Member Since: 11/23/2005
Band Website: room101.net/buildingcastles
Band Members:
several girls named anne.
a few synthesizers
a guitar
lots of effects pedals
secrets.
the synthesizer is my expression.
like the view of the horizon
it has become part of me.
do you daydream?
my handwriting is terrible
but i can draw robots!
smile, silly face!
a new video i did...
about duality
and A FUTURE UNKNOWN!
Influences: my shifting reality.
secrets.
surprises.
stories
my memories
my daydreams
the stars.
space.
romance.
Kim Gordon
the colour grey.
flowers.
real life events.
and
science fiction
books....
QUESTIONS...
PAUSES.
so
what if everything
i know
and remember
isn't even real.
i think alot about that.
memories?
AN illusion of time missing.
humble pieces
thrown together.
it doesn't make any sense
anymore.
things are shadows
without substance....
and still
my heart beats
to the sounds
of
thousands
of robots
ALL singing
to themselves.
real or not
that is
my biggest influence
of all!
and things like
ubik.
radio shows.
an eye to the sky?
synthesized sounds.
and every single album
by Rothko
i really like
butterflies.
country roads.
report cards.
sweet kisses.
casino versus japan.
moogs
robots
hawkwind with brock+turner!
robert calvert
first dates.
getting over horrible breakups.
the other window.
mark beazley.
three sweet kitties.
phil ogison.
long talks.
ESCAPING heart ache...
MONOLOGUE:
if i could
you know i would
i do not want
to waste
another day.
i would have
never
let you down
AN ASIDE...
you know
i have 2 problems
IN LIFE.
1. people have let me down
2. i have this inability to let things go.
?
and still
people seem to take
and take some more....
but
this is all i have.
it may not be much
but to me it's everything.
ISN'T IT funny
HOW
i spend most of my time
thinking
daydreaming and
wandering.....
documenting.
wishing...
re-living.
practicing the art
of forgetting
erasing.
but i still know how to smile.
and i really
love music
and flying saucer attack.
and cute robots
thunder storms
fishies in a pond
reflections in water
happiness.
books by philip k dick.
silence.
pink ballons.
snowflakes.
BUT
i guess it doesn't mean anything.
cause none of this is real!
i know
i know...
IM STUCK
IN SOME KIND
OF LA LA LAND.
BUT YOU KNOW, I LIKE IT HERE!
i love
sonic youth.
dream signals.
oval.
i like playing with
short wave radios.
and matt david.
looking at autumn trees.
seefeel.
i love post cards.
original ideas.
creativity.
im always
puttering about a small land.
my most secret land
lust?
belonging.
love.?
hatred.
false hopes.
ideals?
these are what goven my life.
so lets forget everything
and listen to
yo la tengo.
my life is filled with
unreplied emails.
blocked users.
secret messages.
empty streets.
kisses goodbye.
painful hellos.
cold days.
the longest nights.
JEALOUSY?
never.
id rather be
on pause.
and now i must STOP.
life without buildings
?
if it was any other city..........
here's a secret....
i'm hopelessly in love with a machine!
here is one of my films
music by rothko
a song called
be invisible
rothko - be invisible
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lets pause for
another
moment.
i know
there
is
no
modern
romance
and still
i wait most patiently....
and
i like it
when it rains
cause
no one sees
me crying.
I'm lost.
but not in this world
that i have created...
is this the end?
all
over
again!
Sounds Like: electronic lullabyes
filled with oscillating synthesis
telling stories of love
of dreams shattered
of promises not broken
lies often told
fairy tales coming true
and
other strange things i think about.
smile, silly face is available for 15 dollars
from 9 12 records
19 songs of love, loss, mystery, dreamstates
and secret messages....
here are some of my indie releases from worthy records, if you would like to purchase one just click on the little button....
all releases are $5 canadian
free shipping anywhere.
"oh, didn't she ramble...."
"the secret doctrine"
"studios and airplanes"
"there is no modern romance"
YOU KNOW
everyone has a story.....
filled with dreams
and secrets.
i know i've said alot.
BUT
perhaps i didn't really say too much at all.
maybe it's just scrambled words and random bursts of emotions i feel from time to time.
i don't know.
I've stopped trying to figure alot of things out.
.......
i guess to an outsider
it may seem
that i dont know much
but i do know
that things
will just
get better from here.
Record Label: trace recordings/worthy/chatblanc/9.12/pingthings
Type of Label: Indie