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Evil Angel

Put me to sleep evil angel! Open your wings evil angel! Fly over me evil angel! Why can't I breathe

About Me

I'm a 30 year old Witch. I've been practicing long enough to know Witch-crap when I see it. I enjoy music, dancing, political discussions of all sorts, anime, free spirited people and learning new things. I also love to debate. If you friend me be prepared for me to comment etc. If you friended me to add to your friends count. It won't last long.
I tend to be the type who will say exactly what is on my mind so take me or leave me. I am not going to change for anyone. My mother called me "spirited", which is how I intend to remain. It's the least I can do.
I am strong willed but I love to help people out as best I can. However, thanks to a lot of hard lessons, I'm a lot less giving then I used to be.
I have 2 black belts. I kickboxed for fun but nothing serious. My kids are currently in Karate and they love it! Eventually I'll get back in it. Right now, I'm enjoying the break from the kids.
I have 3 beautiful boys and a loving husband. We're in an interesting relationship, and I'm a "Geek to normal translator".
I've had a long hard road and learned way more then I ever wanted to about life, love, pain and triumph. Life hands you obstacles and you have to decide for yourself who you are. I try to be the best I can be, don't always succeed, but that's not really the point.
I have a lot of friends who I care deeply about, my husband is my best friend. My other two best friends are also guys (go figure).
I love doing a variety of things, dancing, singing, writing, sculpture and other such things. Art is what I do for fun, though sometimes I do it because it's a compulsion *grin*.
I'm a writer, singer, and a poet feel free to check me out at: http://ferelwing.deviantart.com
I enjoy working with clay or words. Lately, I've taken up playing around in Photo-shop and a few other mediums. As long as I'm creative that's really all that matters to me.
I'm currently in school again, the goal is to become a doctor but we'll see where that leads. I intend to go with what I want to do for fun. I'm a perfectionist when it comes to certain things so we'll see if I can make it. The goal is to take the MCAT in the next year or so and hopefully be accepted into med-school.
Word of warning, I do not tolerate shallow people. That includes family. I used to be a very giving person. I was willing to give the shirt off my back if it meant helping someone else. Unfortunately, that led to abuses and people taking advantage. I've helped a LOT of people in my life and only have a couple of success stories. As such, I refuse to do it anymore. Shallow people who are trying to up their friends lists or add me because they think I'm "hot" or some other lame reason might as well de-friend me because once I figure it out you'll be off the list. I'm not here for a popularity contest. For the Pagans out there: If you're fluffy, you might find my commentaries to be offensive. I'm a "fascist meanie poo poo head" who doesn't tolerate certain types of fluff. I don't mind newbies so questions are welcome.
Mostly I am what you see.
My website is currently down for fixes. Eventually I plan to fix it again but right now it's dormant. So if you want to see some of my work check out the deviant art account.
www.ferelwing.org
If you can't reach me by email,yahoo, or myspace you can find me on Everquest under the aliases Ferelflax or Ferelwing (or pretty much anything with the "ferel" in front. I tend to hang out on the Seventh Hammer server but I find time for other places...
I refuse to admit to being an Everquest addict.. I can quit anytime I want to... Really... I just need one more AA I swear...
You Are Death
You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.
But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.
You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.
Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be.
Your fortune:
Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself.
Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of.
But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them.
Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage. What Tarot Card Are You?Myspace Graphics
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My Interests

music, people, dancing, art, and good times.

I'd like to meet:

friends, people who are interested in chatting and hanging out, people in general from all walks of life. I like tracking down people I used to know. Unfortunately I suck at writing them first.. Call it that "um, what the hell do I say" syndrome.Godsmack - Voodoo

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Music:

TKK, NIN, Manson, Gwen Stefani, underground music, Icon of Coil, Miss Kitty, The Masquerade Project, Evanescence, Seether, Metallica, KMFDM, Eisenbriecher, Tristania, Breaking Benjamins, Maroon5, Tori Amos, Godsmack, StaticX, Butterfly Effect, A Perfect Circle, Chant, Vertigo Blue, Tantric, Tori Amos, Wupscut, A Perfect Circle,Alice and Chains, Aqua, Audio Slave, Bare Naked Ladies, Blues Traveler, Bush, Candlebox, Ceilies Muse, Counting Crows, Dead Can Dance, Deep Purple, Disturbed, Dream Trybe, Goo Goo Dolls, Iron Butterfly, Korn, Nickleback, STP, System of the down, Tool, Soundgarden, and Pig.

