do u know how it feels 2 LOVEsomeone you HATE?????????????????all my life i dreamed of meeting one with immense,looks n grace and once i found him i would charm him and he'd be mine 4everi found him and indeed he was all i wished 4 and more ............................. but he was not charmed nor intrigirdthen i think 2 myself "what can i offer him "the TEARS WARM MY EYES AND BLUR MY SIGHTi stick 2 my bravado and pride and give him the samr disinterested loook n behaver he gives mebut it hurts my heart everyday i cant stop goin back((((HAVE YOU EVER BEEN THOUGHT THIS)))))you hate him but ,you cant stop yourself from the feeling you hide away from him ,i tryed 2 open up 2 him once n he made me feel stupid i try n keep away but when he calls me..all that goes out the window n i want 2 see him againand becoz of him i cant move on i cant show weakness n i cant give my heart 2 someone else coz its alway his IM BREAKING IN SIDE i dont know who i am anymore ,im workin now and making my own money n all i can think of is wat should i get him ...i dont wanna be this way i know i dont but i cant stopi keep thinking i see postive potential in himid risk it all 4 the feel i get when im around him (I DONT WANT 2 FEEL LIKE THIS ANYMORE )i wanna stop cryini accept ridicule and shame all 4 the (lil)time i share with him,all that and much more id do 4 himMY NONCHALANT COLD HEART FINALLY ONLY HAS EYES 4 HIMi know my heart has lied 2 me befor but now it speaks with honestlyi just want him 2 feel the way i feel is that asking 4 2muchi want him more then i want mei paint n designi did this one 4 my finial major projectmy R&B painting
my jazz painting
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APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand...