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Psst...So What! I'm Still A RockStar...I've Got My Rock Moves Cause I AM Hollywood!

About Me


Let's see... well to start I am currently in the Adult Industry. I love to get feed back whether good or bad. I know some people may not agree with what I do but its not like that has stopped me before LOL! I'm the one who has to die when its time for me to die, so I live my life the way I want to.I probably am interested in more then most people would think. To put it simply...I love asking why and listening to the answer. I am very ambitious when it comes to things that intrigue me, but not just for money. I am always wanting to know more to gain wisdom and put what I learn to use. At times I can exhaust myself more by simply sitting still then others do moving around!For a long time it seemed that life was about to begin...real life...but there was always some obstacle in the way. Something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time to be served, even a debt to be paid. Then it dawned on me...these obstacles were my life. This perspective has helped me to see, there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So I try to treasure every moment I have and remember time waits for no one. Happiness is a journey, not a destination...

My Interests

I frequently awe at the wonderful things around me. The stage upon which we play life inspires me. I awe at human ingenuity, the laughter of children, the greatness of selflessness, the spectacular truth behind valor. I wonder at the curiosities of our existence. Why and how we love, hate, and ignore. Why we both hate being alone and are peculiar about whom we engage. And, as I wonder why humans often disregard rationality in favor of drive, I come to my conclusion. I realize that having no purpose for living is perhaps the most desired purpose of all. I do not live because I think I should. I live because I want to. I live to smell flowers and sing poorly. I live to embarrass and pride myself on my accomplishments and pitfalls. I live to see children smile, and I live to see them grow. I live to taste chocolate cake and pretend to take myself seriously. I live for friends and memories. I live for my heart to break, and I live to rebuild. But more than anything, I live to feel that silly little thing we call happiness. I'm here to be happy about my falls from grace and my tragedies. To be happy about becoming a better person. To be happy about living. We are human beings. We each have within us the potential to become a beckon of happiness no matter what life deals, no matter what scars we suffer. At the end of my story, I will die happy. Not because I did or didn't experience happiness, but because I had the chance to. That's all the purpose I need.

I'd like to meet:

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I'm interested in meetin people who enjoy life, respect love, and strive to better themselves. People who believe they can look at person and fell they can read them like a book...THEN BELIEVE WHAT YOU WANT. I don't have time to prove myself to anyone who thinks they know ME, without ever meeting me. But for those who honestly would like to get to know me, I need to tell you...at times I tend to hold back pieces of me with people I don't know well. I am even reserved with those I love from time to time. Hope to chat with ya soon...till then...MUAH!MOVE ALL HTML CODES (IMAGES/WIDGETS/SLIDESHOWS/VIDEOS) BELOW THIS CODE
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Music:

Just listen to my playlists. They change all the time with music I love!

Movies:

Mine! Duh!

Television:

I don't really watch TV that much. I perfer to read and write. But I did watch every episode of CHARMED! I also love the FAMILY GUY.

Books:

Anne Rice! And pretty much anything that gets my mind moving!

Heroes:

My Mother

My Blog

Check out this event: My ALL ABOUT ME - ASHER DAY Bash!

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Posted by AsHeR cRuZ" on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 09:28:00 PST

Nothing Else To Say

Boy we've had a real good time and I wish you the best on your way, I didn't mean to hurt you I never thought I'd fall into this place, I have something that I like and want for longBut my friends kee...
Posted by AsHeR cRuZ" on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 06:46:00 PST

New MySpace Page

I am making a new page and will get rid of this one soon, so go to the url below and add my new page!www.myspace.com/ashercruz
Posted by AsHeR cRuZ" on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 01:26:00 PST

Party Gorgeously

Start....Your hair is perfect.........You've neatly choreographed your outfit to fall as if you haven't even tried.Your cologne is enough to stand out from everyone but overwhelm no one.........Your c...
Posted by AsHeR cRuZ" on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 06:46:00 PST

Insecure

Why are we insecure?....There will always someone who is prettier, smarter, more charismatic, and all around more desirable than you.....Some people are better than others are at taking this in stride...
Posted by AsHeR cRuZ" on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 06:44:00 PST

The Inside Boy

....A dingy, bare mattress sits in the middle of a concrete floor. It's torn down the middle and its insides spill onto its pale blue surface.........The room's decor is of broken picture frames retel...
Posted by AsHeR cRuZ" on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 06:42:00 PST