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About Me

'About Me' is actually quite complicated really.
i'm not an easy read.
i'm probably not the me you want me to be.
but if you really want to know...
ask me, i'm polite, and i'll answer honestly.
cliff's notes version:
i'm smart, kinda geeky on the inside,
and i compensate for shyness with
cocky self-assurance and witty sinicism.
You Have a Choleric Temperament
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. What Temperment Are You?
otherwise:
i paint with pastels, i enjoy illustrating and
i prefer throwing stoneware ceramics.
and i like to sew. art, not curtains.
i wish that i could weld, and that my
living room was large enough
to paint like Matta.
i lived in a haunted apartment, and i mean it,
it was frickin' weird-ass haunted.
it was a murder/suicide
three months before we moved in.
i like to dig in the dirt.
i cook well but can't follow recipes.
i want people to call me 'a little fire-cracker'
when i'm seventy.
i have nonconformist interests and desires
coupled with no inhibitions.
so at some point i will probably offend you.
i am an egomanical elitist.
i've thought about the definitions,
and yes, yes i am.
if you ask me about my religion,
be prepared to discuss the 'M' theory.
You Are 80% Evil
You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot. How Evil Are You?

My Interests

chaos,
havock,
devience,
defiance,
intelligence,
irreverance,
ummm...naughtiness...

In My Opinion, Interesting YouTube...
Updated: Monday, January 22, 1:58am

I've gone Deviant:

Want more insight??? I'm a youtube Guru:

I'd like to meet:

Actually, this fluctuates quite frequently...
but, at least for the duration of this week,
I would like to meet:
Morrison, Poe, Hildegard of Bingen, Modigliani
... and I know this is an object...
but I think it would be cool to see.
The Antikythera Mechanism

But considering the extreme improbability
of said individuals having an account on myspace.
I want to meet:
a challenge, a debaucal, a poet and a sage
and people who actually think
before they speak... that's all.

Disclaimer:
There are limits to everything.
If you are loony and I deem you to be more
complication than you are worth,
I will unfriend you so fast your tears
will dry before they hit the pavement.

Otherwise... friend your lil' black hearts out,
I'll gladly reciprocate...

While I recognize the necessity
for a basis of observed reality...
true art lies in a reality that is felt.
::Odilon Redon::

Music:

Antipop Consortium,
The Kills,
Fugazi,
Gosling,
RJD2,
DJ Shadow,
NIN,
Portishead,
Jeff Buckley,
David Bowie,
Ron Carter,
Morphine,
Tool,
Robert Johnson,
Death Cab for Cutie,
Radiohead,
Lamb,
God Lives Underwater,
Thelonius Monk,
Beck,
Soul Coughing,
The Executioners,
The doors,
Depeche Mode,
PJ Harvey,
Grant Lee Buffalo... ...

... ...The Cult,
Sonic Youth,
The Crystal Method,
McCarthy,
The Twilight Singers,
Aphex Twin,
The Clash,
the smiths,
misfits (1977-83),
Blondie,
Joy Division,
The Velvet Underground,
Dead Kennedys,
Bauhaus,
Bjork,
Madlib,
Voltaire,
Charlie Parker,
The Talking Heads,
Olive,
Joan Jett,
Murder City Devils,
Patsy Cline,
Madness,
Throwing Muses,
Cut Chemist,
Supernatural ... ...

Movies:

Television:

Yes, I have one.

Books:

i will read anything and everything that my eyes come across. that is the way i have always been. regardless of previous interest i will read a book ravenously, absorbing it's contents visually. it is as if when i read i am watching the interactions, inserting faces and voices seamlessly. be it shampoo bottles in the shower, co-workers books at work, personal favorites crinkled and fragile from time. i love words and how they fall on my mind.

Find your own pose !

Heroes:

underdog, galileo, bono, 'mema'