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Call of Duty Widow

The price of hating others is loving oneself less.- Eldridge Cleaver

About Me

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I got tired of that survey so it's gone the way of Crystal Pepsi. Anyway, most of the people who have any reason to look at this page already know who I am and what I do so they don't need that. For my new vict-, i mean, uh, future friends just know that I'm perfect! Perfectly disturbed. I'm a degenerate, and I have a select few like-minded individuals with a compatible degeneracy to mine. My favorite label is Overly Estrogenated Tomboy Genius!!! because I made it myself and it suits me! That's about it.

My Interests


[email protected], time for new interests: Music is still number one!! And I still love to dance at any and all times. I dance at my desk at work. And sometimes, if I drop something on the floor, I have to pick it up and do a turn and a little step or something. I make up dance routines to the sound of trains crossing the tracks.Reading is next. If you're not intimidated by big books with big ideas you should read Ayn Rand. Her portrayal of the ideal human is something I strive to be. Rand's books can be life-changing if your mind is open. I've also strayed into reading non-fiction, mostly books about philosophy and economic history. Every facet of life is connected and I'm beginning to see how. I still read my sci-fi fantasy and I even squeeze in a trashy romance once in a while but I'm finding that reality is just as juicy. I still write.My other interests include Math, foreign culture, languages and film, Kung Fu movies, !Kissing!, walking, museums, BDSM, Guy on guy porn, serial killers, alternate religions, crocheting, knives, and Me!

I'd like to meet:

I am a Believer!!!! I accept the Flying Spaghetti Monster as my Personal Creator!!!! I believe that the world was created very recently by the Flying Spaghetti Monster, who is invisible, and changes quantitative evidence to suit his needs.
RAmen

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Music:

Types of Music:{First and foremost, the first EDM I ever even knew about and loved, the only one that's been with me from the beginning, that takes me there every time, that spiritual thing, that body thing, that soul thing} HOUSE MUSIC!!!!!! Now the rest: jazz, old school hip-hop, classic rock, heavy metal, speed metal, punk, RnB, funk, 70's soul, classical, neo-soul, doo-wop, acid jazz, showtunes, 80's new wave, 90's alternative, trance, HOUSE, hardcore, DnB, disco, did I mention HOUSE?, salsa, merengue, reggaeton, bachata, cumbia~~~~Artists and Groups: Mindless Self Indulgence, N I N, A Tribe Called Quest, Mobb Deep, Mos Def, Digable Planets, The Pharcyde, The Roots, Snoop Dogg, Dr. Dre, Eazy E, Ice-T, Eminem, Common, Slum Village, Dead Prez, Linkin Park, Metallica, Korn, Orgy, Project 86, Megadeth, Iron Maiden, Poison, Aerosmith, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, John Coltrane, Carmen McCrae, Ella Fitzgerald, Nina Simone, Tarkan, Zap Mama, Zero 7, John Mayer, The 5th Dimension, The Whispers, The Spinners, The Ojays, The Isley Brothers, Earth Wind and Fire, Manhattan Transfer, Andreas Vollenweider ( I can't remember how to spell his name but he plays the harp), Patti LaBelle, Patrice Rushen, Jill Scott, Mary J. Blige, Aretha Franklin, Weezer, Beck, Soundgarden, L7, Veruca Salt, The Donnas, Kittie, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Radiohead, Sting, Sade, Bad Brains, India Arie, Aaliyah, D'Angelo, Erykah Badu, Mint Condition, Prince, Nikka Costa, Carole King, Sting, Billie Holliday, Nirvana, The Doors, RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS, System of a Down, 311, Missy Elliot, The Roots, N.E.R.D., Blood For Blood, Celia Cruz, Billy Idol, Camp Lo....... there's more but I can't think of anybody else right now

Movies:

