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♥ Mary E.♥

Mee-Ma

About Me


My name is Marianne...aka...Mary,Mare,Mauh,Dumb little old ma and Mee-Ma. I'm 43 years old. Currently I live my Husband of 24 years, Gary and my Three Wonderful Daughters Marianne jr.(Maran), Savannah (Banna) and Amanda (Buv / Folpy). My son Michael is in Heaven. He passed away in May of 2004 at the age of 24. I miss him every minute of every day. I'm heartbroken but I know I will see him again.
“A mother is a person who seeing there are only four pieces of pie for five people, promptly announces she never did care for pie.” Tenneva Jordan quotes

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♥ "I Miss You So Much" ♥

♥ "I Will Love You Always & Forever" ♥

♥ "Love Always, Mom" ♥

Even though your gone away I breathe and live you everyday. A mother's love is very strong, Even more for a son thats gone. I hear you whisper " Mom stay strong," You'll see me daily in the faces of the ones you love and know I am taken care of in Heaven above.

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet my son again.....and I can't wait to meet all my grand babies and hear the little pitter patter of thier feet.

♥ My FIRST Grandbaby IS HERE!!!♥
&Hearts; It's A BEAUTIFUL BABY GIRL!!!!!

Her Name is: Sandra Lynne Harley

Born: 12/28/07

6lbs 14oz .... 21 inches

What a SWEETHEART!!!

WELCOME SANDY GIRL!!! OUR LITTLE CRAB CAKE!!!gRANDPA'S LITTLE PEANUT!!!! WE LOVE YOU!!!!

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"THE MOMENT THAT YOU DIED"
The moment that you died, My heart split in two, The one side filled with memories, The other died with you.I often lay awake at night, When the world is fast asleep, And take a trip down memory lane, With tears upon my cheeks.Remembering you is easy, I do it every day, But missing you is a heartache, That never goes away.I hold you tightly within my heart, And there you will remain, Life has gone by without you, But it will never be the same.For those who still have their babies', Treat them with tender care, You will never know the emptiness, As when you turn and they are not there
With All My Love..To My Baby Mike..

Music:

Go ahead and mention my child, The one that died, you know. Don't worry about hurting me further. The depth of my pain doesn't show. Don't worry about making me cry. I'm already crying inside. Help me to heal by releasing the tears that I try to hide.I'm hurt when you just keep silent, Pretending he didn't exist. I'd rather you mention my child, Knowing that he has been missed.You asked me how I was doing, I say "pretty good" or "fine." But healing is something ongoing. I feel it will take a lifetime.By: Elizabeth Dent

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The sky, it holds such beautiful things.

Like clouds and children with Angels wings.

My son is there with all the rest.

Proving God does take the best.
Our children sit on the clouds up above.

Watching over us with all of their love.

Sickness and accidents took some away.

Others found it impossible to stay.

They released their pain into the sky

Leaving us to mourn and wonder why.

Television:


IN LOVING MEMORY

MY SON

MICHAEL J.R. MERTENS

February 27, 1980 - May 22, 2004

He Died from suicide

♥Forever In Our Hearts♥
From the moment of conception... Your children become a part of you in a way that no other person can. They are you & you are them... Forever...a bond that not even time or space can break...My babies are my life...Love you guys !!!

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Books:


A message to my three Daughters

Savannah, Marianne and Amanda...

You girls are the Love of my life...

Thank you for being my babies...

I am proud of all of you.
It is an honor and a privaledge to be your Mee-Ma.

Keep growing and most importantly....Be Happy...
Love Always, Mom...XXXXOOOO
YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE DANCING !!!!
♥ A Message From My Daughter - Marianne ♥
In a World of Black and white You Bring COLOR to my life. MY MOM. She is such a strong person and I hope one day that when I am a mother that I could be even a little bit close of a mom as she was to me, my sisters and my brother. I love her so much. she is my strenth when things go wrong and my sholder to cry on...She is my EVERYTHING
My Mother
A mother is one who picks you up, Never lets you fall down. A mother is one who makes you smile, When you want to frown.
A mothers love is like no other, It warms you to the core. A mothers heart is always there, With a wide open door.
My mother has been there for me, Through good times and bad. My mother loves me always, Even when I make her mad.
I will love my mom no matter what. When she gets old I will give her care and brush her hair. She has been my Saviour, my angel. So, for her, I will always be there.
I love you Mema
I love her to no end.
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Heroes:

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"My children are my heroes"
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MY BABY BOY
MY ANGEL
MY MICHAEL
MY LIFE...
I WILL LOVE YOU
ALWAYS&FOREVER
"AND GOD SAID"
I said, "God, I hurt." And God said, "I know."I said, "God, I cry a lot." And God said, "That is why I gave you tears."I said, "God, I am so depressed." And God said, "That is why I gave you Sunshine."I said, "God, life is so hard." And God said, "That is why I gave you loved ones."I said, "God, my loved one died." And God said, "so did mine"I said, "God, it is such a loss." And God said, "I saw mine nailed to a cross."I said, "God, but your loved one lives." And God said, "So does yours."I said, "God, where are they now?" And God said, "Mine is on My right and yours is in the Light."I said, "God, it hurts." And God said, "I know."Posted on the wall at the Oklahoma City bombing site by K. C. and Myke Kuzmic
Online Help: If You Are A Survivor Of Suicide and need help or support. www.pos-ffos. com www.suicidegrief. com

My Blog

(Poem) We Will Be Together Again

We Will Be Together Again © 2006 Katherine J. CochranSome believeA star shining brightly in the HeavensRepresents the love of someone they can't seeOthers feelThe butterfly dancing in their gardenIs a...
Posted by ♥ Mary E.♥ on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 09:51:00 PST

Left Behind

Left Behind   Grief can twist in like a fierce thunderstorm Powerless, we are swept away unable to find Something to grasp, to calm the fear of being Left&nb...
Posted by ♥ Mary E.♥ on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 09:19:00 PST

"Don't Judge Me"

Don't judge me for how I left this worldRemember the love I gaveA lot of grief will follow meFor the decision that I madeChanges appear in everyone's lifeSome good, some badThe one I chose for myselfM...
Posted by ♥ Mary E.♥ on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 05:38:00 PST

"Lighthouse"

"Lighthouse"I will try to be strong and wait for you...The bright golden light is my beacon of love...I need to guide my little lost ship home to me...Then you and I will once again weather the storms...
Posted by ♥ Mary E.♥ on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 05:53:00 PST

"Just Some Quotes"

"No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it's not the same river and he's not the same man." by: Heraclitus of Ephesus"I think how much you have helped me; I sing for joy in the shadow of your ...
Posted by ♥ Mary E.♥ on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 05:50:00 PST

"Me...Now"

"Me...Now."Life here on Earth is a living hell,Heartbreak and struggle have made me un-well.I'm dying right in front of you,Why can't you all see.My spirit has been crushed, battered, shattered and br...
Posted by ♥ Mary E.♥ on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 05:44:00 PST

A Poem My Mike Wrote At 10 Yrs Old"

"I Remember The Day"I remember the day...I remember the day when I woke up on Christmas morningand ran up stairs to wake up my Aunt jeannieand it was 3:00 in the morning...I remember the day...I remem...
Posted by ♥ Mary E.♥ on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 05:56:00 PST

"Quote of the day"

Happiness cannot be traveled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed. Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute with Love, Grace and gratitude......
Posted by ♥ Mary E.♥ on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 08:41:00 PST