Heather Endeavor. ♥ â„¢

"I'm becoming less defined as days go by
fading away and well you might say
I'm losing the focus...
kinda drifting into the abstract
of terms of how I see myself.
Sometimes, I think I can see right through myself.
Less concerned, about fitting into the world...
your world that is
(because it doesn't really matter anymore)."
Let's start it over, from the beginning. Let's play for keeps so I know you can never get the best of me.
Worddd. Hey Fucks. I'm Heather and you would be??. If you've found me, then it should be my pleasure to inform you of who I am, correct?. Right. So, I'm not your typical girl...in fact; I'm better. Unlike most girls, I don't associate myself with drama...I avoid it at all costs and if I think you're being irrational, I'll tell you in a sensible manner. I'm a fan of intelligence and self respect. I have low confidence and changing that will come from within myself. Telling me I'm pretty repeatedly never works, I promise. I like originality -- and I love finding it in people. If you're faker than that purse you're carrying, don't bother. In the real world, no one cares about that stuff. If you're racist, I'll disagree with you. I'll really disagree with you if you're in a gang; or claim to be in one. There's no such thing and if there is, they're lame. It's for people who can't handle their own battles and need back up. I don't like it when people say they're a religion and don't even understand the meaning of it -- a hypocrite if you will. I don't claim to be anything. I wish I could say that I am perfect -- but it's impossible. I have many flaws but I'm learning from them and growing from them every single day. I'm a pretty fuckable person -- and when I say that, I mean people screw me over all the time and I have some pretty deep scars from the pain and hurt people have put me through but -- if I dwelled on all my faults and everyone else, I'd be wasting my time. The truth is, I'm pretty good at forgiving and if you've screwed me over...I'm probably over it by now. If you think about it... you get hurt and your skin scars but it makes the skin tougher and less soft right? I'm "tougher" nowdays. I try to understand just about everything and I get frustrated when something doesn't make any sense. I like truth -- honest people are the best and the easiest to trust. I have no room for shady people anymore, honestly. I'm pretty considerate when it comes to other people. I care so much about other people that sometimes, I have a hard time caring about myself. I'm really appreciative -- anything you do for me means the world. I love it when people draw me pictures :) Life without music would SUCK! Life without myspace would suck even more!! What the hell did we ever do without it before? haha, ok...so besides the other things -- I'm pretty pleasant. I love to laugh. I say random things and people find them hilarious...I'll admit, I do too. I can easily amuse myself, fa' sho. I'm clumsy. Sometimes, I act before thinking. I burn oven mits, I bite into hard candy thinking it's supposed to be soft, I even think invisible flames don't burn sometimes...ahha!! You love it, right? I'm a good listener -- everyone comes to me with their problems for some reason; I'm just trusting with holding business that isn't my own [keeping secrets]. I've been told that when I get upset, it makes others upset as well...whatever :) I don't know. I just know that I am who I am and every day, I get even better. I'm worth getting to know, I promise. If you've made it this far, you haven't wasted your time.
Likes; ♥.
- water
- tacobell
- working out
- tattoos
- piercings
- partying [in moderation.]
- watermelon
- markers
- LOUD music
- cleaning [when I'm bored & home alone.]
- laughs
- makeup
- hair
- movies
- memories
Dislikes; ♥.
- immaturity
- addiction
- being uncomfortable
- mayo, milk, eggs, & fish
- country music [BARF.]
- fakes
- lying
- drama queens
- talking on the phone [unless you're interesting.]
- nail polish - not having nail clippers
- jealousy
- hospitals
"Hey, I see the trees are green again
maybe this time around you'll set the trend
Today's the day you'll make your mark, I'm sure
but if you don't, if you don't, then try next door..."