This is me in pixels. Originally from mississippi, lived in Detroit for a while, now in Arizona. I've had a not so easy life. I've fought, scratched and clawed my way to a somewhat normal/comfortable life, and i'm steady moving heaven and hell to get to the top. If I have to work twice as hard to get half as far as you, then that's exactly what I plan on doing.
I'd rather be hated for what i am than loved for what i am not
You have already made your decision of me. Don't fucking judge me. But if you have...i couldn't care less. Yes...i'm a sinner...but I have to live my life for me, and i've never regretted anything i've done in my entire life.
Fuck what people have to say. Be the god that you are.
I'm a thinker.Ever since I was a little kid I would sit in quiet and think for hours on end. I've been told i'm pretty intelligent. :-)
I'm sicilian/native american/black. I read, i smile, i laugh, i jump, i play, i go out, i give it up on the first date, i watch t.v., i watch movies, i give out free hugs, i shop, i bleed, i sleep, i eat, i fuck, i [rarely] love, i enjoy fashion, i can be snide. I have eating habits that are...not the norm. I love, I never hate, I really don't give a fuck if you don't like me, unless you're hot..then I care. I'm a sexual deviant; You SAY you're hardcore while i SHOW you i'm hardcore. I tend to be self destructive...but aren't we all on some level?
I've finally learned to cherish this crazy life and live my dreams... or die trying. When the grim reaper calls and it's time for me to go, I don't want a funeral. I want to be cremated and have my ashes blown by high winds across the Arizona desert with Soundgarden's "Black Hole Sun" bumping high volume from the system of a BMW M3.
I have an I.Q. of 145....no really, i do. That's right...you DON'T know me.I try not to make plans too far in advance....when the date comes and i'm not up to it i WILL flake. That's one thing i hate about myself. So from that, i've pretty much turned into a "spur of the moment" type.
I tend to be cynical, pessimistic, and shy: Defense mechanism you ask...it very well may be.
You look at my page and my pictures and you have one question on your mind...the answer is yes, clearly. Anything else you want to know..just ask.
