, like my daddy does and nothing comes before my family and friends. ***** Let the record show I AM an excellent driver. The wreck had nothing at all to do with skill.*****Speaking of skills.... I have plenty. If you'd like a special greeting card for a special anyone, I can get that done for ya. I can also make you laugh and help your granny cross Patton Avenue on a Saturday night.******I loved my Pop-Pop in a way that's hard to explain. He believed in me and keeps his eye on me still. I love my family. They are my core. My mom is a riot!!! I'm excited to be here. Are you?*******
Click Here For Myspace Layouts !
Or Get Myspace Comments
Heavy Headed Dog
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids....

My Interests

shoes designed by John Fluevog; poems written on scrap pieces of paper and handed to someone w/o a word or sent to someone in the Nalgene bottle they left in your tent three years before; people who look and then ask instead of staring with a blank face or that glance of dismissal; Grover; salads where the lettuce is Romaine and cut into small pieces; romance that's leading to something or honesty that's leading to nothing; Smitty amd Lou with me at Bliss; sex on porches; Retro 1951 fountain pens with plenty of refills; dog walks, talks, and parks; MaryJane shoes; bloodletting; girls who look like boys; hearing things from the horses mouth; bois; music that makes the hair on my arms stand up; getting older; wearing boots with dresses; love; titanium and other hardware; sweets: my family and friends; swimming in Sally's pond; old people; honest people; J; fried green tomatoes at Sunny Point Cafe; Lena Duris; sports bras on other gals; the future

I'd like to meet:

MORE AWESOME PEOPLE.******

Music:

Movies:

WAITRESS, Powder, Henry & June, Sleepers, Stand By Me, Romie & Michelle's HS Reunion, Memoirs of a Geisha (book is better though!), High Art, When Night is Falling, Edward Scissorhands, Spirit, Homeward Bound 1 & 2, Sid & Nancy, The Science of Sleep, Higher Learning, Silence of the Lambs, Crash,Incredibly True Adventures of 2 Girls in Love, Jaws, Rocky 3, ET, Pretty in Pink, Some Kind of Wonderful, Little Miss Sunshine...That's all I can think of right now.

Television:

Create your own family sticker graphic at pYzam.com

Books:

I should be writing one, but in the meantime, others wrote these.....Tipping the Velvet,It Ain't Easy Being Green, Uglies, Pretties, Pretty Little Dirty, SpiderBelly, the rest are in a storage unit and I've been too medicated to be expected to remember them.... they were good though.

Heroes:

My parents. My sister. The friends life has blessed me with. My Pop-Pop. Freaks, fighters, survivors, my pug, and ME.

My Blog

you can see his smile in my pics

I was in Lowe's today getting not-small-enough garbage bags for my sweet bathroom trashcan. A man who spoke in a foregin (spelled how?) language was with a little boy on the same is...
Posted by SuzinBean on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 12:46:00 PST

Caring Bridge Entry

I am sitting in a cafe in Asheville where the wireless is cheap and the clintele, tolerable. I actually sat here the other day and spent more than 40 minutes writing for this journal. When...
Posted by SuzinBean on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 11:50:00 PST

played

In my 36 years I've been made a fool of, played, laughed at, and all the other stuff we've all tolerated. I know this is part of life..... a lot of crappy things are. Then the...
Posted by SuzinBean on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 05:57:00 PST

movement and standing still

John Boy is on the Zaxby's commercial. My parents are "cuddling" on the couch. It's Bele Chere Friday. I went to eat with mom and dad earlier. Ones knows she's a 3...
Posted by SuzinBean on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 09:19:00 PST

BODY

I spent the last week in Knoxville mostly with my family and J. It was the best time I've had in that town ever, really. I'm a talker and a few times this week I stopped, mid-senten...
Posted by SuzinBean on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 10:28:00 PST

The Mountain Without Dot

I think Abraham knows his sister is gone for good. Lily played hard last night, trying (I think) to cheer everyone up. Losing Dot isn't as much sad as it just IS. She was so s...
Posted by SuzinBean on Thu, 29 May 2008 11:14:00 PST

Time

My name is DorothyBean Sweeney. This is my story.... My GiGi died quietly in our house on Balsam Mountain in 1996. No one seemed to notice me with all that went on. By the time the ...
Posted by SuzinBean on Wed, 28 May 2008 01:49:00 PST

The CAKE

So the birthday came and went...along with a Mother's Day that went almost unnoticed (by my mom). Gawd! She's ben such a warrior these past few months and even on her BIG day, she wouldn't relax...
Posted by SuzinBean on Mon, 12 May 2008 09:18:00 PST

A Letter to JAZZ

Hello, You~ It's nice to get your notes, Jazz. You seem to be so busy with promoting the bar. I do hope that's going well and you're bringing in some more peeps. Me? It's hard right now... REAL ...
Posted by SuzinBean on Fri, 09 May 2008 09:47:00 PST

It started with Amys blog....

"I also don't worry my little head with the names of authors or singers and I don't know all the US Presidents in order. Because to me, it's useless information. I rather talk to people about ideas an...
Posted by SuzinBean on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 09:05:00 PST