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Hi thanks for stopping by to visit my page. I hope you learn something about me that you never knew. I hope you find apart of me here that you have never expected to see.
My confession
I wish I was perfect for everyone. That way I never would make someone upset with me. I am not perfect by any means. If I was perfect how would I ever learn from my mistakes. How would I grow as a person. I would be just plain boring. For all the things I have ever done or said I imagine someone else out there has done it to. If you think I understand all that is me I don't. More and more I just think someone is dragging me through life. Life being a really crazy ride. All the bumps drops and lifts are wow. I never know what to expect. Sometimes I get lost even trying to find me.
My Life:
I am sure everyone says they could write a book about their life. Sometimes I say that to. You think your life is so crazy? It probably is, I know mine sure is. I hate to compare lives but sometimes I just start naming things. People seem to understand that I am human when they hear the not so cookie cutter life.
When I was a child I lost my virginity. It was not my choice. My mother has never seen my face. I have seen her face and hugged her though a thousand times. I never seemed to win a race. I did though move so fast from school to school though I should carry the land speed record. I have always had a roof over my head. Even if the furnace came on with the turn of a key. I love my mom and have had so far three. I have never really liked twinkies even though I resemble one. I have never bled out from my hands. My ropes though have shed more than my tears. I have never found a dollar on the street. I did find though a last penny in my house. Yes there are hidden meanings but I too am a hidden meaning at times.
My Dream:
I never know how long I really have left to live. No one really does even though everyone wants to never die. Well only if their life is good. I think I will be forgotten quickly. I do not know anyone who right now would even remember me. If I could give anything away it would be my heart. The reason why is that it is pure. My mind is always misunderstood. The genuine part of me that cant be faked is my little heart. It always wants to do so much. The world I live in isn't so simple. I wonder what it will let me get away with before it hits me. What I dream for is friends. More people in my life than I really know what to do with. People that pester me so much I can never escape. There is another thing I want. To be a writer for all time. To take the purest thing I have and imprint it forever. I can't open my heart and start slicing pieces away like a pie. I only hope the heart I have burns enough of the world I live in to make an everlasting love for all creation.
its just a hot lil thing,