Ms.FilthyScene™[Gore-Core TrashyThrashSquad]

About Me

I believe in...
I live my life staring at the..
My name is Samantha and I..

-Am taken by Matt. -Bartend at the Hi Fi in Cleveland
-Desole [www.myspace.com/desole] touring merch girl.CHECK THEM OUT! -Have accepted the fact that I am quite the lush
-Hate drama and have no problem cutting people out of my life
-Am very misunderstood
-Embrace my child-like qualities and have no problem acting like a dork
-Find comfort in good food, live music, and my comfy bed
-Don't take anything for granted
-Have come to terms that I have the worst luck ever!
-Am easily fooled
-Am blunt to the point of being rude but embrace my ability to be honest
-Don't watch tv..I just keep it on as background noise
-Love meeting new people but trust few
-Don't live anywhere near my family
-Have many phobias
-Love sleeping because I have very lucid dreams
-Am passionate about life
-Love reading and writing poetry
-Enjoy being out in the crowd but sometimes become a hermit
-Do modeling on the side
-Want to learn how to play guitar
-Wish someone would fly a kite with me
-Sing loudly to cheesy music
-Dance around like no one is watching
-Can out drink you
-Have a very addicting personality
-Need my space
-Hate hurting people
-Have a mean right hook
-Hate liars, manipulators, and backstabbers
-Just want to find happiness
-Am on a constant search for love and can't wait to feel it again
-Have some amazing friends..but my best-friend Geo means everything to me
-Secretly wish I was close to my family
-Am a hopeless romantic til death
-Love spontaneous people and adventure
-Can be bribed with seafood
-Love to cook
-Have a cat named "Sir Vex". Ha.
-Am very stubborn
-Can be a complete dork but have a very serious side to me only special people see
-Love long conversations and debates
-Want to know everything about everything in this world
-Hope one day to be a tour manager, bar/venue owner, or an English Professor
-Want to get married and have kids someday
-Am a huge pervert
-Will make you smile no matter what!!
I LOVE MEETING NEW PEOPLE. PLEASE DON'T BE AFRAID TO SEND ME A MESSAGE. IF YOU'RE OVER 35 MALE OR UNDER 18 YOU PROBABLY WONT GET A RESPONSE THOUGH.PLEASE DON'T WRITE "WHAT'S UP" OR ANYTHING. ENGAGE IN ACTUAL CONVERSATION.- -

My Interests

Music:

Member Since: 12/10/2003
Band Website: AIM- GroupiesAreDirty
Band Members:Ask yourself the following questions to find out if you have a problem with alcohol. If you answer â€œyesâ€ to any one of them, you may have a drinking problem.

1. Do you sometimes drink more than you mean to?
2. Have you tried to cut back on your drinking and failed?
3. Do you black-out (have trouble remembering things that happened) while drinking?
4. Have your problems at school, work or with your relationships gotten worse since you started drinking?
5. Do you keep drinking even though you know it's causing problems?
6. Do you drink when you feel stressed?
7. Do you drink alone?
8. Can you drink much more now than you used to be able to?
9. Do you ever feel uncomfortable when you haven't had a drink?
10. Do you drink even when it's important to stay sober?

Influences: I'm influenced by no one.

I will be your bad influence

I am inspired by great poets, talented musicians, and the brave.
Sounds Like: Wilson Phillips-Hold On For One More Day
Kc And JoJo-All My Life Bon Jovi-Living On A Prayer
Lil Jon-Get Low

Record Label: Let Me Give You Some Swimming Lessons On The Penis
Type of Label: Major

My Blog

Confused.

Always confused.Life is always complicated.I need stability. Life. Is worth living. Even through the shit.I love living. I love my friends. I love my family.I.Love.Life.You should too....
Posted by Ms.FilthyScene™[Gore-Core TrashyThrashSquad] on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 04:11:00 PST

What happens with a 4-liter jug of Carlo Rossi Chianti?

Drinking Chianti since 6pm.This morning I wake up.I am missing over 50 bucks.I am ONLY wearing a t-shirt.I have no clue what happened at the end of the night and how I got home.There's a bottle of KY ...
Posted by Ms.FilthyScene™[Gore-Core TrashyThrashSquad] on Thu, 17 May 2007 07:02:00 PST

Built up then a letdown or building me up for a breakdown..

Figures.Anxious for nothing.Psh.
Posted by Ms.FilthyScene™[Gore-Core TrashyThrashSquad] on Thu, 10 May 2007 06:25:00 PST

Being single.

When you choose to be single is it fair to be lonely. I enjoy being single, I have to. Until my life settles I need to be. But sometimes... you miss love. Cuddling. Attention. Bla...
Posted by Ms.FilthyScene™[Gore-Core TrashyThrashSquad] on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:28:00 PST

When life hands you lemons...

You make a tasty vodka drink.Life is something precious.You either embrace all the good and bad, or you sit and wallow in the shit as it piles up to your eyebrows.My life is a constant rollercoaster.I...
Posted by Ms.FilthyScene™[Gore-Core TrashyThrashSquad] on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 10:50:00 PST

Rant/Thoughts...

Yesterday someone had a few choice words for me that got me thinking. This is rant so don't think I'm breaking down or crazy. I need to get these thoughts out of my head.Friends.Friends are a funny th...
Posted by Ms.FilthyScene™[Gore-Core TrashyThrashSquad] on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 10:46:00 PST

Gnawing...

If I understood your intentions..I could react to your actions.I don't understand why the gnawing continues...All I've wanted but never what you needed.Should shrug and move on.Years of mixed signals....
Posted by Ms.FilthyScene™[Gore-Core TrashyThrashSquad] on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 01:52:00 PST

I had a dream of love...

Last night I dreamtThat somebody loved meNo hope, no harmJust another false alarmLast night I feltReal arms around meNo hope, no harmJust another false alarmSo, tell me how longBefore the last one ?An...
Posted by Ms.FilthyScene™[Gore-Core TrashyThrashSquad] on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 10:00:00 PST

Drama...

dra·ma (drä'm?, dram'?) pronunciationn. 4. A situation or succession of events in real life having the dramatic progression or emotional effect characteristic of a play 5. The quality or condition...
Posted by Ms.FilthyScene™[Gore-Core TrashyThrashSquad] on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 09:19:00 PST

If I don't make it til the morning...

I want Lilacs at my funeral.And my recently deceased hamster *AKA Piggy Pigford* to be buried along with me.The Flu is no fun.
Posted by Ms.FilthyScene™[Gore-Core TrashyThrashSquad] on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 09:04:00 PST