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ASH

Everything happens for you, not to you.

About Me

Hello and Welcome
I trust this moment finds you wrapped in the wings of the unconditional love that is always Here.
My name is Ash Ruiz and I'm another one of your hands to serve with, another one of your steps in the direction towards NowHere.
I'm another note in the song that celebrates the interconnectedness of all things, another palm pounding away on the drum of peace.
I am you before you put your name and story on in the morning, I am you who's aware of every movement of mind and every dance of phenomena.
I am the search and the searcher and the thought of what it is that's being looked for. I am the welcome home party where time and space melt away like candles on a birthday cake.
I am the oh so popular assumption "I Am Alive" and the stories of death and the afterlife that follow such thoughts.
I am the tendency of this body to move into the warmth of the sun and the sweetness that longs for a kiss on the back of the neck by a summer's breeze.
I am animal. I am human. I am divine. I am no thing at all. I am life itself. p.The changeless that sees. The space that holds. The presence that listens so closely it only hears itself.
My life is blessed with the most loving Family and friends, my beautiful and supportive boyfriend Jeff ~ te amo chuchi~ and the opportunity to touch so many lives with the music of Here II Here.Effortless gratitude is the reality of an open and willing heart.

My Interests

Music, Dance, Communication, Discomfort, Resistance, Reaching, The ingredients that perpetuate the belief in separation, Trees, Clouds, Floating Rocks, Embracing, Seeing, being a vessel for Music and Poetry, Acting, Celebrating this moment in infinite ways .. I'm interested in Freedom's capacity to ever open and unfold as the grace of it's Radiant Self.
I'm interested in inviting mind to rest in it's source, I call this invitation Here Talks.
What are Here Talks?
Here Talks are an opportunity to directly encounter one’s self through the doorway of self-awareness and silence. The Intention of Here Talks is to help raise the awareness of who one truly is through self-inquiry and meditation, thus allowing a deeper peace to emerge and be more noticeably available in daily life.
What kinds of people attend Here Talks? ??
Usually those who are tired of their personal stories and of searching for the truth outside of themselves and not coming up with answers. People who are seeking an end to pain and suffering, wanting to enjoy and celebrate life without constant worry, and manipulation. Those seeking the truth of who they really are beyond their concepts about truth or what the truth should look like. People seeking a deeper purpose, true intimacy, healthy relationships, unconditional love and those who have a desire to be the peace they wish to see in the world. Here Talks are for anyone who longs for true freedom and joyous laughter! Those seeking confirmation and support.
Why Come To a Here Talk? ?
?Here Talks serve as a mirror into the deepest part of yourself. The message that every Here Talk shares is that true freedom is always available as the truth of who you are. Ash serves as a friend and support to those who are wishing to meet themselves fully in truth.
The Intention of Here Talks:
??Here Talks help to reveal the root cause of suffering. What is suffering? The constant judge and victim inside of our heads that rewards and punishes everything we feel, think, say, or do. Here Talks are an invitation to finally be where you always are, so then every aspect of “your” life ( body, mind, soul, talents, and authenticity) can be fully available for this moment that animates all form.
A Here Talk with Ash is not:
Listening to guy talk who thinks he’s enlightened, a place to philosophize about truth, an attempt to downplay the difficulties of life, a crutch to re-enforce false beliefs, a master and disciple game, or a space that entertains right and wrong. It’s all love y’all!
If interested in a private session via phone,Skype, or I.M. please send a message to [email protected]

I'd like to meet:

Who ever arises.

Music:

Music That bursts from a sincere heart. All genres, styles, flavors. Music is a tone of infinite silence. A tone of you. Right now I am enjoying Yma Sumac, Mercedes Sosa, Mecano, Kierra "KiKi" Sheard, Natacha Atlas, Bjork, Sigur Ros, A Perfect Circle, Old Motown, Dead Can Dance, Mariah Carey, Radio Head, Sheila Chandra, The Clark Sisters, India Arie, Jill Scott, Eryka Badu, Los Munequitos De Mantansas, Amel Larreuix ... and any thing I could shake my thang to. :-)
I love the music that comes through the magical band I am so honored to be a part of ~ Inner Voice. Alex, Jaime, Tazz and Edwin are simply some of the most divinely talented beings I have ever encountered. YAAAYYY!! I. V. FRIGGN' ROCKS!!!!
Here is a video clip of a performance in Asheville.
"If we're appearing in your consciousness, it's to simply say YES!!!"
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Movies:

