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Charlie Jade [&lt;/3]

You are an obsession, you're my obsession. -- Who do you want me to be to make you sleep with me?

About Me

**..[†]..**
I am...
◊bitchy, cruel, and..quite often..verbally abusive.
N E V E R satisfied with this profile[!]
◊lazy as hell.
I have....
◊a thing for fucked up people [apparently]
◊a very good friend that's nearly twice my age
◊an IQ of 129.
◊met Dave Navarro (mm.mm sex god...he called me baby)
◊a huge non-lesbian crush on Cristina Scabbia
◊met, and hugged Mike Shinoda =] (& think he's a fucking art god!)
◊a huge very lesbian crush on Otep =O
I love...
◊Mary Magdalan
◊Ellsbeth [especially Shannon...divine creature that she is♥]
◊Karma C. eViL j. & 'Brian Wolff' (they're the nicest people I've ever come into contactwith!)
*I*....
◊can honestly say I truly HATE most people.
◊don't trust anyone...ANYONE!
◊think lacuna coil is the greatest band ever
LOVE Otep, because she is the most incredibly gifted individual to everwalk the earth.
◊smoke...get the fuck over it!
◊don't do "nudes" so stop asking..seriously.
◊dont usually go to bed until the sun comes up
◊have gotten water spit on me by both eViL j & Karma...which I think is awesome
◊lie to everyone.
◊love the word YAY[!]
I will N O Ttolerate
jealousgirlfriends
people who ask me whatI'd do with their "big white cock"..answer: refer to Lorena Bobbitt's guide tomen
=[
racist, sexist,homophobic or any other type of assholes
people who stalk me onMyspace, Y! and AIM..because that sux and I'm tired of hiding
"thanx for the add" or"check out my crappy ass band" comments!! you will be deleted!
people who say "ohyeah, im honest and i don't give a fuck what people think!!" and don't mean it =[..that'sNOT xcore it's just sad :*(
Those who live theirlives in darkness, claiming they've been victimized just to gain sympathy or affection fromothers.
PSA's (publicservice announcements)...
Support yourlocal music scene.
Support mylocal music scene (move to LA).
Don't worry aboutwhat people do in the privacy of their bedrooms...or on Sunset Blvd (:.
Listen toOtep...you'll feel better...trust me♥
Read a bookevery now and then.
Add Sanaz ! She's awesome, hot, and a fucking goddess!
Watch theDiscovery© channel(s)...learn something.
RespectWicca.
Don't pretend tobe metal, goth, punk or satanic...it's just not worth it + you'll probably suck at trying.
Buy TheAscension 3/20. ((Look, just buy the damn thing when it's released okay!))
◊◊♥XoxoKissesXoxo♥◊◊
♥[assassin]♥
desolation, grief & agony

My Interests


Profile Stats:
Song Title: fcking boyfiend

Song Artist:
the bird & the bee♥

Default Foto Credit: Me


BG Foto Credit:
None

Current Mood: really tired...[of life]

I'd like to meet:



"Everything is beautiful, everything is dead"

This is the new perfect [x]

proud member of the Anti-Anti-Club People Club♥

Music:

♥lacuna coil
♥otep
♥ellsbeth
♥mary magdalan

A

acoustic alchemy
afi
air
akira yamaoka
alex niedt
alice in chains
amel larrieux
arch enemy

B

benny benassi
betty
[the] bird & the bee
black lab♥
breaking benjamin

C

chester bennington
clint mansell
combichrist
crisis†
crossfade
cypress hill

D

decor
demarrage
depeche mode
dimmu borgir

E

erin mckeown
e s posthumus
elliot brady
ellsbeth
[the] engine room
enya
evanescence

F

fc/kahuna

flyleaf
fort minor
freeze pop
frou frou

G

[the] gipsy kings
goldfrapp
goo goodolls
gorillaz
gwen stafani

H

hectors revenge
holly brook
hollywood undead

J

janes addiction
jefferson airplane
johnklemmer
journey

K

keiko matsui
k.t. tunstall
[the]killers
korn

L

♥lacuna coil
lesnubians
linkin park
loreena mckennitt
love spit love

M

madonna
malcolm mclaren
♥mary magdalan
martina topley-bird
♥massive attack
matchbook romance
michael andrews
michelle branch
mickey avalon
mono(uk)
modest mouse
muse

N

need more sources
nelly furtado
nicole richie [yes]
nine inch nails[nin]
nirvana
northern state

O

oasis
onerepublic
orgy
♥OTEP♥

P

p.o.d.
panic! at the disco [a bit]
papa roach
pat metheny
paul hardcastle
paul oakenfold
peaches♥
philippe saisse
placebo
♥psapp

R

radiohead
rasputina
red hot chili peppers
roll deep♥♥

S

sade
seal
sevendust
she wants revenge
[the]shins
shiny toy guns
sia
slipknot
sneaker pimps
soft cell
soulsavers
[the] spooks
sting
system of a down

