viola, bass, jellyfish, abandoned buildings, knitting at metal shows, terrorizing the heterosexuals, not being loved back, emotional distance, black metal bands who burn churches rather than just sing about it, getting drunk and going to the aquarium, getting paid to ride my bike, bringing a food order to a roomful of unsupervised overexcited retarded people who all want to pay and talk to me at the same time, xeroxing dead birds, chinese food served through bullet proofglass, synthaethesia, songs of whales, bike messengers, bike mechanics, experimental/jazz shows at the red room, the visionary art museum, angora rabbits and goats, tarot card reading, collage art, warehouse shows, absynthe, people with animal heads, african thumb pianos, bass, biking, photography, black cats, brothers quay animation, bubble pearl drinks, mongolia, lithuania, bali, romania, oceania, monkfish, byberry mental institution, camping alone, candy, caves, the mermaid parade at coney island, daina choirs, cellos, centralia, chamber music, crocodiles, cute men with tattoos, the "emotional signifigance of deserts", "girl bands" that sound like monsters, folk music without guitars, angry queers, death metal, deep sea fish, romuva, diane arbus, doingallotwithverylittle, forgotten places, gamelan orchestras, gekos, gypsies, harps, henry darger, i.w.w., iceland, the sound of bowed metal, ireland (not the irish), kali ma, louis wain, lsd and its surrounding culture, luthiers, music therapy, mythology, noise, pennhurst, philly shreds, pirate radio, queercore, act-up, rene french, sandman comics, shadow puppets, speaking in tongues, the cliffs of mohr, songheller cave, the mutter museum, mummers, trashpicking, tuvan throat singing, vikings, writing on drugs
i'm a satyr in search of a good centaur. enjoys long walks on the beach, ect.. i also miss these girls:
diamanda galas, hovannes' chargrir for solo viola, yat-kha, bela bartok, shostakovich, myles of destruction , miles davis, rudimentary peni, born against, lucifag, assacre, demiourgos , varghkogharcasmal, smash everything jazz unit, k.u.k.l/bjork/einar, bessie smith, kcandy whaless, crisis (as in karyn crisis. not earth. or that silly anarcho band.), taraf de haidouks, the residents, weakling, asunder, emperor, sleepytime gorilla museum, hangedup, amber asylum, bethlehem, juha, the fabulous shepielkehs, xiu xiu, pinchu macha , dissucks, dog faced hermans, okros ensemble, emperor, thrones, burn the priest, billie holiday, behead the prophet no lord shall live, bonedust, lesser siren, mukilteo fairies, crash worship, new thrill parade, metallic falcons, chickita, eloe omoe, ocean, earth, sunn O))), grayceon, stripmall seizures, the creatures, babes in toyland, doomsday cauldron, melvins, skabs, noxagt, thorr's hammer, klaus nomi, john zorn, zeena parkins, discharge information system, alice donut, alice coltrane, matmos, abiku, M.I.A., the eyesores, swans, throne of blood, akkolyte, tundra, wovenhand, tribe 8, blatz, ruins, django, thai elephant orchestra, comus, bloody panda, anon remora, hatebeak, icelandic rimur, coughs, einsturzende neubauten, wendy carlos, underprivileged nation, darkwood consort, poison girls, serpents of wisdom, cannibal corpse, coleman, converge, damad, cyndi lauper, foetus, za frumi, cliff burton era metallica, devil doll, huun-huur-tu, angellite, audrey chen, florian zabach, crass, guts pie earshot, the hungarian suicide ballad "Gloomy Sunday" by Rezno Seress, blahblahblah...motherfucker, save it. i never even pretended to have a life. speaking of which, come see the existing band i just joined play this:
hour of the wolf, my own private idaho, the juniper tree, children of nature, papillion, speaking in strings, careful, the cabinet of dr caligari, pan's labyrinth, whos afraid of virginia wolf?, no such thing, sante sangre, baby cart in peril, jan svankmajer's version of alice in wonderland, norma rae, shadows of forgotten ancestors, genghis blues, Quinceañera, the whale rider, time of the gypsies, lacho drom, twighlight of the ice nymphs, dancer in the dark, akira, the story of the weeping camel, the saddest music in the world, suicide club, strut, they shoot horses don't they?, transamerica, ma vie en rose, brother of sleep, delicatessan, jupiter's wife, the blue planet, the fast runner, funeral parade of roses, hush hush sweet charlotte
twin peaks, most autopsy and nature shows. josh says i'll like carnivale.
the painted bird by jerzy kosinski, the house of fear by leonora carrington, the primal screamer by nick blinko, terry jones book of fairytales, the endurance : shackleton's legendary antarctic expedition by caroline alexander, ninevah by c.roth (unpublished), wisconsin death trip by michael lesy, the original hans christian anderson version of the little mermaid where she disintegrates into sea foam at the end. just finished: the immortal class; bike messengers and the cult of human power by travis hugh culley, american gods and neverwhere by neil gaiman and the hellbound heart by clive barker now juggling: bury me standing; the gypsies and their journey by isabel fonseca, man and his symbols by carl jung, gamelan gong kebyar:the art of 20th century balinese music by michael tenzer, sybil by flora rhetaschrelber, i put spell on you by nina simone, godspeed by lynn breedlove, paper radio, and the ramayana ...reccommend something. i should read more.
my inner drag queen is a red eyed, fish tailed, archeopteryx winged, sonar shrieking, fire breathing, serpent charming, venom spitting, chameleon skinned asian woman with live birds nesting in her bleached white, ratted, tiara crowned hair, siouxsie sioux envy/ glittery mummer massacre style masquera and 6 inch neon manecured talons to backhand you with for smirking.her name is ADASTRA aka miss janelle slaughter.