Movies That not only entertain but shake you in the core of your being and squeeze the humanity in you till it's running down your cheeks!!! LOL I love and highly recommend ... The Corporation, The Other Side Of AIDS, Farenheight 911, The Secret, The God Who Never Was, Out of the Past,All of Almodovar, Independent Films, Doccumentaries that reveal the wound so the healing can take place, foreign films ,The Color Purple, What The Bleep Do We Know?, What Dreams May Come, The Dark Crystal

Television:

Planet Earth, Six Feet Under, The L Word, Queer As Folk, The National Geographic Channel, Discovery, IFC, LOGO, MTV, VH1, Wisdom Network, Link TV (SHOOT ..... IF I"M GONNA GET "PROGRAMMED" IT MIGHT AS WELL BE SOME QUALITY SHIT!!! LOL)

Books:

At the moment I'm enjoying .... A Thousand Names For Joy by Byron Katie,Diamond in My Pocket By Gangaji, Everything Anne Rice, Ayn Rand, Rumi, Saul Williams, Niki Giovanni, James Redfield, Deepak Chopra, Kahil Gibran,Diet For A New America, The Alchemist, Living In The Light, The Four Agreements, The Power Of Now, Emptiness Dancing, Echart Tolle, Allen Ginsberg, Jack Kerouac, Paolo Cohelo ........ i love eating words and the enrgy they are infused with.

Inner Voice and Gangaji - Adirondack Mountains New York

Heroes:


Mi Familia

Everyone who's brave enough to come to this glorious and insane planet and unapologetically be there authentic selves. People who are not frozen by the fear to be a human being. You have the capacity to be my hero.LOL
Here's my crazy hero check list...
Are those your thoughts you're thinking?
Are you being true to yourself?
Are you moving through the fear?
Do you question authority?
Have you taken an instant to see who you are?
Do you act on your desire to help your fellow man?
Are you brave enough to love beyond the popular image of what that's supposed to look like?
Are you here now?
Peace and love to you beautiful.

Arunachala

Ramana Maharshi

Papaji - H.W.L. Poonjaji

Gangaji

SRI NOAHJI My Nephew :-)

My Blog

Here II Here EPK!

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Posted by ASH on Mon, 12 May 2008 12:02:00 PST

What are Here Talks?

Ash will be sharing Here Talks every Tuesday at 8 pmFor directions and more info please send an email [email protected] are Here Talks?Here Talks are an opportunity to directly encounter one&...
Posted by ASH on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 10:39:00 PST

I AM THAT. I AM. with a side of enchiladas! LOL

I AM THAT. I AM. with a side of enchiladas! lolI’m sitting here watching the fingers do what they do. It’s so wondrous to witness the power of mind in service to it’s source. Harmony...
Posted by ASH on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 09:18:00 PST

This is the moment.

.This is for you. This is for now. This is for here. You, Now Here .. are the same.I understand how much fun it is to search and suffer and project and deflect and worship and condemn. I understand ho...
Posted by ASH on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 11:45:00 PST

Thought arises - So What!!!! :-)

Thought arises - So What!!!! :-)So what! Thought arises. That's no biggie y'all! (Sung with the melody of a horse is a horse) " A thought is a thought, a thought, a thought, a thought is a thought , a...
Posted by ASH on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 03:35:00 PST

Meeting Gangaji

How I met GangajiFor some unknown reason I longed for confirmation. I did not know this at the time, but I remember a sense of searching for something or someone to say "Yes, dude this is all there is...
Posted by ASH on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 10:39:00 PST

Besitos Chiquiticos ....

Para todas mis fans!!Gracias por siempre estar aqui en este sueno de Ashley Ruiz.El carino, amor y apollo que me han dado es unico.los quiero mucho,Ashley
Posted by ASH on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 10:42:00 PST

Relationships Rock!!!

Every human being on the planet has the perfect amount of relationships (reflections/projections) to point one back to itself, even if there is no body there. I love looking into my boyfriends eyes, k...
Posted by ASH on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 09:34:00 PST

Inner Voice performs Holy @ Agape

Check out this video: Inner Voice performs Holy @ Agape Add to My Profile | More VideosThis was so much fun!!!!...
Posted by ASH on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 05:21:00 PST

This ..

This that seems to ba a blogon what seems to be a computerobserved by what seems to be a human ... that is assumed to be "alive" on what seems to be a planet in what seems to be a galaxy in what someo...
Posted by ASH on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 10:29:00 PST