A mildy professional, and slightly contemplative profile covering visual elements of my work can be found here .
who am I?
I have often pondered the essence of my own being. The why’s, how’s, when’s of circumstances responsible for me being where I am today and acting, feeling, thinking the way I do. What makes me say the things I say? and do the things I do? What is it that lies at the core, the hub, that controls my behaviour? What makes me function?
Yes, I am still looking for the answer to who I really am... possibly hidden under layers of socially induced protective filters; possibly out in the open for the world to see... I don’t know. Have I broken the chains holding down my innermost desires? the barriers preventing me from reaching the true me? free from all inhibitions? How can you tell? How can you be sure you are being truly, and justly, honest with yourself? That you have an undeniable understanding of what it is you really want?
How can I know what I really want? How can I be sure my emotions are sincere and not just a habitual response? What if those emotions aren’t real? What if I’m not real? What if I’m just a figment of someone elses imagination? An experiment in alternate realities? A weirdo conjured up in someone’s dream? What if that someone wakes up? What if they have a nightmare? What if they have sadistic tendencies? Would I call that someone God?
But I don’t despair at the absence of an irrefutable solution. ’tis the quest to find this answer... the pursuit of this great unknown... which drives me forward... to enjoy every day as it comes... and embrace the wealth of knowledge and experience that it brings... the surprises, pleasant or unpleasant... building blocks, to constructing a stronger and wiser me... a more gratified me. I just find that this way, I learn more to appreciate, this breathtaking miracle that is life.
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Dear bands, whores and potential friends:
I know how the whole myspace spamming stuff works, and the billions of unsolicited friend requests sent from billions of bands to random people. Obviously this is quite annoying, BUT is understandable. I can’t blame you for trying. You don’t know whether I like your music until you have me listen to it... so I won’t hold it against you, but of course if I dont like your music, I will deny or ignore your request.
But what pisses my right off, is when you leave stupid generic comments on my page, thanking me for the add and promoting your crappy music with a stupid massive commercial for your lame promo pic and details on where to buy your CD. That is simply bang out of order.
If I sent a friend request to YOU, then that means I like your stuff, and sure you can post that shit on my page. But if YOU have the nerve to send a request to ME, and then cover MY space with YOUR shit, I WILL delete it. Not only that, but depending on how I feel and how lame your comments are, I will probably post crap on your page, block you, and possibly report you as a spammer. And then sleep with your mom, digging her out of her grave if nessecary.
Thank you please.