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nEuROTICA

Opium teaches only one thing, which is that aside from physical suffering, there is nothing real." A

About Me


Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com me all the way 2 the right... Hollywood Circa 1987! Me 2day...April 3,2007 Well I'm definitely insane!!..See I'm not gonna sit here & pretend I'm this really responsible & educated-got-my-shit-together chick....you know like ..."ooh pick me pick me".. to be your "friend"....Im going to be upfront & honest about just who the fuck I am!I'm 38 G.E.D. Educated.Old School Punk Rock/Ex-Stripper/Dominatrix/Ex Junkie (8 years off da charlie/blow shooting rampage that consumed my entire soul & damaged many people in my path of self mutilating destruction)...whew Glad it was just a 13 year "phase"! Got out of the big cities & slowed my roll....~R~ FYI~ IF YOU DONT LIKE THE FACT THAT I AM WHO THE FUCK I AM OR WHO THE FUCK I WAS>>> THEN FUCK YOU..!!!Sheltered punks! IM ALIVE TO TELL IT...& YOU COULD NEVER LIVE IT!! I NEED TO MAKE IT REALLY CLEAR TO THOSE OF YOU NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST...INTERESTED IN BECOMING MY "FRIEND"....I HAVE DENIED MANY OF YOU BECAUSE I WILL NOT ACCEPT RANDOM INVITES TO BE YOUR FRIEND.....IF YOU CAN'T TAKE 35 SECONDS OUT OF YOUR DAY TO SEND A MESSAGE ALONG WITH YOUR REQUEST THEN I GUESS YOU WONT HAVE TIME TO LEAVE COMMENTS HERE & THERE.I AM NOT A FRIEND COLLECTOR & HAVE NO DESIRE TO HAVE A ZILLION FRIENDS.I AM LOYAL & ATTENTIVE & REALLY APPRECIATE MY SMALL BUT VERY COZY & LOVING GROUP OF FRIENDS!XXOO SO THATS ALL.IF YOU CAN'T FOLLOW THROUGH.THEN PLEASE MOVE ON... HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY,or FuCK OFF! You should create your own MySpace Layouts like me by using nUCLEArcENTURy .COM's MySpace Profile Editor !

My Interests


My Daughter....
| View | Add FavoriteThe Old Skool Kings!!! Mo B. Dick & Justin Kase

