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Gothic Playgurl (Loving Some Bullets)

I am here for Friends

About Me


If you're trying to chat me up there are two very important things to remember.
1. I am very happy being single and it is VERY unlikely that I will do the whole internet relationship thing.
2. When it comes to men you have to have long hair and eyeliner. This is EXTREMELY shallow of me. I realise this but it is a fact. I have tried to find other people attractive but its just not possible.
So. . . If you have short hair and feel like sending messages saying "U R HOT!!!", "I find you very attractive", "would you like to be my online mistress", "looking for some fun?!!" etc
YOU ARE WASTING YOUR TIME!
"They brought a woman from the streets and made her sit in the stalls
By threats
By bribes
By flattery
Obliging her to share a little of her life with actors
But I don't understand art
Sit still, they said
But I don't want to see sad things
Sit still, they said
And she listened to everything
Understanding some things
But not others
Laughing rarely, and always without knowing why
Sometimes suffering disgust
Sometimes thoroughly amazed
And in the light again said
If thats art I think it is hard work
It was beyond me
So much of it beyond my actual life
But something troubled her
Something knawed her peace
And she came a second time, armoured with friends
Sit still, she said
And again she listened to everything
This time understanding different things
This time untroubled that some things
Could not be understood
Laughing rarely but now without shame
Sometimes suffering disgust
Sometimes thoroughly amazed
And in the light again she said
That is art, it is hard work
And one friend said, too hard for me
And the other said if you will
I will come again
Because I found it hard I felt honoured"

My Interests




I'm a recovering alcoholic
Sobriety birthday : March 31st
Buy me a cake and I'll love you forever!

I'm currently studying for a BA in Acting at Court Theatre Training Company and I luuuuuurve it!

I love the theatre

I absolutely adore food. Yes I would like to lose weight but at the same time there are so many things in the world worth being fat for!

I'm very creative

I'm far too trusting

I forgive easily

I believe your experiences shape who you are and wouldn't change my life up to this point for anything

Confrontation makes me uncomfortable

I fall for the wrong people

I'm an eternal optimist

I believe spirituality is important

Compassion and understanding are underused

I love to laugh

If I say "How Are You?" I mean it. I genuinely want to know

I can't stand disrespectful people

Everyone has a right to their beliefs and opinions

I've forgotten what else I was going to say


Recovery

Acting

Music

Films

Theatre

Walking In The Rain

Cemeteries

Peace

Tranquility

Windswept Beaches

Night Time

Sexy Darkness

Long Hair

Moody Make-up

Dancing All Night Long

Meeting New People

Happy People

Creativity

Monkeys

Japanese Culture

Sushi

Food In General

Spiders

Bats

London At Night

Riding Through London At Night On The Bus With My Headphones In

People With Direction

Being High On Life

My Friends

Fabulous Jewellery

Cuddles

People Who Don't Feel They Have Something To Prove

The Undertaker

90's WWF Wrestling (1996-99 Being The Best Days But Before That It Was Amazing Too)

Wanting To Be Alive

Laughing So Hard You Feel Sick

Travelling

New Experiences and New Cultures

Discussions

Museums

Exhibitions

Art Galleries

Winter

Walks In The Park

Crisp Air


Angry People

People Who Feel They Have Something To Prove

Asking For Things In Shops

Namedroppers

Ringing People I Don't Know Very Well

Small Minded People

Small Minded People Who Think They're Open Minded

People Who Don't See The Point In Books And Aren't Prepared To Discuss It

Having To Clean My Flat In Order To Keep It Tidy

Hot Weather

Daylight

Photographs Of Me

Questions About Favourite Things

The Bastardisation Of The English Language

People Who Spell "Hey" With An "A" ("Hay")

My Neighbours Playing Their Music Disturbingly Loud At Random Times Of The Day (Usually When I'm Trying To Sleep)

The Smell Of Coffee

I'd like to meet:



Oooh well the Undertaker (minus wife) would be fabulous, as would Mr Depp, P!nk, Angelina Jolie, Christina Ricci and Laura Linney but failing that. . .

Anyone interesting but particularly beautiful women and other gothy, metally type people that i can go to concerts and clubbing and stuff with.

Anyone in recovery.

Would also love to meet people interested in going to museums and art galleries and exhibitions, i really need to make better use of the amazing things i have all around me in London!

I love talking about theatre and literature and politics and that sort of thing so if you've got a brain in your head thats always a bonus - although not a necessity!



Music:




LOVE AND BULLETS
are my reason for going to gigs in London. Any gig with them playing is guaranteed to be a good night!

LEONARD COHEN
is a God. My life would have a lot less meaning if it weren't for his music

Other people I like. . .