T

three days grace
three doors down
tin star
tool

U

uffie

V

vision of disorder

Z

zero 7
[dj] z-trip

[ellsbeth†]


[otep†]


[mary magdalan♥†]


[roll deep♥]


Movies:


#'s
50 first dates
A
admissions
aladdin
along came a spider
american beauty
antz
austin powers: int'l mn of msty
B
basketball diaries
big daddy
bruce almighty
C
casino
chicago
collateral
contact
crash
criminal
cruel intentions
D
dangerous liaisons
dangerous minds
desolation sound
don't say a word
donnie darko
E
erin brockovich
eyes wide shut
F
fahrenheit 9/11
fatal attraction
flight plan
forest gump
G
girl with a pearl earring
gone in sixty seconds
H
he got game
I
indecent proposal
interview with a vampire
J
joy luck club
jurrasic park
jurrasic park ii
jurrasic park iii
K
kiss the girls
L
le divorce
liar, liar
M
mean girls
men in black
midnight in the garden of good and evil
minority report
misery
mission impossible
mississippi burning
monsters, inc.
mulholland dr.
my own private idaho
N
new jack city
niagra
no down payment
norma jean and marilyn
O
once were warriors
P
picture perfect
pinky
pirates~caribbean/black pearl
pleasantville
pocahontas
pulp fiction
R
rain man
ray
rose red
rush hour
S
saving private ryan
se7en
secretary
sense and senseability
shallow hal
signs
sixth sense
sleeping with the enemy
stand by me
T
taking lives
the addams family
the bourne identity
the bourne supremacy
the cell
the cider house rules
the cooler
the devil's advocate
the general's daughter
the glass house
the godfather
the illusionist
the incredibles
the jacket
the juror
the prestige
the matrix
the mothman prophecies
the rainmaker
the ring ii
the shawshank redemption
the talented mr. ripley
the truman show
the village
thirteen
titanic
tomb raider
toy story
twister
W
white oleander
Y
young guns
young guns:ii
"she was a deceitful scheming little thing ..."

Television:



I might like you better if we slept together [♥]

Books:


Current Titles:

◊ Memoirs of a Geisha
◊ The Grapes of Wrath (again)

Heroes:


[Grace Slick♥]

[Michelle Phillips♥]

My Blog

All These Half Floors

Lived in fractions, bits and pieces of a living beingevery section, desperation sets in. Creeping closercrawling, prolonging the enivitible. A life is far less lived when only living to die or cheat d...
Posted by Charlie Jade [</3] on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 02:23:00 PST

Thoughts of a dying agnostic.

I did NOT originally write this but it is everything I want to say: "-I hate that I have to be happy every day. It's expected from me apparently. If I go into work and people think I'm in a bad m...
Posted by Charlie Jade [</3] on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 01:32:00 PST

Challenging challenges?

Here (or there) in our little spaces, we sit and talk about fighting for change, anarchy...a resistance. It's so easy to talk, to breathe. To instruct insurgence. To declare we've been wronged, that w...
Posted by Charlie Jade [</3] on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 11:26:00 PST

Poet of the Heretics

She whispered salvation with her tongue of sin.Speaking the words of a dozen martyrs and a thousand heretics. Destroyed my blind faith witha breath, shattered every false chapter of my *prayers* and r...
Posted by Charlie Jade [</3] on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 11:25:00 PST

Always December [in progress]

"....and now you have a choice." Ari awoke to that phrase being whispered in her ear, she looked around only to find an empty room. Her heart was beating fast, which wouldn't have been odd had sh...
Posted by Charlie Jade [</3] on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 07:44:00 PST

[the song on my page...]

Hollywood Undead:The Loss:   Okay, i don't know what to say...I ya know..."liked" Hollywood Undead just about as much as everyone else in the "Hollywood Club Scene" but you know, i just thou...
Posted by Charlie Jade [</3] on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 10:16:00 PST

:::vision of insanity:::

Perpetually punishing myself... hiding away in this tortured soul. screaming, quietly. bleeding, softly nothing is real, i am not real. I am just a dream. my own personal nightmare. watching me disint...
Posted by Charlie Jade [</3] on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 11:33:00 PST

Lunatic [Queen of the Asylum]

I am the Lunatic, Queen of the asylum! These angry voices are shouting, plotting my demise, I can't hide, they blew the cover off my very last disguise. Ever present...but it scares me when they're qu...
Posted by Charlie Jade [</3] on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 03:38:00 PST

[::a current obsession::]

When this obsession started ill never know. most people are fortunate enough to be able to pinpoint the exact date and exact time something like this first began. but i cannot. and honestly, for ...
Posted by Charlie Jade [</3] on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 01:40:00 PST

Twisted Adoration[ ]

assassinated love[!] you killed that girl, now you want her back. you thought it was nothing. you'd apologize in time. you loved her but they wouldn't approve so, you ridiculed her. later, you though...
Posted by Charlie Jade [</3] on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 07:36:00 PST