Bollywood movies!, Munna Bhai M.B.B.S., Avvai Shanmughi ( I'm sure I spelled it wrong but I'm currently under the influence so Phuck Ovv!!), THE BOONDOCK SAINTS!!!!!, Like Water For Chocolate, Amelie, Delicatessen, The Dirty Girl, Graffiti Bridge, Purple Rain, Under the Cherry Moon, Powder, Party Monster, Office Space, Old School, Van Wilder, Amazon Women on the Moon, Rebel Without a Cause, Imitation of Life, Carmen Jones, The Wiz, The Lady Constables, Snake in Eagle's Fist, The Guru, Office Space!, House of Flying Daggers, Peter Pan, A Little Princess, Disney's Beauty and the Beast, Animalympics, Team America World Police, Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle, Saved, Secretary, Welcome to the Dollhouse, Rock N' Roll High School with both of the Coreys( everyone over 25 knows who I'm talking about), All Mel Brooks Movies, ALL JOHN WATERS MOVIES!!!!, 300, Borat, Gypsy, Auntie Mame, the original Transformers movie (animated), Crash (w/ Don Cheadle & the one w/ James Spader), RIZE!!!, Dance movies ( you know, the ones w/ little or no plot but awesome dance sequences)

Television:

I don't watch a lot of TV but when the idiot box does manage to suck me in, it's because one of these shows is on: Chappelle Show, Chris Rock Show, Family Guy, Futurama, South Park, CSI, Law and Order, Good Eats, Spongebob Squarepants, BASEBALL (April-October)

Books:

This is really a list of my favorite authors: Ayn Rand, Paul Beatty, Laurell K. Hamilton, Isaac Asimov, Piers Anthony, Mickey Zucker Reichert, Robert Jordan, Tanith Lee, Stephen King, John Grisham, Gregory McGuire, Esmerelda Santiago, Clive Barker, Charles Dickens, Aldous Huxley, Ray Bradbury, Edgar Allen Poe, Poppy Z. Brite, CS Lewis, Anne Rice

Heroes:

John Galt and Howard Roark.

My Blog

girlcrush

do you feel as if I tricked you into my mind luring your image inside with candied kisses & promises of more? trapping your essence in a dawning zone of semi-conscious confusion? leaving abru...
Posted by Call of Duty Widow on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 07:40:00 PST

The Best Gift Ever!!!

I am experiencing the full potential of the greatest gift ever received by myself since life. I have never possessed something so wonderful, so beautiful, so bright!!! This is something that lets me...
Posted by Call of Duty Widow on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 02:05:00 PST

Solstice

Devious Anger Rages through Me Killing Every Single one Time is NOW! No Remorse I Rejoice in Destroying Giving Horrors Divine The Night is Everlastig...
Posted by Call of Duty Widow on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 12:39:00 PST

M e T : A Haiku

Sleep elusive when a dream comes true in real life
Posted by Call of Duty Widow on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 07:05:00 PST

Shades of Aldous

Lights flash where no outlets liveSounds in harmonious disarrayDays & days of endless nightTalk of melting molding shapesRidiculous nature with the manner of menInanePerfectly filled with childlik...
Posted by Call of Duty Widow on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 06:51:00 PST

Christmas

is it wrong to wish for a heart filled with hate? to laugh as they stumble and fall on broken glass my anger is easy to find & hard to see...
Posted by Call of Duty Widow on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 01:42:00 PST

R.I.P. Jason Coyne

I just wanted to offer my condolences to the family and friends of Jason Coyne, who died in his sleep yesterday. I didn't know him that well, we've never really talked. But we danced. He (and his twin...
Posted by Call of Duty Widow on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 08:16:00 PST

My Daemon Lover

my feeble attempts at dominance are brushed aside like cobwebs, with no desire to call my own I cherish one who orders my steps in His unholy images, my Daemon Lover. He caresses me with sharpened cla...
Posted by Call of Duty Widow on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 11:47:00 PST

The Everything Test (thanks Dib!)

So Chris has this cool test on his profile and I decided to see ezactly how I rate. Let me know if you agree with these results: ..> ..> Your Age Group   High Schooler (ages 16-18 - 73%) [||...
Posted by Call of Duty Widow on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 01:22:00 PST

My Secret

9/2004   my life volume one chapter 24 your smiles i deplore even as i seem to beg for more a little happiness whore laughter pursues even my fantasy of having you alone with me in that moment wh...
Posted by Call of Duty Widow on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 08:45:00 PST