The Sisters of Mercy
Marilyn Manson
Rob Zombie
The Renegade Playboys
Bauhaus
Motley Crue
Bob Dylan
Abba
Beach Boys
Tchaikovsky
Scott Joplin
Nine Inch Nails
Rage Against The Machine
Aerosmith
Cradle Of Filth
Pantera
Don Maclean
Extreme
Deathstars
Poison
Type O Negative
Skid Row
Simon and Garfunkel
The Beatles
Crystal Pistol
Raging Speedhorn
Bon Jovi
Bonnie Tyler
Evanescence
Godhead
Guns N Roses
Hayley Westenra
Kill II This
Korn
Mortis
No Doubt
The Offspring
Pink
Queen
Rammstein
Slayer
Slipknot
The Union Underground
Screaming Banshee Aircrew
Cinderella
Buckcherry

Basically I like a lot of things. On the whole I prefer songs to particular artists or albums. I like homemade compilations that go from Combichrist to Abba in one fell swoop. Variety is everything but rock and metal make up the majority of my musical menu.

Movies:


The Crow
Audition
Battle Royale
A Tale of Two Sisters
Me, You and Everyone We Know
Airplane!
The Last House On The Left
House Of 1000 Corpses
Night Of The Hunter
Philadelphia
Freezer
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Braindead
Watership Down
Queen Of The Damned
American Beauty
The Full Monty
Cradle Of Fear
Hedwig And The Angry Inch
The Addams Family
Disney's Alice In Wonderland
Orange County
The Life Of David Gale
Saw 1, 2 & 3
The Lion King
Gone With The Wind
Chocolat
Being John Malkovich
The Evil Dead Trilogy
Four Weddings And A Funeral
Bowling For Columbine
The Craft
Legally Blonde
Calendar Girls
From Dusk Til Dawn
Ghost
Death Becomes Her
What Women Want
The Dead Poets Society
Erin Brockovich
Save The Last Dance
Bride Of Chucky
Pleasantville
Girl Interrupted
Kinsey
Leatherface
The Green Mile
Old Boy
Shrek 1&2
28 Days
The Silence Of The Lambs
Se7en
Cabaret
Dunston Checks In
The Devils Rejects
Sophie's Choice
Little Miss Sunshine
The Shawshank Redemption
The Opposite Of Sex
Labyrinthe
The Muppets Christmas Carol
The Nightmare Before Christmas
. . . . . . . . . .Again Looooooooads Of Stuff, More Than I Could Possibly Mention, Well Ok More Than I Can Be Arsed To Mention!

Television:




I rarely watch TV but I do watch TV boxsets. This is because most of what is on TV these days is crap and full of mind numbing adverts.

Things i've enjoyed in the past are: The Simpsons

Sex and the City

Spongebob Squarepants

The L Word

Friends

Blackadder

The League of Gentlemen

The first season of Shameless. When Paul Abbott stopped writing it it got a bit dumb

I'm also a fan of random one off dramas except I forget they're on and frequently miss them.

Books:




SPECIFIC BOOKS

A Clockwork Orange
Misery
1984
Animal Farm
The Lord Of The Rings
Rachels Holiday
Schindlers Ark
Sophie's Choice
The Colour Purple
Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit
The Inferno
A Tourists Guide To Hell
I Don't Know How She Does It
High Society
The Hobbit
His Dark Materials
The Shopaholic Books
Sucking Sherbert Lemons
Stripping Penguins Bare
The Understudy
Skylight Confessions
American Psycho

AUTHORS

Terry Pratchett
Stephen King
Aldous Huxley
Charles Dickens
Thomas Harris
Marian Keyes
Edgar Allen Poe
Michael Bond

Again, Loads Of Stuff, I Love Books!



Heroes:




I don't really have heroes but I do have people I respect.

Anyone who is prepared to fight their demons

Laura Linney

Anne Marie Duff

My Blog

To Drink Or Not To Drink. That Is The Question

I was inspired to do this by *Poison* asking me about my time in rehab. She's not the first and I figured she probably wouldn't be the last. So here we go. The history of my alcoholism and how I came ...
Posted by Gothic Playgurl (Loving Some Bullets) on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 05:57:00 PST

Want To Sex Chat?

Well strangely enough, I don't.I have no interest in sharing your sordid fantasies with you. Nor do I want to give you my msn address, swap photos with you or go on webcam. I am not a performing seal....
Posted by Gothic Playgurl (Loving Some Bullets) on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 01:14:00 PST

This makes me laugh SO much!

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Posted by Gothic Playgurl (Loving Some Bullets) on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 06:13:00 PST

Scars

Why do some people seem to feel its perfectly ok to tell me their opinions on the scars covering my arms when they don't even know me?If I saw someone on the bus with severe scarring all over their fa...
Posted by Gothic Playgurl (Loving Some Bullets) on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 07:48:00 PST