Realest of the Real...
"iMiTaTeD, bUt nEvEr dUpLiCaTeD"
"DON'T TELL ME THAT THE SKY'S THE LIMIT WHEN THERE'S FOOTSTEPS ON THE MOON .."
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The name's Renate (pronounced Renata). Nicknames: Reen, Rena, Baby Reena, Ren, Reen-8, ,Renizae, Renizzle, SweetCake , Renegade, Renatant, Reenie, Trinaa (in East London)..long story..lol. I'm quite a complex individual. Don't even know where to start. The beginnin would be good I guess! I was born in West London , lived in Germany, lived in Iraq ...and now I'm back to square 1. I'm not gona tell u my whole life journey cos that's a little long and unnecessary. Right now I'm at Queen Mary, Uni of LDN. Studyin Biomedical Materials Science. I basically wanted to do dentistry but I didn't get in, so boi... What's a plan without the plan B? - Not much, so yea , I'm at plan B now.
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I'm feelin random now so I'm gona tell u some random things about me. I'm a deep thinker, I think too much about everything. Sometimes I worry about little things that don't matter, but most of the time I don't really give a shit about anything. I'm really open minded, I try look at things from all points of view, which therefore makes me a considerate person. I hate arguing, but I love gettin my point across to people. When people are arguin I jus watch , I really can't be bothered. I explain things in depth cos I wana make sure people know exactly what I'm sayin ! I don't like swearing, but that doesn't mean that I don't. I dislike fake people, I know everyone says that, and everyone trys actin like they're real ... but WHATEVER! I'm one of the realest of the real. Ask anyone who knows me well, I'm blunt like James! However, I am a very nice person, I'm not a bitchy person in general. I keep a lot of things 2 myself, most things actually. I don't like bringin people out cos I feel embarrassed for them. I know loads of secrets about people but I'm not one of those people who has to let someone KNOW that I know somethin about them.. I couldn't care less about that shit. I know what I know and that's it. I jus keep things in mind when making future decisions concerning certain people. I love sittin back and observing situations, I'm aware of everything that goes on around me , trust me! I won't tell you if I see u tryin it, so you think I didn't notice, but I SEE EVERYTHING. So basically , don't try n be sly around me cos I'll clock you! U'll just never know!
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"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat u right, forget about the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason. If u get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."
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I'm quite pale for an A-rab, I don't need people constantly reminding me, I have plenty of mirrors in my house thanks. I hate arguing on msn and text cos even if u ain't vex or bein blunt, that's what it looks like, people read ur messages in the wrong way and the argument jus gets worse. U could write a 10 page text and make it all perfect, read it about 20 times to make sure it says everything u wana say, but even when u do that and u think it's all jiggy , its not. The other person aint gona read it the same way that u wanted it to be read, THERE'S NO EMOTION THERE, which is why I prefer TALKIN face to face. I hate bein misunderstood , and that I am , by many. Most people think I'm a bitch when they first meet me or see me cos apparantly I have evil eyes ... and it shocks people when they realise what I'm really like. I am not easy to approach and I like it this way... ''sometimes we put up walls, not to put people out, but to see who cares enough to knock them down''. That's me right there. Umm .. I'm not on beef, I'm not caught in the hype, all I wana do is chill and do my thing, and I wish there were more people like me.
- PEACE, LOVE & KFC CHICKEN WINGS -
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I love fizzy strawberry laces from Woolworths, they're the best sweets ever made. But if you read my blog entry 'Pissed' you'll know my sad story :( I don't like diet drinks. I also don't understand why people get a diet coke with their McDonalds . It dont make sense. U buy a big fat greasy meal, and u think a diet drink is gona make it all better? No, sorry, I don't accept. Gona have to disagree with you on that one mate, that's some psychological shit. I love all music, but I'm a slow jam queen, I can hear slow jams any time of the day, whatever mood I'm in. I love reminiscin and I have a good memory, I remember everything, all the little things that people forget. I'm quite sentimental. I give the best advice , but I'm shit at using my own advice. I don't pay false compliments, ever. If I don't like something I just won't say anything, i'll keep it to myself, UNLESS you ask me, then I'll gladly tell you I don't like it, along with my reasons and suggestions. U can be weak and let my opinion hurt you or get to you, or instead you can jus appreciate that someone's tellin you their real opinion. But then again, why do you care what I think? Don't ask for someone's opinion on something if it ain't gona make a difference to your final decision anyway! U obviously like your idea better so "jus be urself and chill ur beans." I never say sorry unless I really am, never ever ! There's a few people who would be able to confirm that for you.
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"Some people will like me and some won't. So I might aswell be myself, and then at least I'll know that the people who like me, like me .."
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I am a Scorpio. If you're sensitive, don't ask me for my opinion or advice. You'll get the naked, brutal truth. You ask me, I will tell you. I will not pay a false compliment to gain a point or win an ally . It's beneath me to flatter. When a Scorpio says "I love you", treasure it. You can be sure it's coming straight from my heart!
* R e M e m B e R W h e R e U S a W M e F i R s T *
*Never leave the one you LOVE for the one you LIKE, coz the one you LIKE will leave you for the one they LOVE*