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[HK] ♥.

though my fingers may break, I just can't let you go ♥

About Me

I'm Heather &
I'll be your favorite rocker to swallow.

"Amor est vitae essentia"

perhaps, you've heard about me or maybe you haven't. It doesn't matter. I'm pretty awesome and you'll more than likely figure that out.

parva scintilla saepe magnam flaman excitat ♥.

My Interests



this is where I come from, my heritage if you will.

"Quos armor verus tenuit, tenebit"

I'd like to meet:



Ami James, Chris Nunez, Kat Von D, Kiefer Sutherland, Coby Dick, Justen Furstenfeld, Gavin Rossdale, Brandi M & Jes from Rock of Love, and Matisyn...the writer of the following...

Who's more right? The one who says they are or the one who admits they are not? Is it the one who sputters out an eternities worth of words or the one who creates an impact with only a few? Who cares? It's a hard place to escape when you're fighting for perfection with imperfect tools and flawed devices. You should know one thing; being right doesn't win the war. It's like reading an old newspaper. The news is far from spine tingling and no one is mourning the worry of it any longer. The older it feels, the less it impacts... that is key.

I'll exchange being right for being happy. Sometimes, the focus of an argument is over the most petty of things but it's usually the little things that can tear you apart. A tiny crack on a windshield can render the entire space of glass useless if not tended to in a timely manner. There is something within the simplest of analogies that can change your life. If you can just grasp what really matters in this world you'll be able to walk alongside anyone you choose. You will not fall behind and you will not race ahead. You'll walk towards the future in perfect harmony. You won't waste your time in the past. The past is finished. It's time to move on...today.

Do you feel the energy that flows through you when you're holding on to so much negativity? They say the camera adds 10 pounds but the burden of unrequited grief adds 5 times that amount and it collects solely on your shoulders. People will be oblivious to the anger and resentment that sits behind your eyes. It will grow inside of you like a cancer but others are too busy watching their own grass grow to notice and there's nothing wrong with that in the slightest. If it hurts, collect those thoughts, speak them to ears that will hear and hearts that will care. You're the only one who can decide how much it's worth being right but in the end, it will be a weight that you will carry and one that you will carry alone."


lastly and most importantly;
My Boy --

He's not to be fucked with. It's pretty much a fact around here, ask anyone. Basically, he's the only person I've ever cared enough about to fight for. It's pretty much more than just caring...it's about what's real... reality is that I love this dude. He's everything you are not and everything you'll never be. I won't give up again and trust that not even YOU can break me. I promise.

My Mother, Myself, My Sister; they are my life. they are all I've ever really had and all I'll ever really need. I love them with all my heart and no matter what, i'll continue to defend each one of them right or wrong till the day that I die...

"Aequam memento rebus in arduis sevare mentem"

Music:

10 Years, 12 Stones, 311, 32 leaves, 36 Crazyfists, AFI, Audioslave, Atreyu, Art of Dying, A Perfect Circle, Avenged Sevenfold, Breaking Benjamin, Blue October, Brand New, Bif naked, Bush, Celldweller, Cold, Creed, Candlebox, Coldplay, Counting Crows, Collective Soul, Citizen Cope, Disturbed, Daughtry, Exies, Evans Blue, Escape the Fate, Franz Ferdinand, Foo Fighters, Goo Goo Dolls, Hinder, Hole, Incubus, Jack Johnson, Janes Addiction, Korn, Lost Prophets, Matisyahu, Muse, Murder of Crows, Makeshift Romeo, My Chemical Romance, Nine Inch Nails, No Doubt, One Less Reason, OneRepublic, Orgy, Our Lady Peace, Oasis, Papa Roach, Queen, Radiohead, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rage Against the Machine, Staind, Stone Temple Pilots, Sugarcult, Smashing Pumpkins, Seether, Shinedown, Three Days Grace, Taproot, Taking Back Sunday, Tantric, Trapt, The Killers, The Verve, The Verve Pipe, hird Eye Blind, The Used, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Tonic, Tegan & Sara, Underoath, Vertical Horizon, Velvet Revolver, Weezer, Wallflowers, Without Tomorrow, Yellowcard, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, & Young Jeezy.

Television:

Charm School, Grey's Anatomy, LA Ink, Miami Ink, & Rock of Love.

Heroes:

These Two;

Megan ; because she has been through so much and still continuing to smile...so in your face! she's one inspirational, special, person to me. I love her and basically, she's not to be fucked with, ya dig?

Mandi ; she sure puts the MAN in ManHEAT :). What can I say? In a short bit of time I can say that I love this girl! one of the most intelligent and real chicks you'll ever meet and that's what counts... there ain't no room for fakes no more. You don't wanna mess with her either because believe that the same applies as Megan.

My Blog

I reached back like a pimp and I smacked the hoe ;]

You want an about me?  well...this what you get.  Don't complain that it's "too long"....  because if you want to honestly know ME, you'll read it.  Who knows, I could change your ...
Posted by [HK] ♥. on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 06:31:00 PST

9/10/07 ♥

So, last week was a ROUGH week for me.  I had no idea what was going on with my life and it was the scariest thing.  As it turns out, I freaked out for nothing and I'm totally content. ...
Posted by [HK] ♥. on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 09:12:00 PST

closer to my heart ♥

So, I've had two cups of coffee with these "coffee" shots added to them.  They're supposed to be high in caffine and my GEEZ I believe it.  I'm in some loopy mood right now and it's totally ...
Posted by [HK] ♥. on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 08:52:00 PST

August 16, 2007. Happy Birthday, Justin ♥

So I'm early - it's Thursday but I have a lot to say about him turning 22.  When I met him, at 19...  he was on his own.  He had a lot of personal issues and so did I.  You never k...
Posted by [HK] ♥. on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 07:36:00 PST

Until the End - Breaking Benjamin ♥

So clever, Whatever, I'm done with these endeavors. Alone I walk the winding way. (Here I stay) It's over, No longer, I feel it growing stronger. I'll live to die another day, Until I fade away. [Ch...
Posted by [HK] ♥. on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 06:21:00 PST

This is what I was looking for...

The people who love you won't constantly disappoint you.  They might do silly things to upset you but they won't stop trying to make you happy.  If they lose your trust for some sort of reas...
Posted by [HK] ♥. on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 06:06:00 PST

we love the all, the all of you.

CONTINUED.So what is letting go?  Letting go is the feeling you have when you're over everything that ever bothered you and you feel better than you could ever imagine.  To let get is to cut...
Posted by [HK] ♥. on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 12:10:00 PST

Bite your lip and smile, I have many holes to fill and I'll find them all.

I tried last night for about an hour to organize my thoughts on paper, trying to make them sound appealing at the same time -- it didn't work.  Here I am today, writing this blog completely from ...
Posted by [HK] ♥. on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 01:27:00 PST

my first fitness assessment ...

Ok, so...I said I would updated and I am.  They do fitness assessments every six weeks so I'll have to update you on my health progress every six weeks.  I went today and I first thought, "t...
Posted by [HK] ♥. on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 07:38:00 PST

Lessons Learned as of July 8th.

Today, July 8, 2007....has been one of the best days I've had in awhile.I've learned a lot of things today and I will share them with you;When someone loves you enough to fight for you, they're the on...
Posted by [HK] ♥. on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 05:55:00 PST