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"LIFE IS A SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED DISEASE"
Thank fuck it's not a virus,For a virus, we have no cure,tried pills, powders and potionsended up needing more.Tried other lovers and hating others and hating others lovers too, tried pretending to be someone like me, someone like you tried anyone, it's true.Took long walks off short piers, held my breath for fuckin' years, blew away cobwebs to find more spiders that made my skin crawl.I tried drinking more than enough then drinking different stuff, then throwing it all up and spitting apologies while feeling rough,tried saying sorry til it hurt more than what i thought i was saying sorry for.Tried crying a river, sailed away on wasted tears, tried hiding, disappeared, but soon got busted, tried pretending too be happy, felt disgusted.Tried and tried and fucking nearly died and that was when it hit me, yes when that last hit completely missed me,i stopped fucking trying to control the uncontrolable.Let go.Thank fuck that's over.
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IT'S OFTEN A THIN LINE BETWEEN TRUTH AND FICTION, I WOULDN'T KNOW.....I SNORTED IT.
IF THE ANSWER IS INDEED, "BLOWING IN THE WIND," I DIDN'T HEAR IT. IT WAS TOO FUCKING WINDY.
ONE REASON I DON'T DRINK IS BECAUSE I WANT TO KNOW WHEN I'M HAVING A GOOD TIME.
Currently residing in the "How the fuck did that happen?" section, on the continuing adventure to try and understand myself and others. Not too bothered that it's just getting more confusing, it's better to travel than to arrive apparently.
Living in LondonfuckinEngland, walking, talking, seeking, finding, loving, hating, wanting, getting, winning, losing, smoking, fucking, kissing, holding on, letting go, getting more, hoping, believing, plotting, sleeping, dreaming, planting, watering, waking, praying, seeing, laughing, crying, FEELING, flying, crashing, having, appreciating, writing, playing, singing, listening, applauding, remembering, forgetting. Living clean and sober, one day at a time.
YOU KNOW SOMTHING PEOPLE? NAH, NEITHER DO I, WELL NOT AS MUCH AS I'D THOUGHT,
Peace to those who don't stand in judgement, peace to those who think they can. Respect where it's due you know who you are..Wife, Family and friends.
Bill W.
Liverpool football club. Form is temporary, CLASS is permenant
Also to the beloved memory of Nick P, miss you always mate you'll never walk alone!
And most of all To my late father, who started all this!"On a deeper ocean, under a bluer' sky, until then...x
"SOMETIMES WE MUST INTERFERE. WHEN HUMAN LIVES ARE ENDANGERED. WHEN HUMAN DIGNITY IS IN JEOPARDY. NATIONAL BORDERS AND SENSITIVITIES BECOME IRRELEVANT. WHENEVER MEN OR WOMEN ARE PERSECUTED BECAUSE OF THEIR RACE, RELIGION, OR POLITICAL VIEWS. THAT PLACE MUST - AT THAT MOMENT - BECOME THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE" Elie Wiesel