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Bianca's Other Profile

keep the wind at your back and the sun on your face

About Me

I live alone in a house in the Hollywood hills
I hang out with hummingbirds and wild deer
I tinker around and play with toys and paints, while a quite voice narrates in second person.
I have two feline ghosts that follow me from room to room, they are waiting to be reborn.
I write songs with no words, and not one of them are finished.
...I often imagine there is someone in the distance, listening.
Yesterday, I fell down the stairs with a hot cup of coffee in my hand.
There was no one there to feel bad, so it didn't hurt.
Some call this living, I call it observing.
Sometimes I can hardly feel my own skin
Some call it irrationality I call it happiness
I am half dead to my ego, and have never been so alive to my senses.
But this is only me today.
Only to be dissected at face value.
Ohm.
I've created this profile for my (real) friends only. If you know me personally, add me on...
Don't know me personally? Go here: http://www.myspace.com/bee_original

My Interests

Music, Art, Literature, Creating, Jewelry Craft, Painting, Drawing, Writing, Metaphysics, Quantum Physics, Magic, Lucid Dreaming, OBE's, The Astral Plane, and 7th Heaven.
Playing piano and guitar when no one's around.
...I am convinced that I can make anything, all I need is some scissors and tape.

I'd like to meet:

My future self, about 10 minutes from now. I'd ask Future-me why I'm still sitting here. And then I'd probably reply to myself that I should ask past-me, from about 30 minutes ago, and then I'd just have a weird mirror-effect, and probably decombust.

Music:

Fiona Apple, Joni Mitchell, Radiohead, Wilco, Spoon, Ceu, The Decemberists, ManMan, Jose Gonzalez, Devandra Banhart, Islands, Morphine, The Knife, The Fiery Furnaces, Stevie Wonder, Talib Kweli, Blackalicous, Gift of Gab, Ugly Duckling, Pharcyde, Del, Slum Village, Ben Folds, Cat Stevens, Bill Withers, Astrud Gilberto, Stan Getz, Chet Baker, Peggy Lee, Ella Fitzgerald, Coltrane, Herbie Hancock, Duke Ellington, Theolious Monk, Dave Brubeck, Charles Mingus, B.B. King, Miles Davis, Pinback, Bad Company, Tenacious D, The Kinks, Jill Scott, Sublime, Jeff Buckley, The Streets, The Mars Volta, Elliot Smith-R.I.P., Nick Drake, Bright Eyes, My Morning Jacket, King Straggler, Blaise Smith, Camper Van Beethoven, Cracker, They Might Be Giants, The Specials, Talking Heads, Tom Petty, Eric Satie, Frank Zappa and the Mothers of Invention, Blind Faith, Elvis Costello, All of the obvious classics like Hendrix, Zepplin, The Beatles, Bob Dylan, Neil Young, ect.,

Music helps me live.

Movies:

Waking Life, The Fountain, The Science of Sleep, I Heart Huckabees, Buffulo 66', Art School Confidential, all Tim Burton, Monty Python, A Clockwork Orange, Lolita, Girl 6, 9 1/2 weeks, Barfly, Dangerous Beauty, Melena, Three Amigos, Natural Born Killers, Madame M Butterfly, Kurosawa's Dreams, Spirited Away, Alice in Wonderland, The Stand, Team America, Whatever Happened to Baby Jane, Pee Wee's Big Top, The Bad Seed

Television:

I don't want to buy your product.

Books:

The works of Neil Gaiman, David Icke, Chuck Palahniuk, Kahlil Gibran, Charles Bukouski, Carlos Casteneda, Anias Nin,
Steal This Book by Abbie Hoffman, The Art of Seduction by Robert Greene, Holy Blood Holy Grail, Behold a Pale Horse, Everything You Know is a Lie - Disinformation, Rock 70', Story of the Eye, Astral Voyages by Dr. Robert Goldberg, Lust for Life by Irving Stone, The Hiram Key and Uriels Machine by Christopher Knight and Robert Lomas, Spirit and Matter, The Power of Now by Eckhart Tole

Heroes:

Paul Laffoley.
Edgar Cayce.
Renaissance men of all walks.

My Blog

here is a sign I'm ovulating

I registered this image in my brain before I even saw it.   ...yeay for pop-ups.
Posted by Bianca's Other Profile on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 06:56:00 PST

what is cute?

http://www.cuteoverload.com/      (thanks becca)
Posted by Bianca's Other Profile on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 11:55:00 PST

peanut butter banana deliciousness

I've found my new favorite snack. peanut butter and banana! yum city! All you need is one banana, some peanut butter, and maybe a splash of honey.  (bread optional) smother the banana in peanut b...
Posted by Bianca's Other Profile on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 04:04:00 PST

About Los Angeles:

Read a great article written by a fellow native, for people that "Hate LA" http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&f riendID=209095&blogID=86038414...
Posted by Bianca's Other Profile on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 10:43:00 PST

TV

I have spent the last half year without a single glance at television.  Not one commercial, nothing.  All that I have known since then about pop-culture has come from billboards, and wo...
Posted by Bianca's Other Profile on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 10:36:00 PST

Road Trippin to San Fran

On the streetFafi sighting...Delores Park - Where people lay down.Delores Park Happy fun.Bianca as flying Christmas ElfLove Bus!I can raise my right eyebrow this high.Blue steel and Magnum....... Okay...
Posted by Bianca's Other Profile on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 05:53:00 PST

One of those "why am I awake right now" blogs.

Yeah... so why am I awake right now.  I'm frigging tired as hell right now, and I refuse to put myself to sleep.  I'm googling things at random.  Things that have to relevance towards a...
Posted by Bianca's Other Profile on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 05:57:00 PST

high tide

It was me and you and mom and dad and we were evading the ever breaking wave. we were locked in a house with 200 other people and everyone was concerned for themselves. we did our best to stay to...
Posted by Bianca's Other Profile on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 02:11:00 PST

I have discovered You Tube

The possibilities are ENDLESS!  HolyCRAP!   Elvis Costello - Go To Chelsea   fiona covers "across the universe" ..> Bright Eyes - easy lucky free Bright Eyes - at the bottom of everyt...
Posted by Bianca's Other Profile on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 05:28:00 PST

I'm doin fine.

I sat there and I read all your coffee table junk I sat there and stared at paintings of topless women that weren't me I sat there and listened to all of your cowboy stories and I smiled at things th...
Posted by Bianca's Other Profile on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 02:20:00 PST