I'd like to meet:

~~~A FIELD FARMER!!!!!!

Music:

***MY LIFE WITH THE THRILL KILL KULT*** "Worlds most dangerous cult!!!" The best discription I can give.....Lydia Lunch summed it all up! "~Afro-centric-erotic-space-groove-jazz-funk-acid-punk~"
| View | Add Favorite EXISTEREO~HANK III...My music taste is Widespread..... this is a catagory I like to call Exotica ..its erotic & exotic & very intense.....MY LIFE WITH THE THRILL KILL KULT!!!!!(they are everything I love about music rolled up into one!),Lords of Acid,/Ministry,Throbbing Gristle (the inventors of industrial), Psychic TV,Coil,Revolting Cocks,Skinny Puppy,Front 242,.......theres sooo many more....My Bloody Valentine..Dead can Dance,This Mortal Coil ...& pretty much everything on 4AD/Ok & then of course /pre-Teen/..The Bee Gees...all Disco anything disco I had it!!~Teens~.,Jeff Buckley,DAVID BOWIE, Pretenders, Clash,Blondie,Queen,/later teens../Iggy Pop,Stray Cats,Bill Hicks & The Hot Licks,Tommy Blake,Milton Allen, Johnny Horton,Cadillac Tramps,The Cramps,Rev.Horton Heat,Pixies,Frank Black,JFA,Rabid Rabbit,Mighty Sphincter,the Descendants,Redd Kross,Television,Siouxie & The Banshees,The Cure,the Damned, Birthday Party,Bauhaus,Tones On Tail,Christian Death,Alien Sex Feind, Sisters Of Mercy,Virgin Prunes,Crass,NEW MODEL ARMY,Flux of Pink Indians,The Adicts,The Exploited,DRI,Misfits,Samhain,Bad Brains,The Specials,Desmond Dekker,BobMarley,/There is just too much...did I already say TKK well I gotta give shouts to(((((~THE BOMB GANG GIRLS~)))))Jacky Blaque, Sinderella Pussie,Rhonda Bond,Kitty Killdare,Sekret DeZyre,Arena Rock,Cherrie Blue~ Whoot Whoot!!!??? Oh Ok....Lunachicks,Lucinda Williams,Cat Power,Ani DiFranco,De La Soul,G~Love & Special Sauce,TAJ MAHAL,BrandNubian,A Tribe Called Quest,Q~TIP,Digital Underground (EVERYTHING TOMMY BOY) DJ Shadow,DJ Ross One,Chemical Brothers,Dr.Octagon,Sandra Collins..(My Rave partner in crime from 1989) Massive Attack...Tricky..Then theres the music my mother left to me in her vinyl collection/(I dont remember much of my mom,but I remember the way her face looked when she sang....)...Captain Beefheart,Frank Zappa,Cat Stevens,Van Morrisson,Taj Mahal,Billie Holiday.. PATSY CLINE..Patty Griffin,NEKO CASE,The Be Good Tanyas,Po'Girl,Jolie Holland, Ray LaMontagne, Rickie Lee Jones, Annie Lennox,Beth Orton... Actually this list can go on & on & on & on....so i'll keep it updated.....

Movies:

Mostly I LOVE Independent films,foreign films,Italian,FelinniIs my alltime favorite ON EARTH....... La Dolce Vita.. DAVID LYNCH.......

Television:

I really don't watch TV anymore.But when I dooo..Its COMEDY CENTRAL...MY FAVE cartoon DR.KATZ WTF happened to it??? I Do love EVERYTHING SID & MARTY KROFFT & old TV shows....Courtship of Eddies Father,ZOOM,Eight is Enough,Big Blue Marble,HR Puff n' Stuff,Sigmund The Sea Monster,The Banana Splits..."Tra lalala...la la la" And one more thing........ I DO NOT WATCH THE "L WORD"....DON'T ASK ME ABOUT IT OR WHAT I THINK....!...thank you

Books:

Dante~ The Divine Comedy~ Inferno~Purgatory~Paradise QUOTE:Inferno cantoI} In The middle of the journey of our life I found myself in a dark wood since I had lost the straight way. Alas,how hard is it to tell how this wild and tough woods was so that if I think back on it I become scared again{:ENDQUOTE ***********~~~ Non-Fiction~Dharma Punx,The Four Agreements,Creative Visualization,the Teaching Of Buddha,Tipping The Velvet,Junkie,everything Tom Robbins~ The Perfect Present,Icy Sparks, Secret Life of Bees, The Giving Tree, Where the Sidewalk Ends...all Dr.Seuss...... The Drag King Book.../Fiction/..Boys like Her:Transfictions, Female Masculinity

Heroes:

MY CHILDHOOD FRIEND BRIAN BROOKS~EMILY STRANGE & OOPSIE DAISY'S DADDY~~~~ History of his art@ www.cornonthegoblin.com~~AMAZING ART~~ HIERONYMUS BOSCH~PARADISE~GARDEN OF EARTHLY DELIGHTS~HELL~

My Blog

Transcripts from "Insane Venus" ....My life story

Muuuuhahaaa I Just feel that  Life IS a work of ART>>>>>>Soooo This is a random peice taken from the book I am working on.... & Fuck you If you don't respect others by stealing their work.......
Posted by nEuROTICA on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 02:03:00 PST

JUst sayin..........

Fuck.....Sittin here thinkin..about alot of crap.......about life & how everything comes full circle.... Lemme tell you...... Life is an adventure... DONT EVER SAYYYYYYYY NO..!!! EXPERIENCE LIFE !...
Posted by nEuROTICA on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 12:50:00 PST

Transcripts from "insane venus".....My Life story

11:30.......am or pm I have no fuckin Idea.....   It must be daylight because the sunlight is screaming through the crack in the heavy curtains of the shithole hotel room I have been renting from...
Posted by nEuROTICA on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 11:33:00 PST

Blah Blah BlaOOOOOOHHGGGG..Blog

PINK Is Fuckin cool color .... Especially on black.....   Ok I havnt written anything in months.... Been Busy ..Traveling...Touring ECT I am not so much online these days but was saddened when I ...
Posted by nEuROTICA on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 02:51:00 PST

LMAO......Liz~I saw this & it reminded me of that photo you took in East Oakland!!

get off my nutzzz!!! click it !!.. muuu Ha ha haaaaa!! Ok so lets call a truce My Lovely Ex~Lover.......... Ummmmm I'll wait 4 you 2 call me....same cell number as this time last year.. wow....this ti...
Posted by nEuROTICA on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 06:06:00 PST

Transcripts from "Insane Venus"..... an autobiography

September 25,2006 9:40pm Cleaning 2 Ani.......Angry,Hurt,Pain.....NUMB....2 of the most important people in my life ...GONE... Rice sticking to the bottom of my feet from the box o' rice I got from th...
Posted by nEuROTICA on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 05:07:00 PST

Revelations.........EAV~

Revelation~1 a : an act of revealing or communicating divine truth b : something that is revealed by God....(The Universe) to humans2 a : an act of revealing to view or making known b : something th...
Posted by nEuROTICA on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 12:44:00 PST

Damn

EAV~ Thinking about you.......... xoxoxoxox  
Posted by nEuROTICA on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 10:07:00 PST

FUUUUUUCCCKKK!!!

I am sooooo fucked up right now.....actually I came on earlier & tried to write....too fucked up...I found myself banging the keys with a vengance...everyother word was FUCK,FUCKER,FUCKIN.......
Posted by nEuROTICA on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 12:15:00 PST

Stirring up the echos in my mind....

I am falling into a fear filled obscurity.....a tunnel of sound that is playing the tapes of my past swirling around me like a tornado swallowing me & drowning me into the unknown...what will hy t...
Posted by nEuROTICA on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 03:57:00 PST