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VEGAS: BEGINS HIS FIGHT TO THE SURFACE...

THE STRUGGLE TO ASCEND CONTINUES

About Me

CAUGHT IN MY MY GLASS BOX OF EMOTIONS FOREVER FORCED TO STRUGGLE WITH MY DEMONS ALONE AND STALKED BY THOSE WHO WOULD SEE ME FAIL ...
I STAND AT A CROSS ROADS .....
DO I FIGHT THIS SAME BATTLE ... A PREPETUAL STALEMATE AND RENDER MYSELF IN CAPABLE OF VICTORY OR DO I TAKE A NEW FORM ?
I MUST EVEOLE ... I MUST TAKE A STAND THE TIME APPROACHES AND SOON IT WILL BE TIME TO CHANGE SHAPE ...
TIME TO TAKE A NEW FORM ...
MY SPIRIT WAINS
MY STRENGTH FAILS ...
THE ONLY WAY TO ENSURE TRUE HAPPINESS NAD TO PROVE A THE DETRACTORS FALSE IS TO ASCEND TO BECOME ....
THE SECOND COMING

My Interests

HAHA MY CREED IS AS FOLLOWS BITCHES....
i wanna fuck all night long
i wanna drink till im gone
and i dont see a damn thing wrong!!!!!!

I'd like to meet:


WHO WOULD I LIKE TO MEET ? div style="display:none;" THE SIMPLE RESPONSE TO THE QUESTION DOESNT EXSIST THE BEING WHOM I WISH TO MEET IS IN THE PROCESS OF BEING CREATED AS I SHED MY OLD FORM AND PREPARE TO EMERGE AS A FORCE MORE POWER FUL THAN ANY OF YTOU COULD HAVE EER THOUGHT WITH RENEWED STRENGHT AND UNBRIDLED FAITH IN SELF HE IS UTTERLY UNSTOPPABLE

Music:

fight paris, he is legend , the hive s , the dredsen dolls, the used , MCR , taking back sunday, thirty seconds to mars, straylight run, the academy is ..., AFI, dangerous muse , felix the housecat, all bay area music ( cause we go dumb round here), fallout boy , halifaz , iam the avalanche, hollywood undead, head automatica, interpol, incubus, mae kanye west ,palcebo, muse , MSI, nine inch nails , marcy playground( sex and candy ), phantom planet, death cab for cutie, dashboard confessional, the red jumpsuit appratus, pink, pitbull palin whaite t's, she wants revenge, shiny toy guns, STORY OF THE MUTHA FUCKIN YEAR !,

Movies:

BAD EDUCATIION, THE RULES OF ATTRACTION, AND CLOSER...THATS IT .. (WELL THAT BLOODBATH IN HOSTEL 2 WAS FUCKIN SEXY ...)

Television:

ANYTHING ON LOGO ... SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE AND FUSE

Books:

INTRODUCING EXSTINSTALISM, INTRODUCIN NIZECHSTE , AND THE ESSINTIAL GUDIE TO BEING EMO

Heroes:

THAT HANDOSOME DEVIL IN THE MIRROR AND KATE MOSS

My Blog

mrhtothewood and jstudly7 on aim ( god help us all)

MRHTOTHEWOOD..:(2:13:50 PM): when do you turn 18 fag baitjtstudly7(2:16:29 PM): I hate youjtstudly7 (2:16:35 PM): Nov 11MRHTOTHEWOOD(2:16:42 PM): no you dont queer boy...MRHTOTHEWOOD(2:16:46 PM)...
Posted by VEGAS: BEGINS HIS FIGHT TO THE SURFACE... on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 03:23:00 PST

why... god why didnt i follow my gut

i cant help but to blame myself i had a felling  a bad one   the WORST one something said that i was gonna get that call but  like a idiot i slept with it off  ishould have been...
Posted by VEGAS: BEGINS HIS FIGHT TO THE SURFACE... on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 09:51:00 PST

what happens when the fire ...dies?

so i have been pretty down latley okay HELLA  down ... no money no family no nothing ....  i attributed to my6 party till i die attitude   and made necessary adjustments in hopes that...
Posted by VEGAS: BEGINS HIS FIGHT TO THE SURFACE... on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 01:36:00 PST

i don know this place ....is this cloud 9?

sooo pirates of the carribean three was better than i thought it would be .... it was a decent movie ... i was impressed with the visual effects.... though th ending sucked..... and as im walking out ...
Posted by VEGAS: BEGINS HIS FIGHT TO THE SURFACE... on Tue, 29 May 2007 10:42:00 PST

so the bird crawls from th worm...

but me ...im like this baby ....   not nieve and unaware of the danger ... but forgiving willing to continune on in the hopes that this animal this fucking snake wont try hurtiing me again .... i...
Posted by VEGAS: BEGINS HIS FIGHT TO THE SURFACE... on Sat, 12 May 2007 08:36:00 PST

its for the best... i think?

never ending hordes of judgemental stares not just from "them" i expect it from "them" but because  of you i cant even look in the mirror ... where is that strength that you promised would neve...
Posted by VEGAS: BEGINS HIS FIGHT TO THE SURFACE... on Tue, 08 May 2007 01:01:00 PST

I THINK I CAUSGHT SOMETHING IN THE HEAT OF ALL THESE DANCES....

TRUTH IS I DONT LIKE THE BITCH REALLY TO TELL THE TRUTH...  SO NOW THAT THATS OUIT OF THE WAY LETS TALK ABOUT MY FAORITE SUBJECT  MY SAD PATHETIC LIFE .... OH YES ITS THAT TIME AGAIN...IM GO...
Posted by VEGAS: BEGINS HIS FIGHT TO THE SURFACE... on Sun, 06 May 2007 02:13:00 PST

I THINK I CAUSGHT SOMETHING IN THE HEAT OF ALL THESE DANCES....

TRUTH IS I DONT LIKE THE BITCH REALLY TO TELL THE TRUTH...  SO NOW THAT THATS OUIT OF THE WAY LETS TALK ABOUT MY FAORITE SUBJECT  MY SAD PATHETIC LIFE .... OH YES ITS THAT TIME AGAIN...IM GO...
Posted by VEGAS: BEGINS HIS FIGHT TO THE SURFACE... on Sun, 06 May 2007 02:13:00 PST

vejas lovered us .....

funny .... never thought distance could make such a diffrece they say abscence makes the heart grow fonder they never said  that growth was for another i guess people like like seasons change b...
Posted by VEGAS: BEGINS HIS FIGHT TO THE SURFACE... on Thu, 03 May 2007 10:32:00 PST

AINT THAT SOME SHIT

I WOKE UP ON SUNDAY STILL DRUNK ( AS IS NORMAL) WITH PAINT ON MY BACK.... VOMIT ON MY BREATH  IN CEASRS PALACE AND MY FIRST THOUGHT WASNT "WHAT THE FUCK HAPPEND LAST NIGHT?" OR "WHERE AM I?" IT...
Posted by VEGAS: BEGINS HIS FIGHT TO THE SURFACE... on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 02:29:00 PST