Movies:

Too many to name but my all time favorite is The Pirate Movie (circa 80's).Hi, I just took The Bush-McCain Challenge -- an online quiz to see if you can tell the difference between George W. Bush and John McCain. Check it out, and see if you can do any better than I did! http://Bush-McCainChallenge.com/?rc=challenge-friends&r_ id=12570-3366520-RxmX3l

Television:

The only TV shows that I loved were taken off the air... I'm a big Farscape and Firefly fan and of course Stargate and Stargate Atlantis... I guess I'm a bit of a geek *grin*.If I did still watch TV of course, now I just buy the boxed seasons because there aren't any frelling commercials!

Books:

Too many to list here... However Gerald Gardner, Terry Pratchett, The Artemis Fowl series, Harry Potter series, The Young Wizard Series, Anne McCaffrey, Piers Antony (my favorites by him are the incarnation series), Terry Pratchett, Issac Asmov, Robert Jordan, (yes I tend to like series)are some favorites.

Heroes:

My mother. She was a strong and great woman. She was one of the best people to have in your corner and I love her dearly. She handled more then anyone I have ever met. She left a mark that I hope will never fade. Very few people leave a mark on me. She taught me more about life then I really ever got the chance to tell her.

My Blog

Life the Universe and everything? I don’t know I think it’s just life.

I’m going to attempt to start writing in this a bit more often but we’ll see if I actually succeed in that plan. Lots of things have changed in my life lately and on the one hand some of i...
Posted by Evil Angel on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 05:46:00 PST

So life... Yeah... It’s interesting

I've often wondered why I get the way I am over certain things. I started speaking to a therapist recently and realized I have issues that build back to my dad and my sister. (Yeah I know we all have ...
Posted by Evil Angel on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 02:11:00 PST

My trip to San Francisco!

So I got back from San Fran and I have to say it was an INTERESTING place. Though Walnut Creek was a bit more like full time living in the Galleria and I wasn't too impressed. However, the city (as th...
Posted by Evil Angel on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 09:07:00 PST

Oops forgot the store link!

http://stores.ebay.com/Ferelwings-Fantasy-ForestSo here is the store link for those who want to check out my store *blush*, Yeah I know I'm a major dork...
Posted by Evil Angel on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 07:52:00 PST

Ebay Store up and running!

Yeah I've been meaning to do this for a while.. I opened the Ebay store to help me raise money for an International Adoption. I need to raise around 15k or so.. I'm also donating a portion of the mone...
Posted by Evil Angel on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 04:31:00 PST

Grrr! What the hell?!

Ya know I swear that the people at Sci-Fi really dislike women or something.. Shows that appeal to females are dropped but shows that make us roll our eyes stay. I can't believe they got rid of The Dr...
Posted by Evil Angel on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 01:17:00 PST

So things are new...

Lots of new things going on. I started writing a new book. No I'm not going to give away the plot. I'm still working on it. I love the concept I have though and while I am figuring out how to flesh th...
Posted by Evil Angel on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 11:22:00 PST

Harry Potter (spoilers don't read if you've not read)

Wow, the last book was fantasic. I've only had a little time to hang out today. I was reading with my boys most of the day. I finished Harry Potter early yesterday, then handed it off to my brother, w...
Posted by Evil Angel on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 05:10:00 PST

The wonderful world of rejection letters!

 As many of you know I've written a book and for the first time ever I've decided to attempt to get it published. I'm happy to say I've had my first rejection letter and surprisingly enough it do...
Posted by Evil Angel on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 05:14:00 PST

Hair is chopped

I know it might come as a shock but I got tired of my hair so I chopped it.. *sigh* Of course the whole plan backfired on me and I now look nearly 16... *sigh* Oh well it will grow back. I'll pos...
Posted by Evil Angel on Mon, 07 May 2007 08:57:00 PST