Caroline

A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left -- Marylin MonroeI love to cook, read, Music Zines, Faeries, red hair, talking on the phone, concerts, music (my main passion), nature, thunder storms, rainy nights, the beach late at night, candles, writing, Creepy shows / books, make up, heels, kissing strangers, and so much more. I have had a music zine for almost 17 years now and Sadly, due to the fact most bands only have internet material and that my printer, Small Publisher's Co-Op has went under, Issue 34 of NRR Zine will most likely be the last. More on that in a blog when I finally get all the loose ends tied. My goal had been to show people there are still quality print indie music zines out there, and it breaks my heart to know I MAY no longer be able to print. I have had some offers to help, so I actually think NRR will rise once again. As for me personally, I love to laugh, make others laugh, talk, make new friends, and most people see me as one of the sweetest people they meet, but I can also be one really annoyed B**** if pushed too far. I hate drama and confrontation, and am patient to a point. My worst personality trait is I let problems build up until I explode, I keep quiet until I snap, and most times once it gets to that point, you'll never get the pleasure of my emotional tornado personality again. I am not perfect, but I can say I am someone worth knowing and loving. I love hard and I love exclusively. I don't cheat and fully believe in Karma. I respect other people's ideals and views on life, and demand the same level of respect from others. I can be your best friend or worst enemy. You decide which side you want to be on. I hate liars, shit starters, two faced morons and people who like to create drama to hurt others and make themselves feel better or more important. These type of people lead boring lives and if you have to hurt others and start shit just so you have something to occupy your empty time, then you don't want to cross me. Then again, if you are one of those people who can easily get sucked into an obvious game, you deserve to fall on your ass. I am tired of being put in the middle of Drama, so the only people I want to interact with are good, honest, open, emotionally strong people with honest personalities and goals in life. I have no time for BS, too old to play games, and I want to surround myself with other like minded people. I will say, once you have me on your good side, and you never hurt or use me, you will have a friend for life that will always have your back. I am not your typical run of the mill woman. I am the real deal and no one can keep me down. I may fall, get hurt, and occasionally get used for my sometimes naive attitude that everyone has some good in them, but it only makes me stronger and love harder. If I can't trust you, I can't keep you. The first indication of shadiness and you're out. There is not enough time in the World to keep letting negativity come in and out of my life. In other words, Respect me, or fuck off. That's it. Oh yeah. I like chocolate. And I am Mexican... yet can't speak Spanish. And I have no children. Go figure....