Steven

Steven "Jesse" Bernstein

This is not TV. I am not on TV. I am in here.

About Me


"The difference between me and most poets is I am really a spider."
-- Jesse Bernstein, The Difference


A TRIBUTE TO
STEVEN "JESSE" BERNSTEIN

ENDORSED BY HIS ESTATE Born: December 4, 1950
Died: October 22, 1991
"Steven Jay Bernstein, known as Jesse, was on intimate terms with horrors for most of his forty-one years: as street-kid, junkie, alcoholic; as inhabitant of jails, hospitals and poor people's hotels; as friend of Holocaust survivors and Viet Nam veterans. He died by his own hand in 1991, the victim of a neurological disorder and the cumulative damage of the drugs -- prescription and self-medication -- he'd used to deal with it."Most who suffer his experiences are inarticulate, due to such effects of poverty as prenatal malnutrition and substandard education, or stunned into silence, craving only forgetfulness, while those who can escape rarely choose to look behind them. But Jesse Bernstein, with an IQ off the charts and a lifelong ability to win powerful friends, would not be silenced. Voice for the voiceless: it was his job, and he knew it, never shirked it."He called himself a war correspondent, and sent his dispatches from Hell to shake up the souls of the over-comfortable. His best-known work is full of ugliness and violence and pain, both physical and psychic. The desperate throwaway children who decorate their bodies with scars and piercings to mirror the state of their psyches, find another mirror in his work; in it they see their own experience, depicted honestly, and then transformed."To read much of Bernstein's work is to come face to face at the same time with the bloody filthy underside of human life and with the strength and compassion that somehow still survive there, the flickers of beauty that illuminate the poisonous darkness he knew so well. That he also was able to love, to laugh, to enjoy life as often as he did, for as long as he did, is the best testimony to the healing power of his art. Beyond the inimitable bizarre brilliance of his language is simplicity, the voice of a curious child whose unwinking gaze misses nothing of the world that presents itself to his eyes: 'Oh, so this is how it is.'"-- Alison Slow Loris , December 4, 1999 "Despite his reputation, Bernstein seldom indulged in shock-for- its-own-sake on stage and never in his writing. Like the best work of his mentor William Burroughs, Bernstein sought to explore the human condition as he found it, as realistically as possible. Yes, he sometimes wrote about misery and emptiness. But he also wrote about love and hope and sweetness and people's attempts, no matter how futile, to find a point of commonality. He was not, despite his public image, a nihilist or a cynic. He cared for the world and for people, deeply and sometimes painfully. His pain was deepened by his poignant wishes to be freed from it." -- Clark Humphrey , June 19, 1996

My Interests

Writing; smoking cigarettes; listening to jazz; a reliable hand gun; friends and family; observing and recording the demented machinations of America, as well as the victories and defeats of the resistance.

I'd like to meet:

The man upstairs making all that noise. The people that make the doughnuts. Artists ... poets ... the homeless ... subversives ... the survivors ... the lost.

Music:

Bebop.
But some old country,
and some classical, as well.
And, of course,
this spoken word CD
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Prison
(1992 Sub Pop)


The Sad Bag
(1990 Trigger Recordings)
Cassette-Only Release
Out of Print
Cover Designed by Madame Talbot

COMPILATIONS
Sub Pop 200
(1988 Sub Pop)
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"Come Out Tonight"

Home Alive:
The Art Of Self Defense

(1996 Epic)
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"It's Just A Little Bit Of Everything
(That's Brought Me Down To This)"

Movies:

ACTING CREDITS

Shredder Orpheus
(1989 Image Network;
Dir: Robert McGinley)


Birthright
(1989 Birthright Film Prod.;
Dir: Lynn Wegenka)Starring role as Dr. Steiner SCORE CREDITS

Natural Born Killers
(1994 Lions Gate;
dir: Oliver Stone)Features
"No No Man (Part One)"

Television:

Television?! "Oh, god, please not that! NOT THAT! Just give me my brown radio and a cigar--any kind of cigar. Let me enjoy the thin, irridescent membrane of panic youve already got me bagged up in."--from The Wraith

Books:



Choking On Sixth
(1978 self-published chapbook)
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The Wraith
(1982 Patio Table Press)
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Hermione
(1982 Patio Table Press)
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Personal Effects
(1989 Petarade Press)
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I Am Secretly
An Important Man

(1996 Zero Hour Publishing)

More Noise, Please!
(1996 Left Bank Books)
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ANTHOLOGIES
Semiotext(e) U.S.A.
(1987 Autonomedia)
..CENTER Out of Print
Features:
"Main Street USA"
Good to Go
(1994 Zero Hour Publishing)

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"Sissies Suck It Up
(Bad Boys Gulp It Down)"


Heroes:

"[Bernstein's] work is deeply felt and carefully transcribed. Bernstein has been there and brought it back. Bernstein is a writer."--William S. Burroughs

My Blog

Short Story: Slides from Winter Vacation

This blog entry copyright 2006 The Estate of Steven J. Bernstein Reprinted here by permission SLIDES FROM WINTER VACATION The eye with its painful rose shudders in a rush of sweating panic-riddles...
Posted by Steven "Jesse" Bernstein on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 07:11:00 PST

Links: The Best of Bernstein on the Web

LINKS: THE BEST OF BERNSTEIN ON THE WEB Here's a list of links to our favorite websites/pages and blogs featuring Jesse--from tributes by his friends and family, to articles, essays, and poems. We ...
Posted by Steven "Jesse" Bernstein on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 01:13:00 PST

Short Story: Any Way You Cut Me

This blog entry copyright 2006 Estate of Steven J. Bernstein Reprinted here by permission ANY WAY YOU CUT ME     At 15 I was a good piece, any way you cut me up. The old men would gul...
Posted by Steven "Jesse" Bernstein on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 04:58:00 PST

Poem: More Noise, Please!

This blog entry copyright 2006 Estate of Steven J. Bernstein Reprinted here by permission Well, friends, we know we still owe you a posting regarding the circumstances leading up to Jesse's death, w...
Posted by Steven "Jesse" Bernstein on Thu, 18 May 2006 09:50:00 PST

FAQ: Answers to Your Questions; Celebrating 1,000 Friends

ANSWERS TO YOUR QUESTIONS-- IN CELEBRATION OF 1,000 FRIENDS Well friends, thanks to all of you, the Jesse Bernstein tribute page now has over 1,000 friends. A number that's even more remarkable g...
Posted by Steven "Jesse" Bernstein on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 08:11:00 PST

Poem: Come Out Tonight

This blog entry copyright 2006 Estate of Steven J. Bernstein Reprinted here by permission "Come Out Tonight" is one of Jesse's more famous poems. Some of the friends of this tribute page have sighte...
Posted by Steven "Jesse" Bernstein on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 07:39:00 PST

Short Story: Pleasure on Platforms (for the Coming Generation)

This blog entry copyright 2006 Estate of Steven J. Bernstein Reprinted here by permission PLEASURE ON PLATFORMS (for the Coming Generation)     yesterday, i found a real hot porn mag...
Posted by Steven "Jesse" Bernstein on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 08:44:00 PST

Short Story: A Likely Story

This blog entry copyright 2006 Estate of Steven J. Bernstein Reprinted here by permission A LIKELY STORY     The sun comes up like a spent penny. Losers will be losers. Oh, it's...
Posted by Steven "Jesse" Bernstein on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 07:38:00 PST

Short Story: Sissies Suck It Up (Bad Boys Gulp It Down)

This blog entry ©2006 Estate of Steven J. Bernstein Reprinted here by permission SISSIES SUCK IT UP (BAD BOYS GULP IT DOWN) These guys were very strange. They were into drinking piss--pissing righ...
Posted by Steven "Jesse" Bernstein on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 05:44:00 PST