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Razzamatazz

All of it is right now.

About Me

I have layers. I am paradoxical. I like the back row. I am in love with the world. I am addicted to music. I crave sunshine. I wonder why there are so many rules.

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"...and god help you if you are a phoenix and you dare to rise up from the ash, a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy while you are just flying past" -ani d.

My Interests

sound engineering, poetry, beauty, love, a-ha moments, enlightenment, trying to stay in shape, playing guitar, strollin' thru the glen, my friends, dancing at shows like a fool with a huge grin on my face, blue moons at trolley, swingin' at parks, moo-moos, sunshine, yoga, rolling off the lows, boosting the highs

I'd like to meet:

i love you dearly, purely, wholly, holy. you are a being of light and i feel you reflecting the love that is reflecting from me. i like how it bounces between, originating in neither, only pouring through from the Source. i want to meet you in all your fleshly incarnations.

Music:

GD, MMW, STP, DMB, Phish, Blackalicious, Lennon, Hornsby, Marley, Ani (old stuff), SCI, Gong, Bjork, Sugarcubes, Lucinda Williams, Pearl Jam, Rage Against the Machine, Steel Pulse, Etheridge, Arrested Development, Speech, IndiaArie, U2, Cure, Smiths, Smithereens, WSP, Bela Fleck, and thousands more

Movies:

what the bleep do we know? and thumb wars.

My Blog

howdy doody

it has been a while, eh? well i haven't had much computer availability with school out and my roommates gone. but i'm back in school, so i manage to sneak a peek before i absolutely have to go eat. yo...
Posted by Phoenix on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 10:10:00 PST

if you thought i was selfish before...!

sometimes i get ahead of myself about certain things. slowing the f*ck back down. duh... getting real selfish right now, as in working on me, taking care of myself, being good to me. for my best actio...
Posted by Phoenix on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 02:59:00 PST

wonder

Yesterday, on 12/12, i looked at the clock on my phone during class and saw that it was 12:12 and i remembered that it had been 12 years exactly that I entered a new way of living. I cannot take the c...
Posted by Phoenix on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 10:29:00 PST

i love her

7 months now. surprise, surprise. that's pretty cool.  
Posted by Phoenix on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 06:35:00 PST

happiness is (thanks, jason)

1. sitting in the woods feeling the vibes2. body surfing3. throwing a line in somewhere and watching the dragonflies instead of the bobber4. being blanketed by good music5. having my girlfriend join m...
Posted by Phoenix on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 11:30:00 PST

vulnerability

lastnight as i was falling asleep, hating feeling vulnerable, i prayed. and duh, maybe part of what i need to know is that i won't disentegrate by experiencing that feeling. i realized that i had been...
Posted by Phoenix on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 01:42:00 PST

news u can sink your teeth into

ok, i was reading someone's blog earlier and i realized something by reading between the lines... Brandi is a HOMO!!!!!! (though, i had my suspicion all along) and a deep intellectual blog such as thi...
Posted by Phoenix on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 02:47:00 PST

food and cigarettes

One thing that i've noticed that i think is pretty cool is that when i'm present with whatever i'm doing, it sticks. as in, if i'm eating and i'm really present with my food, not watching tv, etc, the...
Posted by Phoenix on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 09:58:00 PST

diggity

hey! i'm starting to feel like me again :)  there seems to be this cause and effect thing and it is determined by how i navigate these paths. not so much which path i choose but with what attitud...
Posted by Phoenix on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 10:40:00 PST

http://emfinstitute.emf.org/exhibits/theremin.html

Found my footing again. I appreciate those times of darkness for the information they reveal. It's crazy how i've had more revealed to me lately than years of therapy when i was younger. and it's not ...
Posted by Phoenix on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 11:09:00 PST