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Forever Falling

It broke my heart to break his.

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When the telephone pierces a sleep still recovering from early roommate motions, when a construct finance bent plies on problems to solve. Then this morning brings me to a state half dream moving through the world, solutions in place with too long out for return to bed. Walking without feeling the ground, pressure senses numb only acute in light and sound. Brief contact and the engine starts, pushing gently on the cassette the tapedeck will sense and pull it in for playing, sounds roll out, tandem with a starting motion. Hours, minutes, unclear. The passage sensually slow though moving with great speed and this is the best way, to feel forever in small moments. The lightest vertigo swaying sitting here behind me sun bending a field deep in tall grass with its play on pressures and wind currents. There are small almost maroon edgings near the top of each stalk it is near going to seed for growth another year counting. Wondering this moment when the world is so perfectly soft with still such acuity to bend me under the weight of beauty, wondering maybe is this the same world that crushes a spirit lets a life live in pain? Thinking it knows no difference our crude interactions find favorable conditions to our thirsty nature and wonder why things cannot always be what we want. Lamenting when wants clash with offerings, we must drink deeply when things are well to maintain.
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Animations provided by MySpaceGraphicsandAnimations.comPretend you’re not dying inside.be congenial . . . always let the other person go ahead of you in line. smile when your friend is promoted and you are stuck licking envelopes. bite your lip when your friends talk about things such as happiness and love. read more poetry. rent sappy movies and watch them when you're home alone, allowing yourself to cry during all the pitiful parts. attain some sort of balance--be one person here, another person there. force down the bile that attempts to climb your throat whenever you walk past a certain someone. deny your inner emotions. tell yourself that you are stronger than this, that you can conquer all things, even sorrow.you won't die inside because there is nothing inside of you. (tell yourself this over and over again. write it on that postcard of Bermuda that your aunt sent you and tape it to the refrigerator.) clasp a glass with your shaking hands and refuse to lose. you will. you can. you have. soon you won't even have to try. soon you won't even have to pretend. you can look at the most heart-wrenching scene and not even blink now. death is nothing. lost love is only a fool's wasted time.you have arrived. (pat yourself on the back and don't forget to laugh.)

I'd like to meet:

Everyone


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Music:

Everything

Movies:

Anything

Television:

I have one...

Books:

Too many to list.

Heroes:

My Uncle

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1. Smoked? YES 2. Been Drunk as hell? YES 3. Screwed someone of the opposite sex? YES 4. Screwed someone of the same sex? NO 5. Shoplifted? YES 6. Lied? YES 7. Betrayed a friend? YES 8. Been to jail? ...
Posted by Forever Falling on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST